Him Always

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"pagoda"

"What girl are you doing here? Why are you crying?" Ask Raga

"I'm good" I answered

"liks. You're obviously crying"

"Just give it up"

Then I went and got away from Raga.

My feelings are not good at the moment.

Somehow after talking to brother Arga I could be this confused.

"Wait girl!" Shouted Raga

"Take me off!"

"Are you like this because of Arga's bang?" Ask Raga

I just kept quiet while staring flatly without answering.

"I'm sure you remember that, right?" Ask Raga again

"If you know why you keep asking?"

"I'm just making sure"

"Sure what? Is interfering in other people's affairs becoming a part of you now?"

"It's not so, Dis. I just wanted to tell you something"

"Tell me what else?"

"Let's sit down, let's talk there"

"I don't want to"

"Please Dis! This time, I just want you to beat me up. That's it"

"Ok. 10 minutes no more"

"Alright, 10 minutes less" replied Raga while chuckling

I just rolled my eyeballs looking at Raga's naughtiness.

"Dragon. Bang Arga is your Gaga!" Talk Raga to the point.

"Whatchu mean? I don't understand?!"

"You've met your Gaga again. How you feeling?" Ask Raga

"I don't know" I answered

"Why is that? Is it still about Bella's sister?"

I stared at Raga sharply. Either he can read the minds of others or indeed he is included in the class of people who are sensitive.

"The answer is in your question" I replied afterwards

Raga just breathed her long breath hearing my answer.

"Believe me, Arga's brother also felt guilty about what happened to Bella's sister, Dis. She was so sad that she lost you. Even now, after finding you again he still can't bring back the girl he used to be." Chirping Raga

"What has changed from me? Maybe only my height has changed"

Raga again chuckled at my answer.

What's so funny about my words?

"You really don't remember? All right, I'll remind you of Pradipta's girl. From the collection of Arga bang stories he told me, he always praised you. And in the past, he said he always waited for a little girl in the complex park who always carried her dolls with her ponytail hair plus her cute smile" explained Raga with a smile.

"Honestly, when Arga bang told me so, I guess he was just bragging. I also did not pay much attention to all the stories about you" Raga continued

"Then?" Much

"He said the girl was very beautiful, even more beautiful every day. He watches you every day. Exactly like a stalker. Did you also know that bang Arga liked you from the first day he saw you in the hospital?"

"Yes"

"I thought my brother was just kidding. But seeing everything he did to you, I started to believe that he really liked you. Even though I don't know you directly, I only know you from the story. Until then, I saw that Arga's smile was wider than usual and he told everyone at home that if his girl accepted his love, Arga started to be a carefree young man at home. He shows you to everyone. I really don't like the showman's nature" she explained with a laugh

I just kept quiet and kept hearing Raga's story.

"Until where unforeseen events occur. I know Bella because she often studied at home with bang Arga and bang Dias. I also didn't know that Bella liked Arga's sister. Then the events that changed everything happened. Bang Arga lost his smile that very day. He also turned into an untouchable youth like this moment"

Raga stopped her story and looked at me

"On the day of the incident she said, "The girl I loved hated me before I made her happy"