Him Always

Him Always
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After returning to class, my mouth was itching to ask Angie what Gama meant.


"Angie, can I ask you something?" I asked when I landed on the bench


"On that? I have to answer" Angie replied


"I'm not forcing you, but if you want to answer I'm happy"


"That Gama said is true. I was a girl in Arga's past"


"Then what does this have to do with me? Why do all of Arga's friends ask me if I remember him or not?"


"Lo really don't want anything at all?"


"Do you know anything?" Ask me for wonder


"So you're not pretending?"


"Pretend what?"


Shit I'm getting clumsy on that


"Oh, forget it"


"So did we know each other before?


"Yes"


"Why not greet me?"


"Although familiar is not necessarily familiar"


Damn right too. Why would I ask him that. It was obvious he would not answer my question.


I just realized Angie wasn't a friendly girl. He was a proud man and looked at others no better than him.


Forget what I said to be friendly with him. Just being his friend is exhausting.


The doorbell rang, I rushed to my favorite place at this school while waiting for an invitation to come.


After arriving at the library, as usual here only filled with books and library guards.


I walked into the hallway where there were novels that became my friends every time I came here.


After finding the book I wanted to read, I sat down unaware that someone was disturbed by my presence.


"What are you doing?" Secrecy


"You can see it for yourself"


"In asked instead of ruling"


I ignored him and sat quietly in my place.


"So you're getting brave with me?" Ask someone


"What's your problem?" My question started to ignite


"You"


"What am I really doing?"


"Your color is already brave with me"


"What you should be like"


"Freak basis" I said


"I can hear it!" Follow him again


"It's good that you hear it. Thank you for your two ears still working well"


"How dare you!" Angry him


"Why are you getting angry? Did I say too much to offend you?" My answer is angry too


"Why are you angry too? Don't you remember this is a library?"


"Try there" I replied lazily


"You haven't changed"


"Who did I say hasn't changed, huh?"


"Hey, why are you yelling at me?"


"Why do you always think I haven't changed? or rather has not changed? Who are you, huh?"


"Nobody" he answered, looking at me deeply


Fucking eye gaze.


"Obviously you're nobody. You're just a jerk I've met" My anger


Damn, because I can't control my emotions.


"Do you remember him?" He asked, still looking at me inside


"Given that you're a jerk? If that's your question then the answer is yes!"


I'm sure my face is now like a boiled crab so emotional.


I don't know why I could regret that. Really fucking!


"So you never forget me, Dis?" He asked with a difficult look


"Isn't it hard to forget a jerk?"


"I'm sorry, girl!" Wiry


"Do I have to do it?" I asked while leaving him who was still in his place.


I kept running without holding back my tears. God fucking.


Hellloooo Girl's big fella!


How's this part?


Guess who was talking to that girl?


See u tomorrow ye!


Sincerely,


Didi