I'M A BASTARD!

I'M A BASTARD!
LONGING.



Narda meets Viola in her room to stare at Viola's hair and feed him. Viola just sat on her dresser seat without saying a word.


"Mommy today is cooking your favorite food, make mushroom soup and roasted chicken mami's favorite..." Nard.


"Mommy's beautiful now eat first huh, adek bribe..." Narda fed Viola gently and slowly.


Viola ate the food well but Viola still did not say anything. Narda fed Viola with a very sad heart, Narda shed tears because she could not bear to see Viola like this.


Viola wiped away Narda's tears with her cold hands. Viola opened her dresser drawer and gave a jewelry box to Narda.


"What is this mom?" Nard.


"This servant mami prepared for Miranda first, after Miranda no mami save it for Arthur's wife later. now Arthur also no longer keep this jewelry son.


Give this to your wife later, give it as a wedding gift for her... Mami is sure that you will marry a good woman, be a good husband and be responsible son" Viola looked at Narda with glassy eyes, Narda held both Viola's hands and placed her head on Viola's lap.


"Mommy must be strong yes.adek will take care of mami and also papi" Narda.


After finishing feeding Viola, Narda left Viola alone in her room to save the gift Viola gave her. Narda hugged the jewelry box and cried in her room.


Viola tells the maid to call Luis when Luis comes Viola gives Luis a sword. This golden sword was the one that had always accompanied Viola on his journey all this time.


"Luis.I've taken you as my own sister, I look after you and taught you many things.


You promised you'd repay me all along. Now I'm gonna ask you something" Viola.


"Whatever you ask I won't turn it down, ma'am" Luis.


"Luis. Keep Narda be her protector, be her teacher, don't leave her alone even for a moment.


Never let Narda get hurt, be a shield to my son..." Violas.


"Well mistress" Luis said, kneeling before Viola.


"Thank you for being my best friend and sister all this time, now I'm going to meet Hendery...


It's time for us to meet the three angels of our heart who have been waiting for us in eternity" Viola.


Luis could only cry and lowered his head Viola smiled and left his room. Viola headed to Hendery's study and it turned out that Hendery was waiting for him. Viola and Hendery smiled at each other, and Hendery hugged Viola tightly.


"Have you waited a long time?" Violas.


"Not yet.I've just been waiting for you here, the children are waiting for us" Hendery.


"Arthur, Miranda, and Jevan must have missed us..." Violas.


Hendery and Viola joined hands towards the greenhouse. They saw the beautiful flowers blooming, Viola and Hendery sitting in the iron weaving there.


Hendery embraces Viola affectionately and kisses his wife on the forehead. They then drank the poison they had prepared, they both decided to end their lives together.


Jason still couldn't believe what he saw. The bodies of her brother and sister-in-law lying in the living room, Narda was sitting limp beside Hendery's body.


Narda hugged Hendery's body and cried as hard as she could. Karina who was also there hugging Viola's body that had been lifeless for Karina, Viola was a brother, a friend, and also a place to lean.


Evan and Andrean could not say a word even Jason fell unconscious and Hans was handling it. Just a few days ago Arthur was gone today Viola and Hendery were also not they really destroyed made.


"Fire... Mami... hiks hiks why? Why?!" Narda hugged Hendery lovingly.


"I'll make my own mami, and papi..." Narda strengthened herself.


Sure enough, Narda had her own Viola and Hendery, assisted by Karina. Narda styled Viola's hair one last time with tears in her eyes, Narda couldn't stop crying.


"My mom is so pretty.. hiks hiks mami must miss Miranda's sister right? now my mom can see him...


Mami adek send greetings to brother Miranda, Kak Arthur, and Kak Jevan. convey to them adek is fine and adek already sincere" Narda.


Narda decorated Viola and Hendery with tears. Narda put lily and blue roses in Viola and Hendery's coffin.


"Son, I'll leave Jevan with you guys.Take care of him tell him I miss him a lot brother" said Karina Lirih.


After finishing decorating Hendery and Viola, Narda took Karina out of the room and approached Jason. Evan and Andrean were just as silent as they were just daydreaming, Narda approached her two brothers and hugged them tightly.


Evan and Andrean were crying loudly in Narda's arms. Narda also cried and her heart was very hurt by everything that happened.


"I'm wrong! sorry hiks hiks sorry! sorry mom sorry papi hiks sis Arthur sorry!" Andrean felt very guilty and always blamed himself for what had happened.


"Everything has happened sister.I want to be very angry and hate you but I can't torch I can't" Narda.


Hendery and Viola were buried in one burrow.there was nothing they could do but stare sadly at the two coffins now piled up in one burrow.


Narda felt tightness and pain in her chest and finally Narda fainted in the funeral. Evan immediately checked Narda's condition, Narda's pulse was very weak even her breathing was irregular.


Evan and Hans rush to take Narda to the hospital followed by the others. Jason was so worried he was afraid of losing again, Narda was rushed to the IGD.


Evan and Hans are still grieving Narda assisted by a team of other doctors.


"Evan we have to see Uncle Jason and the others, Narda's situation is really very weak we have to do the operation" Hans.


Evan looks very frustrated and punches the wall until his hand is injured. Hans can only bow down, Hans out of the IGD ahead of Evan who is still frustrated.


"Uncle..." Hans.


"Hans how's Narda doing? he's okay, right?!" Jason.


"uncle.. Narda's condition is so weak she has to get a heart transfusion, but don't worry our uncle already has a heart donor for Narda.


Uncle and aunt just take a break near here there's my family's hotel so I have the driver take you there, Andrean you too" Hans.