Him Always

25

After moving away from the library, these tears had not stopped.

Really fucking!

What's wrong with me? Why am I so angry and crying like this?

Broken heart is not like this, why just by arguing with him I became like this?

Damnit damnit! What the hell is going on?

Did I really know him before?

But why don't I remember?

Really fucking tears.

"Girl!" Excite someone

Damn why is he here?

I just kept walking away from him.

"Girl, wait!"

"Girl! Stop that!"

"Girl, please stop!"

"Please stop moving away from me! Stop forgetting! Please forgive me, baby!" The next one who hugged me from behind.

"What's your problem, huh? Unhand me!" Angry me

"No will! You can't get away from me anymore" she replied softly as she tightened her embrace

"Stop talking nonsense and get rid of it. I'm sick of your cipher! Stop bothering me!" I started crying again.

Damn, what's wrong with me?

He let go of his embrace and turned my body.

"Can you forgive me?" Ask

"Stop talking. What do you mean exactly?"

"You don't remember me yet?"

"Why should?"

"Color is what you do!"

"I don't want to!"

"sorry"

"For?"

"Everything"

I just kept quiet and tried to calm myself. Why is my gray life so complicated like this.

"Am I forgiven?"

"Why?"

"What?"

"What's your fault?"

"My fault for making you misunderstand me and forget me"

"Why is that?"

"I was a stupid man at the time"

"You're apologizing for pitying me?"

"No. I'm here because I love you!"

What did he say just now? Of love?

Did I not hear wrong?

I would love to laugh at that love.

"Do I love you?" I asked him

He just kept quiet and looked at me deeply.

"I don't deserve your love"

"Why are you here then?"

"I answered it earlier"

"Stop talking like that! I'm tired of what you're talking about. Now go and be the flat and cold Arga like the first time we met!"

Yes that person is brother Arga. To hell with manners, I'm just sick of him for now.

We're both in the back garden of the school, so no one's gonna know about this.

"Why shut up? Go away!"

"No"

"What do you want?"

"You"

"Stop talking about that shit, Ga! If you're just playing a bet with your friends, let's just say you're failing"

"I'm not betting with anyone"

"Then what really happened between us? You can't answer that, can you?"

"I've hurt you!"

"When?"

"Then. Then you leave and don't come back"

"I'm here and I forgive you. So go!"

"I told you I don't want to leave you" he shouted

I was shocked and scared to hear it. Why is he so angry? What's wrong with him or me?

"Then what do you want to fuck?" Shouts too

"I told you I want you! Still not clear?"

"I don't understand why you want me? We only met a few times and you said I forgot about you? No kidding!"

Suddenly, he came closer to me.

What's he want?

I also put my feet back to keep my distance from him.

"Arga stop!" Shouted

But he did not hear me and continued to cut the distance with me.

"I beg you to forgive me, dear!" He nodded while holding both of my arms.

I saw a look of despair in his eyes.

"All right, I remind you" he replied again

Suddenly I felt something strange on my lips.

Damnit damnit! He kissed me.

"Now do you remember?" Ask

"I'm be..."

I haven't answered that she kissed me again.

I kept beating her chest to let go but she deepened her kiss.

Fucking shit!

After letting go of her kiss, she again said,

"Let's get acquainted right now"

He paused for a moment, then

"Know, I'm Gaga!" Further

I stiffened up at my spot and kept staring at him.