I'M A BASTARD!

DEAR

Doctors said Narda was exhausted and her blood sugar pressure was very low. After the doctors left all the family members accompanied Narda in her room, Karina and Viola clasped Narda's hands tightly.

After two hours passed Narda woke up she saw all her family members staring at her with worried gazes. Narda smiled and occupied herself aided by Karina and Viola.

"Darling how do you feel, dear? is anyone still sick?" Carina.

"It's better ma..." Sahut Narda.

"I'm sorry" Evan said regretfully.

"I don't want to talk about it anymore brother. I want to forget everything, and start all over again..." Nard.

Evan nodded in understanding, everyone was relieved because Narda was fine. According to their promise to Narda they tried not to kill unless in the right circumstances forced.

The day was spent by Narda as usual. Narda really wanted to start everything from scratch like before when she did not know what, Narda's situation was also better than before but Narda's plan to return to Indonesia must be canceled first.

"Adek" Andrean had just returned from the office and immediately approached Narda who was standing beside the fish pond.

"what are you doing? it's so cold" Andrean took off the suit he was wearing and put it on Narda.

"there is a dead fish" Sahut Narda while showing his dead fish and put in a bucket.

"Dead? why?" Andrean who did not understand anything about fish could only stare in confusion.

"Don't know" Sahut Narda was sad with a pouting face, Andrean just smiled a little and took Narda into his arms.

"unfortunately this winter snow also fell heavily maybe the fish died of cold, later we buy fish again okay?" Andrei.

"Sister. earlier I checked again with Evan" said Narda Lirih while placing her head on Andrean's chest.

"Then how did it go?" Andrean wants to make sure.

"My blood sugar is still very low, he said that until the next few days I do not improve I have to be hospitalized" Sahut Narda while playing buttons Andrean clothes.

"It's okay, baby, you're gonna be okay, Narda De Wilson is a really strong and great kid" Andrean.

Narda smiled and nodded slowly. Andrean embraces Narda bringing her inside the mansion as the snow falls ever more heavily.

Narda invites Andrean to sit in the tv room to accompany him to watch his favorite cartoon. Actually Narda wants to go to the lab to meet Arthur and Evan but she undoes her intention because it is forbidden by Andrean.

Narda got up and took warm water for Andrean. Narda did often do that to get a drink or snack for her brother.

"Adek just sit down baby, adek do not have to do this will be a maid" Andrean sedikkit upset.

"it's okay kak anyways this day just silent, adek bored" Sahut Narda with a spoiled tone.

Andrean chuckled and pinched Narda's cheek in dismay. Narda took her textbook and asked Andrean to teach her to do chores.

Narda looks more cheerful than she was a few days ago. But after the incident Karina asked the maid not to put the knife in the place.

"Sheck" Jason came and went straight to Narda.

Jason just got home from the office with Narda's favorite fruits. Jason held Narda ala koala mother and kissed her cheek repeatedly.

"Hahaha papa amused" Narda laughed loudly as Jason's thin mustache hit her face.

"Papa brought you all the fruits you like" Jason.

"Papa adek kangen" Narda always acts spoiled towards Jason and this is not the first time.

"Papa also misses out" said Jason, hugging Narda.

Jason brought Narda to play in the playroom at the Mansion. Jason pushed the Narda Swing plan, Narda enjoyed every moment of his time with Jason because the end of this Jason was too busy and they only had a little time to be together.

"Papa" Narda stopped her swing and looked at Jason.

"Yes?" suhut Jason softly.

"Guve got one dream..." Nard.

"really? what dream is trying to say the same papa" said Jason very enthusiastically listen to the youngest child.

"Adek wants to go to the beach with all our family members, see the sunset and also count the stars at night...

Adek had read a book he said if we can count the stars to the thousandth then our prayers and hopes will be granted" Sahut Narda with a big smile.

"Want to go to the beach to count the stars? what do you have a wish for? want a toy? or want some extra cash? just say the same papa will papa love anything for adek.

Don't believe such a myth, baby. Because there will be tired and if the hope is not fulfilled later even disappointed" Sahut Jason while bringing Narda to his arms.

"No papa it's not that! Adek has a request that only God can grant, adek do not want toys also do not want money.after all the desire adek is not always about money papa" Narda put her head on Jason's boat.

Jason took a deep breath and smiled. Jason gently rubbed Narda's head and kissed the child's cheek.

"Yes already if it's the adek want but we go to the beach later yes after all the affairs of papa and other family members are finished

And the most important thing is after the state of adek back healthy. Remember the word brother Evan adek still have a lot of rest and should not be tired, okay?" Jason tried to explain as gently as possible.

Narda nodded in understanding that soon the wind blew making Narda cold. Narda coughed at the cold horn, Jason brought the child in for fear that Narda might catch a cold.

"Why is the wind so strong? will there be another blizzard?" Ask Narda curiously.

"Maybe it's so kid but it's okay if we're safe and will stay warm in the mansion" Jason said as he held Narda in his lap.

Narda just nodded and put her head back in Jason's field. Every time Narda puts her head on Jason's chest the thing Narda likes the most is that she can hear Jason's heartbeat.

"Father can hear papa's heartbeat." said Narda makes Jason smile really De Wilson's youngest son is very adorable.

Karina looked at the beautiful sight of the father and son from afar. Karina is very grateful that Narda was present in their lives and became the star of light in the darkness of their previous lives.

"Thank you for being present in our lives, Narda, your presence is the greatest happiness God has bestowed on mom, dad and us all" Karina said in her heart while looking at her husband and youngest child.