I'M A BASTARD!
FOR NARDA
"Evan should we call a psychologist?" Arthurian.
Evan has only been quiet since little Narda Evan really did not want Narda to meet with a Psychologist or Psychiatrist. Evan could only shed tears seeing Narda lying weakly before him.
"I'm sure Narda doesn't need it yet" said Evan briefly as he carried Narda into his arms.
"Where are you taking him?" Arthurian.
"I'll take him to Narda's room not like the smell of drugs" said Evan while carrying Narda in his carrier.
Evan continued walking with Narda in his arms to the sister's room. Andrean who had just arrived at the reception saw Evan holding Narda to his room, Andrean wanted to approach Evan but Karina held him back.
"Give him time when Evan is not able to talk to us, he will only listen to his heart" Karina lirih said
Andrean nodded in understanding as Evan walked into Narda's room, Jason was still there. Evan approached Jason and stood beside him while hugging Narda who was still in his arms.
"Papa I don't want Narda to give up on her mental problems" Evan.
"What are you gonna do now?" Jason.
"I'm going to LA to learn about mental healing and psychological therapy, it took me two months" Evan said.
"Use a new identity so no one can track you down, and make sure you get back as soon as possible" Jason.
"I will definitely be back soon because my goal is still here" Evan said with confidence.
Evan stared at Jason meaningfully slowly Evan handed Narda into Jason's arms.
"I'm going back to the world I left behind, I don't care if it's going to reopen my old wounds because the most important thing for me right now is Narda... I can do anything for Narda" said Evan, holding his brother's hand, Jason smiled and nodded.
"You have a big responsibility for your sister, come back as soon as you can and as long as you're not around we'll take good care of her" Jason.
"As long as I'm gone please don't let Narda meet with a psychologist or a psychiatrist. Because it won't help you fear strangers I'm afraid it'll bring new trauma to her" Evan.
"All right, papa's promise" Jason said, reassuring Evan's heart.
Evan meets Karina and the others to say goodbye because Evan left that day to meet his former lecturer who is a famous psychiatrist in LA. Evan used to be very close to the lecturer but because of an unexpected problem they had a disagreement and Evan lost contact with the lecturer.
After searching for information about the lecturer for some time now Evan knows the address where the current lecturer lives. Evan's lecturer was a woman of mixed American-Chinese blood, her name was Zaya.
Evan and Zaya have been in a romantic relationship The two once loved each other. But Zaya's parents don't approve of her having a relationship with Evan, who is known as the son of a mafia king.
Zaya and Evan are forced to end their love affair and Evan who was studying in the psychology faculty decided to move to medical school. For years Evan and Zaya have never been in touch again, even to ask each other the news they never again.
This time Evan is looking for Zaya to go back to the science of psychology to cure his sister. Evan knew Zaya was the only person he could trust for this matter.
To be honest Evan had not thought anything about love all that Evan had in mind right now was about Narda. Evan just wants the sister to be okay and cheerful as before.
On the evening Narda woke up and found no one around her. Narda walked out of the room past the maids who bowed their respects to her, Narda walked in limp as her legs were still very sore.
Narda's eyes were empty but inside her head was full. Every blasphemy, scorn, clash, and all the bad memories of his childhood gathered into one filled Narda's head.
Narda walked towards the swimming pool and stood at the edge of the pool. His eyes looked straight at the pool, there was no one there but Narda alone.
Narda smiled blandly with tears on her cheeks. Narda stepped closer to the swimming pool, Narda again smiled and suddenly jumped into the three-meter deep pool.
Narda can actually swim but she deliberately kept silent at the bottom of the pool. A sweet memory emerged in Narda's fond memories of Jason teaching her how to swim and they laughed together.
"Sorry papa. I'm tired I tried to forget all that but in fact I can't, I want to keep fighting but I'm too tired" Narda said in her heart.
Hendery saw that and immediately threw himself into the pool. Hendery rushes Narda up to the surface, Hendery gives first aid and draws water from inside Narda's body.
Narda coughed and spewed out all the water that entered her. After Narda realized her gaze was fixed on Hendery who hugged her tightly while crying loudly.
"What are you doing?! Narda what are you doing, son?! Hiks hiks hyks Sorry! Papi admitted wrong but don't think about ending your life, son" Hendery hugged Narda tightly and cried as he would.
Leo Hendery's personal assistant calls Jason and the others. They were all shocked and immediately approached Hendery and Narda.
"Mrand?!" Jason took the child from Hendery's arms and checked the child's situation.
"What happened son?" Jason asked worriedly looking at the limp and drenched Narda.
"Jason are you crazy?! you know her mental state is unstable and you're letting her walk alone?!" Hendery's anger at his sister.
"sad it's okay?" Ask Jason gently.
"Pa a-shocky cut" Narda has trouble breathing and Jason quickly takes the child to the medical room.
Arthur immediately handles Narda and pairs an oxygen hose for the younger brother. Arthur said if Narda had to keep using the oxygen hose until her condition improved, Jason and Karina were saddened to hear that.
"we must be strong for Narda, because from now on wherever Narda goes and moves she must use an oxygen hose, he said, I don't know until when but for sure this will all end when Narda is really healed mentally and physically" Arthur said, answered with a sobbing and a shout of disappointment from everyone.
Narda heard all that actually Narda was also sad but she could not do anything either. His mind and heart were in chaos only tears could describe his wounded ascetic at this moment.
