I'M A BASTARD!

ABOUT EVAN

Arthur saw that Narda who was so happy could only cry in silence. Many thoughts were raging in his head, but right now he wanted to forget all that and focus on Narda.

Arthur felt his body getting weaker, he took the medicine nailed to his pants and swallowed the two grains of medicine. Arthur was sick for a long time but he hid it from his family.

Narda looked very happy with the view she was seeing at the moment. Narda turned and looked at Arthur with a happy face, Arthur smiled and stretched his hand Narda walked towards Arthur and hugged him.

"Son, I want to be here any minute" Narda.

"We'll be here as long as you want" Arthur said and let Narda put her head on her lap.

"If my life can be exchanged for your happiness I would, for the only reason I survive is to see the three of you happy" Arthur said in his heart.

Evan checked Andrean's situation at the dimension they also knew that Narda was in the wooden house. Andrean told Evan to sit next to him.

"Tell me are you really seeing that woman?" Andrean asked arrived.

"Yes sis..." Evan is honest.

 "Do you still love her?" Andrei.

Evan does not answer and instead chooses to leave he does not want to discuss more about his feelings for Zaya. Andrean could only sigh because honestly Andrean did not want Evan to be in a relationship with Zaya again.

Andrean remembers how Evan was insulted by Zaya's parents, even Evan, until he was almost killed by Zaya's father. If Andrean had been one second late that day, Evan's life might not have been saved.

"You're still too innocent my sister..." Gumama Andrean for Evan the younger brother he loves.

Andrean's situation has improved he can move freely. But still she still needs enough medical care, Karina goes into the medical room to bring food for Andrean.

"Don't eat first, it's mama cooking your favorite food" Karina.

"Mom I want to talk about Evan" Andrean said seriously.

Karina placed the food on the nightstand and sat in Andrean's bedside chair. Andrean occupied himself assisted by Karina.

"What's wrong?" Ask Karina.

"Mom I feel if Evan still loves Zaya, mama instead I don't want to see my sister happy but Evan wouldn't be happy if he was with that woman!

I'll never forget how that woman used to get Evan in big trouble! Evan almost got killed by his father it's a good thing I came on time" Andrean.

"yes son mama understand your intentions but this is a matter of the heart, if indeed your sister still loves him then let it be...

As long as they don't hurt your sister it'll be better if we don't interfere with their heart's affairs" Karina.

"I don't care about their love affairs ma but if until that woman puts Evan in danger, I'll finish him off" Andrean.

Silently, Evan hears the conversation between his sister and his mother. Evan can understand Andrean's point of view that worries him and Karina's point of view that wants Evan to choose his own path of love.

Evan chose to go back to his room and pondered. Evan saw his phone screen there were a lot of illegible messages from Zaya and there were also a lot of missed calls.

Evan wants to call Zaya back but he doubts not to mention the current state of the mansion is still chaotic. His sister is sick, his brother is sick too, Evan is very depressed and he has nowhere to complain other than Jason.

Evan walks into Jason's study and sees the father on the phone. Jason who saw Evan's presence turned off his phone, Jason saw Evan's eyes there was a lot of burden in the eyes of his middle son.

"Come here, son, you must be very tired..." Jason approached Evan and spread out his arms, Evan immediately hugged Jason and cried.

"Lad..." Lirih Evan spoke near Jason's ear.

"Papa here baby, my dear son, cry you must be very tired" Jason.

Jason took Evan to sit on the long sofa in his room. Evan was still hugging Jason and crying, what a burden that Evan now had on his shoulders was very heavy.

She had just learned the facts about the death of her sister, Andrean her brother was seriously injured, her sister Narda was again depressed because of trauma, and now she was again made depressed by her own affairs of heart.

"Papa should how pa? i'm confused!" Evan said in Jason's arms.

Jason released his embrace and cupped Evan's face gently. Jason wiped Evan's tears and peeked at the child's forehead.

"Don't force my son.. Do you really still love that woman?" Jason seemed to understand Evan's heart.

"I don't know pa..." Evan is worried.

"then you have to find out... Evan there's a time when you have to think about yourself, son, meet that woman find out how you feel about her.

If you still love him then papa is ready to accompany you to fight, it's all about the heart of son papa don't want you to hurt any deeper" Jason.

"But big brother won't let me see Zaya" Evan.

"Papa will talk to him, now that the decision is in your hands, how? are you going or not?" Jason.

Evan nodded and Jason smiled then hugged Evan tightly. Andrean had just taken the medicine and Jason entered the medical room.

"Andrean papa wants to talk" Jason.

Andrean put down the drinking water glass he was holding and looked at Andrean full of question marks. Karina knew there would be a conversation between father and son so she opted out of the medical room to allow Jason and Andrean time to talk together.

"What's the matter, pa? is there a problem?" Andrei.

Jason sat down next to Andrean and held the child's hand. Jason smiled and rubbed Andrean's hand.

"There's no problem son but papa wants to talk to you about Evan..." Jason, jason,

Andrean took a deep breath.

"Papa allowed him to see the woman?" Andrei.

"Yes..." Jason.

Andrean is upset by Jason's decision because he fears Evan will only be used by Zaya to avenge himself. More than that Andrean is worried if Evan is injured again.

"Why do you remember what happened a few years ago, right?! What if that woman just framed Evan for revenge?! what if that woman and her family just want to hurt Evan?!" angry Andrean.

"Papa understand your worries, son, but this is also about your sister's heart problems, do you have the heart to let her get caught up in her feelings?" Jason.

Andrean was silent and he threw his face away and did not look at Jason. Jason smiled and held Andrean's face gently bringing the child to look at him.

"Papa promised that even if you let him see that woman, you'll keep looking after her, you believe in papa right?" Jason.

Andrean wanted to fight but he could not do that because the one who spoke was Jason someone whom Andrean respected the most and a father whom he cared about so much, Andrean bowed and nodded.

"Now rest is night, you'll be with you" Jason.

"I want to meet David" said Andrean briefly as he let go of Jason's hand.

Jason understood Andrean's feelings of disappointment at his decision. Jason nodded and allowed David the confidant Jason who had just been ordered to be Andrean's right-hand man.

"well, you'll call me, now lie down first" Jason.

"I can be alone" said Andrean coldly and slowly laying himself down.

"You're angry at papa?" Jason.

"Papa go I want to talk to David, if papa does not want to call David yes I want to sleep" said Andrean coldly.

Jason just smiled he was used to the childish attitude of all his children. Jason came out of the medical room and called David on the field of martial arts training.