He's Not For Me

CHAPTER 7 | Slowly Disappear

The morning came again, along with the morning alarm that he always turned on Airi woke up from her sleep. He felt aching all over his body because he came home quite late last night but that did not prevent him from getting out of bed to prepare. A notification came into his phone, a short message from Billy that morning made a smile that successfully adorned Airin's face in the morning.

Billy [Morning Princes. Get up and get ready, I'll pick you up at nine. Love you]

But the smile did not last long, just minutes after Billy sent him a message, the hospital contacted him. They provided a control schedule for Airin, one week three times. Tearin was wide open to see the really busy schedule, even though only three times but the time was quite long

“Should it be all this time? What about my life? What about my job?”, gerutu

The decision to take time off to date Billy was apparently the right choice, because soon he will have trouble arranging time with his lover, even difficult to meet.

Airin rules out her illness and her schedule, all she wants is to be with Billy, spending time with him. With Billy, the smile never faded from Airin's face. Hand-in-hand along the beach that not many visitors that morning, enjoying the swirling waves that are very melodious heard even joking always adorn the sidelines of their trip.

A motorboat was ready size is large enough to be ready, Billy deliberately rent it to take Airin go a little to the middle of the sea to fish like what he wanted. All the equipment and equipment is ready, Billy riding the motorboat and beside him there is another motorboat ready to direct them both.

“Sounds this is enough. Let's fish here”, said Billy, take their fishing gear and sit and wait for the fish to come eat bait. The atmosphere was quite quiet but they both enjoyed it very much.

“Hah.. seems like fishing like this is less fun, what if we compete?”, invite Billy with a gaze that is not as usual.

“Compared? Contend like what?”. Airin was confused

“Who gets the most fish, he can ask for anything from the loser. How?”, Billy said his idea. Airin nodded in agreement, he thought of nothing else but trying to catch as many fish as possible.

A few hours passed, Airin managed to get five large fish and four small fish while Billy managed to collect six large fish and one bucket of small fish, which means Airin lost to him.

“It looks like for the match this time I won. Ah.. Kira thought what would I ask better?”, he said as he rolled his eyeballs thinking of the best request.

“I'll save it for later, get ready to give me what I asked Rin” to say Billy teased Airin a little.

Airin just fell silent and did not say anything, he resigned to whatever Billy's wishes later. As the day goes on, Billy and Airin have done everything in the day, along with a blazing bonfire, the last thing they do is burn their fish together while looking at the beautiful eyes of the sunset together.

“This is the best date for me. Thank you for granting it, sorry I inconvenienced you these two days Billy”, Airin said as he stared gently at the twilight sun. Billy looked at Airin, again he was fascinated to see Airin with a beautiful smile staring at the twilight sun.

“Rin, it looks like I have found out what I want”, said Billy arrived at Airin who turned to him

“What?”, ask Airin

“Close”, reply Billy, Airin slowly approaching. Billy quickly caught Airin's face and kissed Airin's soft lips, the kiss felt very warm with the atmosphere of twilight that adds romance to the afternoon before that night, slowly Billy steeped his kiss into a little ferocious.

The two let go of their links to each other, they looked at each other and fused their eyebrows together.

“Whatever happens, please don't leave me”, Airin told Billy as he closed his eyes enjoying their last second of the day.

“Take ever”, reply Billy

Day changed, Airin began his treatment, he even took a month off from the office with the reason to run the treatment outside the city even though it was not. His pale face without any polish made Airin very sad, he prepared and combed his hair, but the hair that became his crown began to fall out and fall from his head, not a few of them fell on the floor. Airin saw the amount of hair loss that was on her hands while crying

“Ah no.. This blood came out”, he said while taking a tissue and cleaning his nose from the blood that just kept coming out.

The mother saw Airin who was holding her bleeding nose and falling hair making her heart hurt but when she saw Airin who just smiled like he felt nothing, the mother held back her cries and approached Airin.

“Mama, wait a minute, hidug Airin bleed again”, he said with a smile.

It was not easy for Airin to go through all this, but he was determined to walk and try to cure the disease even though it would make his body feel pain. For Airin, his life was the stakes.

Airin began to undergo therapy in the hospital, with his parents who always accompanied him Airin felt strong and able to undergo this therapy.

“I will fight my best to recover, wait for me everything”, murmured in the heart and entered the chemotherapy room.

Just like the next time, Airin went back to therapy and treatment in the hospital, without anyone knowing about him, he restricted himself and did not use his cell phone for almost a week, he had expected that Billy would be worried and keep contacting him but for now Airin could not respond to calls or messages from Billy or he would feel weak.

His phone kept ringing either at home or in the hospital, mostly from Billy. There was no call or message he responded to.

“I'm sorry baby, I was forced to do this”, he murmured in his heart while looking at his appearance in the mirror that was not as beautiful as before, his hair was running out, his body is getting thinner and drier due to chemicals that are forced into his body to kill cancer cells that reside in it. Almost every day Airin felt his body ache, nausea and vomiting even nosebleeds were Airin's daily food.

On the other hand, Billy who can no longer resist trying to find Airin's whereabouts, he went to the office where Airin worked but he was not there. As far as the facts surprise him, he did not even know that Airin applied for a leave of absence for one month.

“Where is he?”, Billy asks Bianca whom he met in the studio.

“Bi.. Billy”, exclaimed Bianca surprised by the presence of a lover from her best friend.

“Where's Airin? Please tell me”, he asked. Desperation seemed to have fulfilled it but still, Bianca could not say it, she had promised Airin. Although he wanted to, he still could not.

“I don't know, he even ignored me for a week this”, Bianca replied to Billy then let go of his hand and left Billy alone. Billy realizes something strange about Airin since he asked her to take the time to date him for two days.

Billy searches Airin's apartment but he can't find it, Billy doesn't even find anyone in there other than some of Airin's belongings left behind. Now the last step, Billy visited the second house of the old man Airin.

Tok

Tok

Tok

Airin's mother was shocked by Billy's arrival that night.

“Billy, what's coming here tonight?”, Ibu Airin asked trying to be normal.

“Tante, Airin is at home?”, asked Billy

“Airin? Isn't Airin in his apartment? He only comes home occasionally. What is it?”, replied Airin's mother trying to cover up her nervousness.

“Billy can't find it anywhere. Sorry Billy interrupted aunt” night, he said desperately and left the house. Seen with sadness and despair on his face, Airin even saw from the window of his room Billy came looking for him. Want it to feel like he came down and hugged Billy but his poor appearance like this, is it possible? thought in the heart.