Him Always

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ARGA POVS

I'm Arga Pramudya.

An ordinary final-level High School student.

I'm friends from childhood with Gama and Dias.

According to the people around me, I am a perfect person. It's just that they either I hold regrets about a girl since long ago.

If you think that the girl is a girl, that is a big mistake!

That regret is not with a Pradipta Girl.

I'm just apologizing to my girl. Can I call a girl that name?

At that time I just stepped on the bench of Junior High and made good friends with a woman. Her name is Bella.

She's as pretty as her name is, but I don't see her as the woman I love. I thought of him as a friend, nothing more.

Guess you guys exactly!

Like the stories in romance novels, Bella demands more than that but I'm a gabisa.

This heart has been filled with one name for a long time.

And that girl is Bella's sister, girl.

I and Bella haven't been friends, we've been neighbors since we were kids. So, I am familiar with him and his family.

Everything went naturally until the day Bella revealed her feelings to me.

Honestly, I knew this day would come. But what I don't know is that the day came at an inopportune time.

It was the 10th birthday of the girl.

I was so happy to see her looking cute in her pink dress, with shoulder-length straight hair. Don't forget the bangs like Dora.

Just remembering it makes this heart pounding.

You may just think of my love as a joke, but the truth is I already love the same girl, girl, even after I saw her for the first time when I came to the hospital to greet her who had just been born into the world.

Love is so ridiculous.

From there, I always looked at it from a distance. She's the kind of girl who's aloof and likes to play dolls in complex parks. Don't forget the ponytail and the smile.

"I like you!" Exclaim Bella

I just stared at him and watched the people around.

Damn I was the center of attention. I glanced at the girl who was just staring in wonder at Bella and me.

"Don't joke!" Piqued

"I'm serious, Ga!" Answer Bella

"Gue gasuka lo" answered me lazily

"Why?" Bella started crying

"Gue told you that"

"Don't take her!" My growl

"But that's the truth, right? Why did you send a little look at me Ga? I love you, I know you first. Why do you like that little boy?" Bella

"Gue gabisa maksa my feelings, Bel. I love that little boy you mentioned." Answer me

"All right then. Say goodbye to me and the girls!" He answered while stepping towards the girl

"What do you mean?" Shouted

"Bella! Stop that!" Shouts back

Bella kept on speeding towards the girl. Arriving in front of the Girl she immediately grabbed her hair and pulled it towards the swimming pool.

"Ka Bebe let go of the girl! Sick ka!" Said the little girl crying.

God fucking.

I tried to close the distance to Bella but she threw the girl into the pool.

"Ka Bebe!" Shouting Girl

"What are you doing?" Angry me

"Lo still harepin' a weak girl like her?"

"It's none of your business!" Sarkasku

"All right then!"

I just glanced at him and sped towards the girl who had already returned to the surface.

"Are you okay?" I asked to look at you softly

"I'm fine Brother Ga. Why are you being mean to me?" Ask Girl

"No, he's just playing with you. Come on in, you'll be cold!"

When I was about to go inside, I heard something hard fall from above into the park near the pool.

"Ka Bebe!" Shouts Girl while crying

I was standing stiff where I saw something that had fallen was Bella.

"Girl" Sapaku calmed her down

"Go!" Shouting Girl

"No way!" Answer me

"Far away! Ka Bebe is like this because of big brother right? Ka Beb didn't just want to play with me, did he? It's all because of Gaga! I hate Gaga!" Shouting Girl

My love hated me before I did anything to fight for it.

Why is this fate for me?

I feel guilty and sorry because of me, the girl lost the sister she loved. Because of me, Bella ended her life.

But that feeling, is no greater than my love for my girl.