Him Always

10

After knowing the fact that Raga already has a lover, I deliberately did not interact with her as much as I had.

I'm self-conscious, I'm just a selfish person. I'm the greedy one who wants to have Raga alone.

I have to move on!

No problem with unrequited first love, right?

There must be a chance for love. And may my next love end well for me.

The day changed, my closeness to Raga is also ordinary like a friend. He also kept sending me short messages. Of course to ask for a task.

Yes, only duty and friendship exist between us. There's nothing else.

Today the final school exam is held. I'm very ready for the exam this time. I had to get a satisfactory grade in order for dad to give me a holiday gift to jogja.

I desperately need a vacation after what I went through this second year.

I just want to heal myself to be a better person in the future.

At this time maybe I can't forget my love for him, but in the future I can definitely not?

With my own feelings I am not sure?!

Why won't Raga leave my heart, or I won't take Raga out of my heart?

If I could choose, I think I'd rather not fall in love so soon.

I don't want to be heartbroken so soon.

I also don't know who to share this feeling with?!

A jerk? The octa? Of course it's not the right choice. What am I going to say? Am I in love and heartbroken with the same person? Or am I sad because my love is unrequited?

I don't think we're all that mature to talk about that and will find the best solution later.

Again, people say the powerful way to move on is to find a new one.

Where should I find that new one?

Even my move on session was too long to just forget my monkey love.

Although most of my friends already know dating, but I'm sure it's just a moment's love. Seeing many of them easily change partners as if there is no disappointment, sadness, regret when facing separation.

Why do they easily move from one heart to another while I forget one person only hard? I also want to be like those who easily find a new one to forget the old one.

There!

Already entered the tenth part! What about this story?

Do you also feel the anxiety that girls feel?

What about your first love?

Do you feel what girls feel too?

Or do you not remember even forgetting your first love?

Or maybe you just remembered it when you read the story of the girl?

I hope you guys don't feel what Girls feel yes & 'D️

How does the story of the girl go?

Will Raga look at him later?

Or is there a story more interesting than the two of them?

Thank you friends who have already taken your free time just to read this story & & & how to 'activate it

I hope this story will entertain you all!

Sincerely,

Didi