Him Always
30
POV GIRLS
I keep listening to Raga's story. I honestly can't believe that all of this happened. A brother Arga up to as much as I do? I almost forgot about it completely.
"So he said you hate him" Raga continued
"I'm not" I answered
"Maybe you said no, but bang Arga interpreted your attitude that way" explained Raga
"Then what should I do?"
"The answer is on you"
"I've even forgotten it" I explained
"Didn't Arga mean anything to you?"
"You know what, if I used to like you?"
"What?" Tanya Raga slightly shouted.
"That was, now it's not"
"Like your liking to bang Arga?"
"When with brother Arga I don't know. It's been a long time and I was a kid too. Now I know what love is and what heartbreak is"
"What do you feel now?"
"You mean?"
"With bang Arga, is there no chance?"
"What opportunity?"
"To love each other"
"Come"
"Ck Girl once!"
I just kept quiet without responding to Raga again. I honestly don't know how I feel about Arga.
Do I like it?
Otherwise, why was it that when I kissed earlier I didn't mind and got angry?
Damnit damnit! I just realized that Arga's sister took my first kiss.
"If I like you, how?" Ask Raga after being silent
I looked straight at him. I noticed him who was also watching me.
What did he say just now? Likes me? Don't silly.
"What did you say?" Ask after
"You're really not deaf, are you?"
"You told me?" I don't like it
Raga just laughed at my question.
Why is the laugh not as interesting as before. Even his laughter had no effect on me anymore. Is love really this complicated?
"What?"
"You want to be my lover?"
"Don't joke!"
"I'm not kidding"
"Why all of a sudden?"
"Not suddenly. I liked you the first time I saw you"
"In class first?"
"Not"
"Then?"
"Are we doing an interview right now?" Ask with a smile
"Jawab only"
"You sure you want to know?"
I just gave a nod in response.
"I liked you the first time you came to my house"
"Oh that one. Why can?"
"I was just amazed by the girl in the sky blue dress with her ponytail and did not forget the teddy in her right hand. And don't forget that soothing smile"
"Wait a minute, we're talking about the same time, aren't we?"
"Haha looking at your expression, I think we're talking about a different time"
So all this time my feelings haven't been clapping one hand? Why is destiny so ridiculous.
"Did I go to your house a lot?"
"No. You only once went home and at that time you were crying because you fell in the park while playing with bang Arga"
"So brother Arga took me to your house?"
"Yes. I guess he only thinks of you as Bella's sister. But then I found out that bang Arga thinks of you as a girl he loves"
"So right, I used to play with Arga's sister in the park?"
"If you hear from the story he always brings home, it seems like it is. She always told me about the cute ponytailed girl after she got home from the park"
I just kept quiet. Does God always hear all my prayers? I asked Him to give me someone who truly loves me, didn't I?
But is that man Arga's sister?
"And you need to know, I think Arga would rather you call him Gaga" Raga replied with a laugh
I also laughed because of it.
So, my Gaga is back. Some more!
Without them knowing, from afar there was someone who noticed the interaction of Raga and Girl from earlier.
"Damn!" I muttered to someone who was behind the tree.
