Him Always
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I still haven't moved from my position.
Damnit damnit! Why do I always meet him?
"Yet you came too!" Caca Excited
"Sorry to keep you waiting too long" he replied
"Let's go to the coffee shop, while gathering for the last time for the year" Cerocos Caca
I remained silent and did not hear Caca's words.
Why is my hand getting cold again?
"What's wrong with you, Dis?" Ask Caca
The question got me back in the real world.
"I'm good. Come on!" Answer me
Finally, the three of us went to the coffee shop at the airport.
"It doesn't feel like we're going to grow up this fast" Caca's spirit
"Yes, I can't wait to see you design my wedding gown" My joke
"Well, what about marriage, do you have a candidate? Haha" asked Caca
"You are a lot of candidates" I replied
"How much is just an Arga's sister?" Temptation Caca
"Don't start, Ca!"
"Ngeles aja neng, bajaj cake!"
"Belgium!"
"I can't wait to see you become a great doctor"
"Bambang is ae!"
"Later if I get sick, free dong ya" cried Caca
"Have a son! Gabalik modal dong if you want gratisan mulu"
"That's the price of friends as usual. Oh yeah, Raga's going to business school?"
"Yes. Because bang Arga does not want to continue the business papa, finally I have to continue"
"Where do you want to do business, Ga?" Ask Caca
"In Jogja"
"All three of us are really LDRs. So all the boys are in the region"
"Don't play Ca! Come on, you'll soon miss the plane" My voice finally
We got out of our seats and drove Caca to leave.
I was still very awkward and scared when Raga was near me.
He had turned into a terrible person since that day.
What is my fault and my sin?
After hugging Caca, I became a mellow myself.
The loss began to overwhelm me.
"Yes lady. Your orders will always be my work" Canda Caca
"Seriously, Ca!" Piss me
"Yes yes, I promise to take care of myself" replied Caca
"Wish also I will mate one of the bule there haha" Sambar Caca again
"Truly fucking haha" I replied
"See you soon! You guys take care of yourself here too"
"Be careful!" Exclaim Raga
"You too" replied Caca while displaying her best smile
Caca stepped away until he was no longer visible.
I don't know why I was so sad to see him leave, like there was a strange feeling.
"Can we talk?" Ask Raga
"No" I answered quickly
"Just a moment"
Do I have to talk to him? But I'm scared. I'm afraid he'll be like that again.
"I promise I won't hurt you again" cried Raga again
"All right, just a minute"
"I'm sorry, Dis. I know you hate me now. But I'm really sorry for what I did"
"Why did you do that to me?"
"I'm just jealous"
"Just you say? What are your rights?" My anger
"I have no right to you. I know I was wrong. I'm just tired of always losing to bang Arga let alone about you"
"So that's why you're being a jerk? I'm so sorry I used to like you"
"Can't you keep liking me?" Ask
"Are you kidding me? With what you've done, you still expect the impossible? Don't expect much of the world then! If you want something, you have to fight and prove that you deserve what you want. Not by the dirty things you did to me!" Piqued
He just kept quiet without responding to my words. I've been lecturing he hasn't responded at all.
Fuckin' shit!
"Listen to me one last time! If you do that, it won't make me like you. And the thing about me liking anyone is my right! You can't interfere with my privacy!"
"I'm sorry"
"I've forgiven you! I'm leaving! May you be a better person in the future" My advice
I then left him who was still stuck in his place.
I was so glad to say that.
May she be an awesome Raga like the first time I saw her!
Yeah, hopefully!
