Him Always

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POV GIRLS

Damnit. Why should he?

Why is he coming again?

Why is destiny like this?

He is the person I avoid the most on this earth.

Because I lost someone I loved so much. My world changed because of it.

My family and I were forced to move out of town for my health.

After my brother died, I couldn't stop crying. I've lost a very warm figure that always accompanies me to play at home.

I just kept blaming fate for taking my brother that fast in a way I didn't expect.

I hate Brother Gaga. Because, all this happened.

I just didn't expect, the Arga I've been seeing is the old Gaga.

Maybe it was a long time ago and we were kids.

Honestly I don't recognize him, he's changed from what he used to be. Although there was nothing bad about him in the past, but now he looks mature.

And maybe because of my anger at her, I didn't notice it at our first meeting after that.

I always blamed him when I knew it wasn't his fault. I'm just looking for a way to channel my disappointment in Bella's sister.

What Arga said is all true. He couldn't have wanted his friend to leave that way.

He is also right with a love that cannot be forced.

But what do I have to react to it?

She said I was her lover, but I no longer remember her ever agreeing to that.

I just remember, Gaga was Bella's old friend who often accompanied me to play in the park.

He was like a protector to me at the time.

He was also a good person and always helped me when I had PR.

But to be her lover? Can it?

I've forgotten that.

Now, that guy is hugging me and kissing me again.

Damnit damnit! I don't even deny what he's done now or before.

How many times has she kissed me?

Finally she let go of her kiss and my breath was cut off because of it.

He did not let go of his embrace and continued to hug me tightly.

"Do you want to kill me?" Sarkasku

I actually can't bear to see it as it is now.

I didn't expect this day to come either.

"I told you, I've forgiven you brother! So stay away"

"I can't"

"You really want to kill me?" I asked to stare hard

"sorry"

"Stop saying that damn word. I've forgiven you and I won't tell you to stay away" My breakup is final

"Thank you, baby"

He was about to hug me again but I stayed away.

"But I can't be your lover"

"Why?" Ask

"Color can't. Forget everything that has happened and just assume it never happened"

I ran away to leave it to the library.

Shit, why am I crying?

Didn't I decide that?

But why am I sad?

Why can't tears stop?

God, what exactly are you planning on doing with me?

Why is my love story more complicated now?

Don't I have no love for Arga's sister?

Should I call him Arga or Gaga?

Why is this feeling so different from my race to Raga?

Why didn't it hurt?

Although I used to be disappointed, but I'm not this sad.

Really fucking tears!

Please stop and stop this drama!

"Girl!"

Shouted the person behind me.

"the dragon?"