I'M A BASTARD!

MESSED

Narda woke up a few hours later. Narda came out of the medical room and saw that there were many guests who had come to grieve, Karina still could not see Arthur's body either how many times Karina had fainted.

Viola sat staring beside the child's coffin. Hendery crying in Evan's arms, Andrean daydreams he looks depressed, Hans comes to Narda to help him walk.

"Adek sit down first yeah, I get you a drink" Hans pretended to smile but his eyes were swollen from crying too much.

Narda did not answer Hans and walked towards Arthur's coffin. Narda saw Arthur's body was in makeup and had been dressed neatly ready for burial, Narda cried and held Arthur's cold hand.

"Hiks hiks hiks what are you, brother?! you promised to keep me forever but why did you leave me?! Wicked! you're a bad brother!" Narda sobbed in tears.

Viola grabbed Narda and took her to a seat. Viola and Narda could only hug each other and cry, no words could be spoken their hearts were broken because of Arthur's departure.

"Young master let me help you change clothes we will soon leave for the funeral, because young master Arthur's body must be immediately buried..." Eric.

"Eric please help her. Her body is so limp" Viola tried to toughen up in front of Narda.

Eric brought Narda to change clothes while Viola moved and rubbed Arthur's face gently.

"My dear child.mami has sincerely let you go, son, rest in peace thank you for being born into the world and give mami the opportunity to be the mother of the greatest son like you" Viola.

Karina stands next to Arthur's coffin, assisted by Jason. Karina's body was very limp, her tears would not stop dripping and wetting her beautiful face.

"Mama apologizes. It's mama's fault for not being able to take care of you, please torment my son! my dear son" Karina kissed Arthur's forehead.

When Narda was ready she brought a bunch of blue roses. Narda placed the flower in Arthur's coffin, Narda crying without her heart sound too broken.

"Sister I'll take your place looking after mami and papi, rest in peace brother..." Narda rubbed Arthur's hand slowly.

Narda, Evan, Andrean, and Jason close Arthur's coffin. Narda's tears trickled as she looked at Arthur's face one last time.

They buried Arthur in the family cemetery where Jevan and Miranda were also buried. Arthur is buried next to Miranda, the younger sister he loves the most, when Arthur's coffin is thrown into Karina's burrow.

By the time they were all back at the reception and the guests had gone home but everything was silent. Silent and only a sobbing sounded, Narda was silent while hugging a picture of Arthur.

"Mama..." Evan held Karina's hand which looked still very sad. Andrean approached Hendery and knelt before Hendery.

"I'm sorry, but it's all my fault if I didn't say the word savage, brother wouldn't be angry and he would still be here" Andrean said regretfully.

Hendery just silently glares his eyes blankly Evan approached Andrean and immediately grabbed Andrean's collar and pulled him rough. Evan beat Andrean out but Andrean did not fight.

"Fuck! If it wasn't for your rotten mouth that big brother wouldn't have gone mad and he wouldn't have been in an accident! You bastard!" Evan was very angry, Narda was furious with the behavior of her two brothers.

"STOP!" Shouting Narda made Evan and Andrean shocked.

"Can you stop fighting?! I beg sis... hiks hiks we just lost brother Arthur why are you making things worse?!" Narda's cries sounded again.

Jason took Narda into his arms. Andrean and Evan just kept quiet and returned to their seats.

Narda's day became dark there was no smile or laughter. Every day that Narda passed was only filled with tears and longing for Arthur, Narda did not want to be touched by Andrean she did not hate Andrean but she still could not mengikhlaskan departure.

Hendery lost his soul he was destroyed after Arthur died. Hendery is out of work and completely loses his sanity, Narda spends her days caring for Hendery.

Viola also does not improve he daydreams a lot and never wants to talk to anyone again.The family of De Wilson and Die Errama is shrouded in a fog of darkness and sadness after Arthur's death.

Narda was in Arthur's room, and again Narda was drowning in her grief. Narda is angry at fate and she hates her own life.

"Lord! Where is the happiness you promised me?! Is this my destiny, God?! If this is the fate you wrote for me, I will not accept God!

GOD, I HATE YOUR DESTINY! I HATE ALL THIS GOD! God give me my happiness! give me happiness..." Nard.

Andrean heard Narda's screams and screams and his heart ached to see his family suffer so much. Andrean approached Narda intending to hug and calm her sister.

"Why are you here?!" Nard.

"excuse me brother" Andrean.

"out! This is my brother's room! Go!" Narda kicked Andrean out of Arthur's room.

"Silts..." Andrean looked at Narda with glassy eyes.

"GO! I SAID GO! OUT!" Narda shouted to drive Andrean away.

Evan who was also looking at it immediately hugged Narda to calm her down. Narda cried in Evan's arms, her body weak and helpless, Narda's heart was broken.

"Brother hiks hiks tell him to go sister hiks hiks I beg sis..." Narda pleaded with a bitter cry to Evan.

"Sister Andrean please go first pity Narda, she's already very weak brother" Evan.

Andrean nodded and chose to leave from there. Andrean himself is also devastated he did not expect to lose Arthur so soon, and Andrean must see his family chaotic.

"So calm baby.he's gone baby" Evan.

"Give me my brother hiks hiks I beg you.return my brother..." Narda collapsed in Evan's arms.

Evan hugged Narda with compassion his own heart broke from having to witness all this. But Evan has to work hard for his sister, Evan kissing Narda's forehead lovingly.

"I'm sorry, baby, I can't do what everything that's going on is out of my control, sorry..." Evan.

Jason accompanies Karina in the medical room, holding her hand tightly. Karina looked at Jason's face which seemed to be filled with a fog of sadness.

"You must have been hurt a lot..." Karina said something to Jason.

"You're the one who's hurt more than I am..." Jason.

"How am I not hurt? the child I love was forcibly snatched away by fate from my embrace.The child I guarded with love and love was taken with a wound" Karina shed tears, Jason wiped Karina's tears gently.

"Jason.. if I don't take care of the children" Karina.

"Suht. don't talk recklessly we still have three kids they still need us dear" Jason.