I'M A BASTARD!

I'M A BASTARD!
CONTRITION



Narda did not answer she just hugged Jason tightly. Seeing the frightened Narda Jason immediately held the child and Narda hugged Jason tightly, hiding her face scratched at Jason's neck.


Hendery enters the mansion and sees a frightened Narda hiding from him in Jason's arms. Hendery's heart ached to see that, but Hendery couldn't force Narda because he knew it was all his fault.


"I bought this doll for her, but she was afraid of me. You gave it to her" Hendery told Jason.


"It's all because of your own actions, brother, I don't want to help you in this. If you really love Narda then you alone have to put her trust in you" said Jason who then took Narda back without taking the doll.


Hendery was silent and looked at Viola who saw it from a distance was also sad to see the state of Hendery. But he can't do anything about it either because Hendery is guilty.


"So I know you're sad sorry I can't help you either" Karina told Hendery.


"It's my fault then I have to fix everything, Karina take this doll and put it in Narda's room...


It doesn't matter if he's still mad at me but at least this doll will accompany him in my place" Hendery said as he handed the doll to Karina.


Karina accepts the doll and places it in Narda's room. Hendery chose to return to work rather than continue to think about the issue.


Jason took Narda to the greenhouse where all the herbs and other ornamental plants were grown. There is a place to relax and there are chairs and tables where usually Karina and Jason drink tea together.


Jason sat on one of the chairs with Narda on his lap. Narda just kept quiet and hugged Jason she didn't cry but didn't say a word either.


The atmosphere of the mansion is now much different a few days ago the De Wilson mansion is still filled with joy and laughter. But it had already been two days this mansion felt so desolate and there was only an aura of sadness where.


There was no cheerful laughter from the adorable youngest. Narda who usually ran around in the mansion and played with bodyguards and maids now Narda just silent and more daydreaming.


In his daydream Narda will suddenly cry and cover her ears using both hands. Not only Jason, Karina, and the other family members who were devastated to see that but also the maids and bodyguards who used to play with Narda were also saddened.


Rega sat in the training field where Narda used to practice archery. Rega stared at the bow Narda used to practice archery and took a rough breath.


"Young master when will you be back to practice? Argha! You must be crazy!" Rega muttered to himself.


Rega remembers the first time Narda approached him and whined to be taught archery. Rega chuckled to himself as he recalled that sweet moment.


The quiet, quiet, and silent Mansion De Wilson seemed to be a dead mansion with no happiness in it. This atmosphere was exactly the same as when Narda had not yet come into the De Wilson family.


"you drink milk first..." Karina brought milk for Narda.


Narda refused the milk Karina had made. Narda was not at all willing to let go of her embrace from Jason even if it was just for a moment.


"Adek let's drink milk first baby" persuaded Karina while trying to release Narda's hand from Jason.


Narda fights back and accidentally makes the milk-filled glass held by Karina fall and break. Narda reflexively screamed in fear and covered her own ears using both of her hands.


"SORRY! Pardon me! hyks hyks hyks sorry!"Narda mutters and descends from Jason's lap.


Narda wanted to run but Narda accidentally stepped on the broken milk glass. Narda, who was not wearing footwear, fell down and injured her leg by the broken glass.


Jason and Karina panic they want to help Narda but Narda refuses. Again Narda lost control and seemed to not recognize Jason and Karina.


Narda wanted to run because of fear but because of her injured leg she was unable to stand up. Jason tried to get close to Narda and persuade her but Narda grew hysterical and pelted Jason with the ground in a large flower pot nearby.


"GO! DON'T HIT! Sorry hiks hyks sorry..." Narda continued to shout the same words while continuing to throw the ground at Jason.


"Let it go, quickly call Evan and Arthur" Jason said, stopping Karina from approaching Narda.


Karina nodded and immediately had the maid call out to Arthur and Evan. Narda was still afraid that she would not be approached by anyone, Jason held Karina's hand and took her back a few steps.


"Jason do something! Pity our son Jason please do something!" Karina could not hold back her tears anymore, Karina's heart screamed at the state of the child.


"Father!" Arthur and Evan arrive and they are both completely shocked by what they see.


They saw Jason who was dirty with dirt all over his body up to his face. They also saw Narda crying curled up behind a large flower pot and there were many blood stains on the floor.


"Why what happened?!" Arthur asked confusedly.


Jason couldn't answer he could only cry. Evan slowly walked up to Narda but again Narda revolted and shouted, as Evan saw Narda's injured leg he no longer cared when the sister revolted.


Evan holds Narda by force and Arthur immediately injects a sedative on Narda. When Narda began to calm down and lost consciousness Evan could only cry while hugging the tiny body of the sister.


"We treat his feet first" Evan said with tears falling unsolicited.


Evan carried Narda up to the mansion. Evan does not take Narda to his room, Evan takes Narda to the medical room at their dimension.


Evan's hand shook while cleaning Narda's leg. Evan's tears can't stop dripping down his face, Arthur holds Evan's shoulder and takes over to treat Narda's wounds.


Narda's leg wound was quite deep and had to get five stitches. After the wound is sewn and bandaged Arthur tries to regulate his breathing and hold back his own tears.


Arthur got up and hugged Evan to calm him down. Evan could only cry in Arthur's arms, there was nothing he could say just sobbing for the sake of sobbing that he could utter.


Jason went to his room to clean himself up and change his clothes. After that Jason sat in Narda's room looking at a photo of the child in her room.


"Papa will continue to be beside you son, papa is sure Narda will be happy again" Jason said in his heart.