Him Always

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POV Raga

Introduce me Raga Pramudya. You call me Raga.

I'm just an ordinary man who somehow wherever my feet step the gaze of the women following me as well.

Is there something wrong with me?

Like my first day in my junior high school right now, many pairs of eyes were watching me. I wanted to blaspheme and tell him to stop watching me.

But there was someone who managed to steal my attention, only he who did not give me a look of adoration.

A beautiful girl with her bike.

Yes, that girl is the Pradipta Girl.

I loved it the first time I saw it from across the street before I went to school.

She is a simple girl and does not gossip much like most girls in this school.

She also did not try to approach me like the other girls who were very aggressive.

Do girls not feel the same way?

I didn't have the courage to approach him, because he was seen as a person who focused on school and had no interest in relationships with the opposite sex. Not like his friends who have started a relationship.

Is his life that fun? Can I be part of his life story?

I had tried to get close to her, sitting around her time in the cafeteria, watching her as she read with the library books to the point of not paying attention around, as she smiled and laughed with Ajeng.

I love her smile, sweet and beautiful.

When I met on the street and he said he was lost because he didn't remember the way home, I wanted to laugh at his ridiculousness.

But I'm so grateful that she's lost, I can figure out where her house is.

A few days later, I was still watching him from afar. I don't know I'm like a stalker now.

He said love had a pleasant effect, and I agree with that. I love the effect of love.

I try not to think about it always. I don't like this friendzone effect.

Still watching her as usual, I also started to get close to another girl.

He's Sasa. A beautiful girl who is gracefully charming, yet she is very spoiled and does not want to be away from me.

wherever I go, he is always there. I'm getting upset with Sasa.

He's like a chicken.

She is very different from the girls.

All those years of sticking with Sasa, I finally gave up too.

I can't stand every whimper.

I also realized my liking for her with Girls was very different.

Even though I've been with Sasa, but I can't turn away from the girl.

I admit, the effect of girls does affect me a lot.

After graduating from Junior High, I tried to find out where he continued his schooling.

Just lie if I wanted to continue to the same school as Sasa. It was just to please her heart.

After interrogating Girl's friends, I finally knew where she was going.

Turns out he went to school bang Arga.

So I should continue my education in the same school as Bang Arga? Actually it's not a good idea.

I don't hate my brother, of course, but I don't like his tough attitude.

For Girls! Yes for her sake. I've made up my mind to approach him later.

If not now when else?