Him Always
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"Can I talk to Arga for a second?" My permission to everyone there
"Sure, dear" answered Mama Arga's gracious
After that, I immediately pulled Arga's hand away from there.
"What is this, Ga?" Much
"What?" Ask back to Arga
My patience has been drained by ten percent.
"Do you know all this?" Ask me again
"You what?" Ask Arga
"Is this all your plan?" Piqued
"What do you mean?"
"You're taking advantage of the situation?"
"You're accusing me?"
"That's the truth, Ga" I complained
She's quiet.
"Are you not happy?" Ask Arga
"In what way? Marry you? Or do you want to?"
"I love you, girl" explained Arga
"You don't!" Answer me
"You won't know how much I've felt all along"
"What do you feel?"
"Trust me, Dis" Arga tried to convince
"Why should?" Ask then
"Give me a chance" please Arga
"You're just obsessed with me" I said later
He went back to silence.
A minute passed.
Five minutes passed.
I who was stared at like that became my own misdeed.
"You love to deduce things yourself" great-granddaughter Arga after a long silence
"That's how I feel" I asked
"You'll never know how I feel about you" Arga explained
"I know, of course" I answered
"What do you know? Am I obsessed with you? Conclusion where did you get that?" Ask Arga underestimating
"Of all your attitude all along. You suddenly came and said that you were my first love and vice versa, you are also my brother's best friend who he loved so much that he ended his life in that way because he knew we were in a relationship. Did I let all that happen? Then I forgot about you and you came again as the sister of the person I once liked? Is the world this ridiculous, Ga? Or did God deliberately create this coincidence that could not be said to be both good and bad?!" I obviously got all my head out all along
"Do you know where the silliness of this destiny lies? I can't argue that I love you so much" I explained
I saw Arga smiling there.
"But you also need to know, the more I come here the more I doubt my own feelings and your feelings for me. Did I love you right or was I just interested in the euphoria of falling in love with High School?" Much
Arga was still silent with no expression I could explain.
Was he deliberately silent to listen to me until it was over?
"I've seen the bad side of you, you've also shown me the best side you've got. But I'm confused, which side are you on, Ga? I used to feel like someone who was very inappropriate to be next to you when a lot of women better than you were expecting you openly in front of me"
I breathe heavily.
"I'm not sure myself, how can I convince myself to be sure of you, Ga?"
"Don't just shut up and answer everything!" I yelled annoyed
"Can't you trust me?" Ask Arga then
"Can't you just trust me, believe that I will try my best for us in the future. I may not be as good and handsome as your dream partner, but I will always try to make you comfortable and happy by my side. You're the only one, the first and last. I've never been this close to a girl except for Mama and you. Is all that not enough?" Arga's
"As you said, a lot of women are approaching, but from the beginning I've chosen you, even when you didn't put me at the top of your list. I love you sincerely, respect you all my soul. Maybe I've stolen a kiss twice from you. I did it in the hope that you would keep thinking of me. And it works well, doesn't it? I proposed to you once but you said you'd accept me after I became a doctor. And now I'm a doctor. Maybe in the future I will take a specialist, but my dream before that is to make you mine, my wife! So, Pradipta girl, will you spend the rest of your life with me?"
can I talk to Arga for a second?" My permission to everyone there
"Sure, dear" answered Mama Arga's gracious
After that, I immediately pulled Arga's hand away from there.
"What is this, Ga?" Much
"What?" Ask back to Arga
My patience has been drained by ten percent
