He's Not For Me

CHAPTER 17 | Empty Half Hearts

The sound of rain falling sounded quite loud from inside the Yuki store, the morning before noon the rain had fallen so great it made the beautiful woman's shop become deserted by customers, the, but it does not affect a man to continue to come to his store. Is Billy with an umbrella that he was wearing but still half of his shoulders wet because of the heavy rain, he goes into Yuki's shop and puts the umbrella in place. The face of the woman who was originally overcast arrived smiling sweetly at the figure of the man who came.

“Why is the rain so heavy? I got wet because of it”, said the man while wiping his shoulders and some parts that look wet because of the rain. Billy comes closer to Yuki while continuing to wipe the water droplets that look still on his suit.

“Sister, can't you come later? Look at my brother's clothes, how about if my sister is sick?”, said Yuki worried about Billy who looked quite wet at the time. Not caring about anything else, Yuki immediately took Billi's suit and dried it for a while to put it back on.

“I'll make brother a warm drink, sit down first”, he continued after he hung Billy's suit.

Seeing his silent face while presenting a cup of warm tea to him, makes Billy smile because of Yuki's behavior that feels very adorable to him. Billy takes a cup of tea from Yuki's hand and pulls Yuki sitting next to him to accompany him.

“If other people see this, they might misunderstand”, he said to Yuki who was sitting next to him while playing his fingers.

“I don't care, let them misunderstand me” Yuki replied while slightly singing her lips, making Billy even more anxious at the woman who was eight years younger than him.

A moment of silence enveloped the two of them, in the midst of the rush of rain, he recalled the moment where he and Airin were always together. His heart is still with Airin but his body is with Yuki, making Billy a little crazy.

“Tomorrow, are you free? Can you come with me?”, asked Billy arrived.

“Can!”, Yuki replied snatching Billy's invitation quickly. The man sitting next to her was surprised to hear her answer so quickly without thinking about it first.

“Can, as long as you are with me I can kak”, he added, this time by looking into Billy's very beautiful eyes. As they quietly look at each other, the two eyes reflecting a deep longing are now in a fight, Yuki longs for Billy to be hers while Billy misses Airin who is beside her at this time.

“As long as you are with me?”, he said affirming Yuki's answer to him with a thin smile that managed to make Yuki's heart again beat fast.

“Can I endure seeing her very charming smile? Can I refrain from doing anything stupid in front of this man who has a lover?”, he murmured in his heart while clasping his hands tightly without taking his eyes off Billy.

Not sure what Yuki was thinking, he came forward and brought his face closer to Billy. A warm kiss occurs amid very heavy rainfall. Billy was speechless to feel Yuki's chewy lips just landed on his, his eyeballs seeing a woman kiss him. Like Yuki who wants it, Billy also wants Airin to do it, even though Billy does not care anymore. In front of him there is a woman who is very exciting like Airin who is trying to give love for him, his heart can not bear to miss the soft caress of the woman he loves so much, he said, now he gets back what he once had. Love, attention, a gentle touch to Airin, he felt it again through Yuki.

“I don't want to lose this feeling again”, her inner self.

“Stupid basis! Hold yourself Yuki, what if Billy no longer meets you because you suddenly kissed him?”, he muttered while muttering to himself.

“I think you are a plain woman, but it turns out to be quite brave also”, said Billy gently with eyes that contain a lot of meaning.

The rain had slowly stopped, as well as the suit that Yuki hung. Billy moved out of his place and grabbed the suit hanging from the corner of the room, he saw on his watch that lunchtime was over.

“Tell me where your house is, I'll come pick you up tomorrow” exclaimed Billy while slightly randomizing Yuki's hair gently, making the woman misbehave her.

Since that time Billy too often spent time with Yuki, taking Yuki to go around to the place he had been with Airin before, he was like starting everything from scratch with the Yuki people. Billy's emptiness of heart slowly filled with Yuki who was always there for him, he grasped also hugging Yuki without a single doubt in him.

All the things that he gave to Airin he also gave to Yuki, slowly his longing is treated and almost completely closed, I don't know what it would be like if Yuki wasn't by Billy's side when he missed his girlfriend so much by his side. But is all that true? Is everything Billy does pure? Was he honest with Yuki? Nope!.

Although he has Yuki by his side but Billy is reluctant to even want to let go of Airin just like that, because deep in the hatinyya he realizes that the woman he loves is only Airin, while Yuki? Just to vent his heart's longing for Airin.

On the other hand, Airin who is struggling with the disease he suffered only knows that his lover is fine and still loves him. It's true that Billy really loves Airin very much, but now the woman next to him is not Airin, but Yuki. A woman who owns a florist on one of the other side of the street accidentally looks a lot like Airin.

A knock on the door from the direction of Airin's room, Billy comes with a red tulip that is now his favorite flower and also a talking teddy bear.

“How's my favorite woman doing right now? Do you eat regularly? What about your treatment? Why didn't I hear from you while I was out of town?”, Billy asked Airin as he stepped inside.

“You've come home?”, Airin replied with a smile to see his girlfriend come after almost a week he did not meet her. Airin justifies her sitting position and takes the doll Billy gave her.

“Only this is what I brought, sorry dear I was quite busy”, said Billy smiled as he stroked the gentle face of his lover.

The same doll he also gave to Yuki, a teddy bear doll that can speak contained a recording of his voice that said “I Love You”. Airin smiled happily, he did not care what his lover brought, all he wanted was to know his lover was fine and come back to him again.