I'M A BASTARD!

OUR SON

As soon as the dimension Narda directly brought to his room by Jason. Jason held Narda and slowly put her to bed in the mattress.

"Lad..." Nard.

"hm?" Jason.

"Adek wants to meet the mother" Somehow Narda suddenly remembered to her birth mother and wanted to meet her, Jason fell silent and then gently rubbed Narda's hand.

"She had to heal first after that we just discussed again yes" Jason.

"Pa adek want to know if mom still hates the same or not" Narda.

"What if your mom doesn't hate you? will she come back to him and leave our family?" Jason asked frankly.

"No. adek will still come back here because this is a family adek, but adek will meet mother for the last time if papa permission" Sahut Narda in a soft voice.

"We'll talk about it later now get some rest first" Jason accompanied Narda until the boy fell asleep.

Jason then meets Karina who is in the kitchen making porridge for Narda. Jason conveyed what Narda wanted about her birth mother.

Karina disapproves of it there is a jealousy in Karina's heart when she sees the child she loves so much still remembers her birth mother. Karina left the kitchen angrily and locked herself in the room.

This makes Jason feel wrong on the one hand he wants to obey Narda's wishes because the child is sick but on the other hand he can understand Karina's feelings. As a mother, Karina was afraid that she would part with Narda.

Karina fears that Narda loves Amalia, her birth mother, and will not stay with her again. Karina daydreams in her room she really doesn't want Narda to meet Amalia.

Jason addresses this issue to all family members. They are also confused about how to behave because at this time they seem to be squeezed between two choices.

Narda overheard the conversation as she wanted to go to the kitchen to get some drinking water. Narda passed by the living room and heard Jason and the others talking.

Narda decides not to go to the kitchen and follows Karina to her room. Narda knocked on Karina's room door a few times but Karina simply ignored her.

"Mama.. This is adek ma" said Narda from outside the door of Karina's room.

Hearing that Karina got up from her seat and opened the door. Sure enough, he saw Narda who was still pale standing in front of his room while holding on to the wall because she was still limp.

Karina rushed Narda into her room and told Narda to lie down on the bed. Karina stroked the child's head gently.

"Mama..." Nard.

"Yes baby?" Carina.

Narda held Karina's hand and smiled gently. Seeing Narda's smile Karina's heart was warm but again the worry came, worried that later Narda would leave her and return to her biological mother.

"Why is she here? it still hurts..." Carina.

"it's good to go to the kitchen ma but it's not so" Sahut Narda honest.

"It's okay to be thirsty just want to drink warm water" Sahut Narda.

Karina immediately ordered the maid to get water and warm porridge for Narda. After the maid came Karina fed Narda with painstaking and affection but inexplicably arrived her tears just fell.

Narda wiped Karina's tears gently. That cold hand rubbed Karina's cheek lovingly.

"Mama.. don't cry adek tau mama is very affectionate as adek, sorry if the adek request makes mama sad.

but I promise whatever happens next will still go home to my mom. It's a dick house, it's a dick family, mama don't worry" Narda.

Karina placed the bowl she held onto the nightstand and carried Narda into her arms. It feels like Karina said no and refused the raw request of her youngest son, but Karina did not have the heart.

"Mama was just afraid the dick would prefer the woman than mama, mama was afraid adek would never go back to mama again..." Karina couldn't help but stir her heart to cry.

"She will still go home to mama because it's just mama's the most comfortable place to dine, but she has to meet her mother at least for the last time" Narda.

Karina released her embrace from Narda and cupped Narda's face gently. Karina stared at the pair of beautiful eyes that had been treating her millions of wounds all along.

"Mama will let you go see the woman but on one condition, you have to promise your mother that this will be your last meeting...

If you break the promise then you will never see your mom again. Mama is more willing to die by suicide than have to lose another child" Karina said as she looked into Narda's eyes.

Hearing that instantly Narda did not believe so much love given by Karina for herself. Narda could only nod slowly without being able to answer anything else.

After eating and taking medicine Karina took Narda to the living room. Karina expressed her agreement but with additional conditions if she had to come back to Indonesia.

The conditions were approved then this time who will go to Indonesia is Narda, Karina, and Jason. Others will remain in America to handle work and other affairs.

"brothers don't blame you for the adek request to see your biological mother, but remember he's not a nice person who will welcome you with a hug or affection.

Adek must be careful and listen to all the words mommy also papa. Don't be naughty and don't go anywhere without their permission" Evan advises Narda given how much Amalia used to hate Narda.

"If there's a problem in Indonesia, let us know soon, I'll be the first one to catch up with you..." Violas.

Narda approached Viola and hugged him from behind. Actually, not only Karina who is not willing to meet Narda again with her birth mother but Viola is also not willing, the difference is that Viola can still refrain from showing her feelings.

"Mommy don't worry adek will definitely go home and eat mami-made cakes again, in this world there is no gingerbread more delicious than mami-made gingerbread" Narda's words made Viola smile and wiped away her own tears.

"It turns out this is how it feels to be left by your own child, it turns out very sick" said Viola in his heart.

Viola let go of Narda's embrace and turned around then kissed Narda's forehead and hugged her tightly.

"Remember! you're our only child! if anyone hurts you later tell mommy I'll teach them a lesson!" Violas. Narda simply smiled and returned Viola's embrace.