Him Always

54

After arguing with Arga that was over, I decided to go home.

Arga is quite draining, plus endless tasks from the lecturers.

Arriving at the boarding house, I immediately took a shower and went up to my favorite mattress.

Immediately the sleepiness came.

It turned into morning again.

The sun greeted the world with its best bright smile.

A good day to start a good thing, right?

After performing the morning ritual from cleaning the room to making breakfast, I checked my phone which had been neglected.

Lots of incoming messages and missed calls from many people.

In order to open the top message on my phone, a call from Raga suddenly came in.

After the first ring, the,

"Hello Ga?" Answer me

"Jeez, where's Gis lo?" Ask Raga a little scream

"Why are you screaming so early in the morning?" Myl

"Lo don't open hp lo?" Ask Raga again

"How can I talk to you if my phone is not open Bambang?!"

"So what's going on?"

I rolled my eyeballs for a moment.

"What the hell is it, Ga?" I'm lazy

"Gue hope you calm down ok! Don't panic! Lo's in kosan, right? I'll pick you up?!" Questions from Raga

"What's wrong? Don't take me!" Piqued

"On bang Arga" answered Raga

"Why him?"

"He's not" replied Raga again

"meaning?"

"He left us"

"Ga, it's still a funny morning!"

"Gue ain't no fun, Dis. Bang Arga is gaada. I've been to kosan lo, you get ready!"

Deg.

Arga left me?

"Rome!"

"Lo calm down, I want to nyampe. I'm closing"

After Raga's call ended, I don't know what it's like.

God, is this true?

I can't feel my tears coming out without my excuse. My chest started to cringe at the thought of Arga.

"That gabole you go! You're gabole left me! You promised!" Mumbles

I kept crying and getting louder.

The knock on the door distracts me.

I rushed and opened the door.

"Make a change I'm waiting here!" Raga without stale language

"So this is real?" Much

"Girl, why am I kidding for my brother's death?"

I cried and sat in front of Raga.

"It's just you who lose, we all lose. Come on, we have to get brother to his final resting place" explained Raga

Raga then drove to my room and picked up the clothes in my closet.

He pushed me into the bathroom.

After I finished, the two of us immediately rushed to the airport.

Arriving in Jakarta, my heart was racing faster.

Raga kept looking at me worried.

"But!" Sapa Raga's

I'm still staring ahead ignoring Raga.

Raga breathed out hard afterwards.

After arriving at Raga's house, there were a lot of people there.

"Girl!" Exciting mama Raga

"Aante!" My voice began to crackle because I was crying again

"Thank you for coming"

Mama Raga hugged me and made me cry even more.

"Don't cry anymore huh, Arga gasuka's later"

"Let's go in!" Take Mama Raga

After entering the house, I did not see any Arga there.

"Bang Arga was already in makamin earlier when we were on the way" cried Raga who seemed to know the question in my head

"Girl, thank you for receiving Arga! This is Arga's safe deposit"

"Open later, want to see the new house bang Arga?" Tawar Raga's

I just nodded at the sign.

Raga and I walked to the cemetery not far from Raga's house.

"Dis you know my brother really likes you?" Ask Raga

I just kept quiet without answering.

"Lo must be happy!" Calls Raga again

Not far away I saw Arga's name there. My tears are melting again.

Lord, why are you quick to take away my happiness before I can feel it?!

"But!" Excited Raga while patting my shoulder

I looked at Raga without answering.

"Lo gamau wake up?" Ask Raga

I'm confused by the question.

"You mean?" Ask me for wonder

"Wake, Dis!" Exclaim Raga

Instantly I closed my eyes because I was confused by Raga's intentions.

Then I opened my eyes and looked around.

"This is in my room? Still dark!" Mumbles

I immediately scammed my hp.

"It's still 3 in the morning" I murmured again

My heart raced fast.

"I'm just a dream?" Mumbles

"I didn't lose Arga?"

I called Arga's number to make sure everything.

First ring

Second ringing

Third ring

I haven't been lifted and I'm getting nervous.

Fifth ring

"Hello!" The voice across there

I came back crying.

"What's wrong girl? Why is the phone crying?" Arga

"That's!" My great-grandson

"Yes?" Answer Arga

"It's really Arga, right?" Much

"Yes! You why? Where are you? I'll pick ya up!"

"I'm gapapa"

"Don't worry me! Where are you? Why crying?" Ask Arga

"Father, I'm just listening to your voice" I replied at last

"Kok use cry everything?" Ask Arga

"Saking screech! See you later, Ga!" I answered while closing the phone without waiting for Arga's answer.

Relief filled me.

I'm so grateful it was all just a dream.

Because losing him is too painful even if it only happens in a dream.