I'M A BASTARD!

WHAT IS THAT BASTARD?

Jason was very angry at Hendery, even Arthur and Andrean who were originally outside the mansion also rushed back to the mansion when they heard about the problem that happened to their younger brother.

Jason went into Narda's room and sure enough he saw the boy sitting in the corner of his room. Narda sat behind a large urn, hiding her tiny body behind it.

Jason approached her slowly as Jason wanted to touch Narda's face, the boy brushed Jason's hand away.

"DO NOT! hyks the hyx" Narda snapped at Jason.

Jason is not angry with Narda's attitude because Jason knows that at this time the child is not okay. Jason watched Narda for a while and he saw Narda's wet pants, apparently Narda wet the crib because she was afraid of him.

Jason turned his back on Narda so that the child would not see how angry he was right now. Jason took a deep and rough breath, after which he turned around holding Narda forcefully.

Narda rebelled in Jason's arms, crying and screaming, but Jason hugged her. Jason doesn't care about Narda's wet pants because of the toothpick about his expensive suit, Jason doesn't even care when Narda hits him.

For Jason, Narda's hand was not at all painful. What Jason was thinking about right now was just calming the child down.

"REMOVE! Not want! Hiks hicks is sick! hiks torch release!" Narda continued to rebel but Jason hugged the child even tighter.

Jason's heart aches to see his son again hurt by the trauma of his past. Jason let Narda rebel and cried for the child to feel relieved.

"Dear this dear papa son, papa is here to be fatigued" whispered Jason slowly in the child's ear.

"Grandfather may cry, adek may hit papa, but adek must calm down after that. because papa is sad to see adek like this" Lirih Jason said to Narda who still continues to rebel in his arms.

Karina, Hendery, Viola, Arthur, Andrean, and Evan saw the incident from afar.they did not dare to approach because Narda was still hysterical and Jason who also did not give permission.

"Darling papa here. This is papa son, Narda... Narda De Wilson" Jason did not give up, he still tried to calm the child by continuing to call the name Narda gently.

Narda still continues to rebel she hits Jason with her tiny hands. Indeed Jason's body did not hurt at all because of the blow of his little son but his heart was very sick to see the child he loved the most like he did not recognize himself.

"Darling... It's papa, Narda dear papa's son" Jason didn't give up he kept trying to calm the child.

Slowly Narda weakened she was tired and had no more energy to rebel. Narda was silent inside Jason's lap, Narda just cried silently and stared blankly at the wall.

"Dear this dear old man, son, see my dear father" Jason tried to persuade Narda but again Narda refused.

"Sister Mira's sister" Narda said softly but could still be heard by Jason.

"Dear sweetie? who's son talking to?" Jason was confused.

Narda did not reply she continued to stare towards the wall. Narda saw the figure of Miranda that she met behind the light door of that time.

Jason is worried about seeing the child's strange demeanor and tells Evan to go in and check on Narda. Without thinking, Evan went straight into Narda's room and examined her.

"Pa Narda is dehydrated and hallucinating she has to be infused" Evan said, asking Jason for permission.

"Do it!" Jason agreed with Evan.

"Sir Mira. adek come, adek want to play in the apple garden with sister" Narda continued to say softly to make Jason more worried.

"Pa..." Narda called Jason lirih.

"Yes dear dear papa son, papa here son" Jason clasped Narda's hand tightly.

"Said sister Mira adek can not come along. said beautiful mother also adek still have to nemenin papa" Sahut Narda lirih.

"Pa bring Narda to bed she must lie down properly" Evan came again with some intravenous fluids and a device for infusion in her hand.

Jason laid Narda on his bed while holding Narda's hand tightly.

"Papa. adek want to join brother Mira as mother" said Narda lirih.

"Don't love to be here with papa, here's the adek house, the adek family all here dear" Jason.

Narda was silent, but her tears kept flowing. Narda's eyes were completely blank and her face was very pale.

Karina and the others went into Narda's room they sat around the poor boy. Narda seemed to ignore them all her eyes were still empty.

"This is my dear mama, see what's there, son? Here look at my dear mama" Karina gently rubbed Narda's head.

"Papa, mama... What is an illegitimate child? why am I called a bastard? why am I a bastard?" Narda spoke plainly.

During this time Narda was happy to live as a child of the De Wilson family but the expression of the word "HARAM CHILD" is still attached so strongly in his memory, the word is the most feared by Narda, said the word, he did not expect at all if he would hear the name again from Hendery the person he had always cared about.

Everyone in the room was silent no one could answer Narda's question. They could only be silent with tears that just fell without being asked.

"Darling don't say that word again, son, can't ya..." Karina tried to be strong and wipe away the tears of the child.

"But papi said I'm an illegitimate child... What is an illegitimate child? why am I called an illegitimate son of papi? why am I sad when I'm called a bastard?" Ask Narda to Hendery.

Hendery could not answer what and chose to leave Narda's room followed by Arthur. Narda could only be silent and sad.

"A bastard son of an unlucky carrier...Dumb and useless, trash!, why not just die?! disaster bearer! murderer!..." Nard.

"Son you can't talk like that, you're a good boy! Narda is Jason's son and Karina isn't a bastard!" Jason.

"Papa said that word that everyone said on adek before we met. adek thought it was all done but it turns out adek still have to hear the word again from papi...

Pa.. adek very sprightly, breath tight pa, head adek very sick, dark very scared" Narda complained what she felt to Jason.

Hearing that Evan told Karina to step aside so she could check Narda back. Evan gives Narda a drug injection and pairs an oxygen hose to her sister, Narda loses consciousness due to the influence of drugs.

Narda fainted by clasping Jason's hand tightly. Jason cried while kissing Narda's hand, again Jason had to see the child suffer.

"When are you really going to be happy, son? why is your life so sad? tell me god! What should I do to make my son happy?! I'm willing to do anything as long as my son can be happy" Jason cried lamenting the fate of his poor youngest son.