Him Always

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"Can I get your phone number?" Ask Raga back

Damn for anything! My face feels hot.

"What girl are you still listening to me?" Ask Raga again

"Ah yes Raga" I answered

"So can I get it?"

"Yes sure"

After exchanging phone numbers with Raga, my heart's performance became even more alarming.

God, I'm just a girl who still wears a dark blue skirt.

Are the words of Ajeng that were true? Do I really like Raga? But how can it be?

I'll just talk to him if there's anything important. Raga also doesn't do what guys out there do to get love from a girl.

Wait, what? Of love?

Love is what?

Damn I really became a girl who was less sane when thinking about Raga.

But I don't love him, do I? Didn't like it, did you? What distinguishes love and liking?

Just thinking about it makes me dizzy.

Never mind, this is only a momentary attraction, right?! Just have to get used to Raga everything will be as good as ever.

"Girl has my message arrived?" Ask Raga

"Gosh, you surprised me!" My voice suddenly returned me to the real world

"You okay? Are you sick?"

Damnit. Stop asking me something that can make my heart not work properly! Of course I said that in my heart.

"No, I'm good"

"So have you checked your phone?" Ask Raga

"What's wrong?" Wonderful

I don't think there's anything important in my phone. Everything's fine. But I decided to check my phone.

+62875xxxxxxxx

Have a nice day Girl & Girl

- Raga

My God, for the sake of the blue-colored god I saw in the story, I feel like my heart is going to explode right now. Just getting a short message from Raga my reaction was so overwhelming God.

Remind me not to embarrass myself in front of so many people. Especially Raga.

Damn Raga looked at me with that smile!

Is this my fucking day? Or is it my lucky day?

Just looking at her smile I was already like the girl who would get the main prize from the advertisement on tv, let alone today who got a message from the unreasonable smile giver?!

Reach yourself, crazy girl! Remember you and Raga are just friends. Such a message is natural to send to friends, right?

I'm starting to dislike the word friend between me and Raga. But what do I really want from Raga?

I admire her, do I have to ask for her autograph and take a picture with her? Or should I shake his hand and thank him for his smile?

Of course I wouldn't do such an embarrassing thing.

Huh, thinking about it is really annoying. I really want to react normally near Raga.

I finally decided to leave Raga and go to the school cafeteria. Getting close to him makes me thirsty like going around the field a few laps. Believe that!

Soon, Ajeng came and sat down in front of me.

"So is there any progress on your relationship? Sambar Ajeng

"What relationship do you mean Ajeng?"

"You and Raga. Are you sure you don't like it?"

"Are we doing an interview right now?"

"Of course if it wants you!" Answer Ajeng while laughing

"Truly this is nothing funny Jeng" I replied disliked

"If you don't like it, why rent? I'm just asking Miss Girl Pradipta"

Is it true that I no longer admire Raga? But I've leveled up to like it?