Him Always

15

After carrying out the national examination, the third grade students did not have any meaningful activities in the school.

Some hang around in the cafeteria, play basketball, hang out in the back garden of the school, hang out in the school rooftop, sleep in the classroom, gossip, and there are many others.

Don't ask me which one, because I'm busy writing as I always do when there's no activity.

I also thought about Raga.

Speaking of him, I just realized that I haven't seen him all day. He usually looks as far as the eye can see.

Okta is also alone with her boyfriend who knows where they are.

Zaki, of course he is in the corner of the canteen while spreading charm to every student who is a resident of this school.

"Hey Dis, what's writing?" Ask someone and pick up my book.

"Return the Raga!" My answer is upset

Yes, that person is Raga.

"All right, ladies, just calm down. I'm not gonna throw away your book. So why are you alone?"

"It's okay"

"You're always good at talking. I'm gonna confide in you, Dis"

Did he say that? A whim? A raga? I don't think he and I are that close, right?

What does he want to talk about? I just want to hear it I don't.

"Girl, always daydreaming. I want this story!"

"Write"

"Can you talk any longer? You're like a girl's version of Arga bang"

"We're different"

"Ck sucks. Exactly bang Arga"

I was silent not responding to his chatter. I think I've completely removed my liking for him. I no longer felt the usual pounding. Am I really moving on?

It's also good for the national exam yesterday, thank you for the exam for helping me get rid of my love for a human named Raga.

"Girl I want a story" Cicit Raga is back.

"I told you that, right? Should I repeat it again? If you're here just to interrupt better go!" I answered with all these behaviors. What's really wrong with him?

"I broke up with Sasa" Raga's story

"Continue?"

"You don't want to say anything?"

"What?"

"You don't feel sorry for me?"

"No"

"Why?"

"Not necessary"

"But I'm sad"

"Why?"

"I'm breaking up"

"Why break up?"

"Sasa wants to"

I don't answer any more Raga stories that I don't think are important. I'm also not interested in her break-up story with Sasa. There is no benefit for me either.

I'm more confident that I've really moved on now. I didn't feel the pounding anymore, nor was I affected by Raga's smile, I also acted normally when she was around me even now in front of me.

I am so grateful for that, because I can open a new story in the future.

I also did not expect to always look at Raga and ignore the others.

It turns out that love can also feel bored, especially unrequited love like me.

Feeling love in adolescence is very fun, especially I get a bonus from love, which is heartbreak.

I learned a lot about the taste that goes along with love and liking.

Of course I don't hate love, because as a human being you need love.

The love that humans need is sincere love, loyalty and responsibility.

It is not a pleasant love at the beginning to feel it and swallow disappointment afterwards.