He's Not For Me

CHAPTER 3 | Life with Blood

Today is the same as the day before, Not only did Bianca find Airin nosebleeds, some of her co-workers were also Mr. Beni superiors often saw Airin nosebleeds and dizziness instantly, while, the longer Airin looks very pale, vitamins and also sleep time he added but all of it did not react to Airin who was still nosebleed and fainted.

Lucky today is a holiday allowance for Airin, so he can wake up later than before. Intentions want to be lazy, but the sound of the house bell that continues to sound a little disturbing him, making him wake up from the bed that feels very comfortable and open the door.

“Isn't it too early to visit someone else's house?”, asked Airin, who saw Bianca standing at her door, without saying much Bianca barged in and sat on the sofa to slightly stretch her body.

“You crazy? It's nine in the morning, is it too early for you princess?”, said Bianca who saw the attitude of her best friend who always woke up during the day when she was off work. Airin stayed there and sat next to Bianca, not usually Bianca to visit her house this early.

“Prepare. We'll have a medical exam at one of the hospitals. I have made a schedule for you, so better be prepared”, Bianca told Airin.Bianca no longer want to hear any reason that came out of the mouth of her best friend, for almost a week Airin always had a reason so that he did not go to the doctor and check himself, now Bianca came into the house Airin and pulled him seara forced.

In a hospital, Airin was undergoing an examination and accompanied by his best friend Bianca, his legs were not able to stand still and also continued to play his fingers indicate that Airin was a little worried about the results of the examination. He still hopes that he is fine, but Airin also cannot deny that he who often fainted also nosebleeds many times is not in good condition.

“The results of the examination can be taken next week. For now I can't be sure, but most likely this is Leukaemia or blood cancer”, said the doctor trying to conclude what he knows.

“But to make sure it comes next week”, the doctor continued.

As if Aiirn's heart had stopped beating when the doctor said blood cancer, Airin was shocked, even as his body was sculpting. They both came out of the doctor's room and stepped out of the hospital. Along the way Airin and Bianca did not talk to each other. Bianda felt a little guilty about taking Airin to the doctor and learned the bad news, although it was not certain, Airin, who kept staring out the car window, tried to calm herself down and tried not to think about the doctor's uncertain words.

“Whatever will happen later, however the result, I will be beside you Rin”, said Bianca holding the hand of Airin who looks scared and worried.

“I'm fine Bi, the doctor said everything is uncertain, the doctor must be wrong. I'm fine and will continue like that until the blood results come out”, replied Airin who tried to encourage himself.

Since then the feeling of pusinng and nosebleeds still continues to occur in Airin, at work, when in the apartment even when he was having dinner with Billy was dizzy and nosebleeds he still felt. Tonight Billy invites Airin to go out to dinner together, lucky that their loose time is the same so they can both meet longer and let go of their longing, considering a few days ago their dinner was canceled because Billy had an unfinished job.

Inside the room Airin looked at himself in the mirror while paying attention to his appearance beware if there was anything less than him, he said, polishing his face in an area that still looks less then again reflect attention to his appearance from top to bottom.

“It looks like this is enough for tonight”, he said, continuing to stare at himself in the mirror.

A message came into his phone, Billy had come and waited below, clad in a black dress, Airin took the phone and his bag and then the coat he had prepared in the same color as the dress he used. From inside the car Billy saw a beautiful woman walking towards his car, no day without a sense of admiration that emanated in Billy's face every time he saw Airin dressed up so beautifully.

“Do you know that you look so beautiful tonight?”, asked Billy to Airin who got into his car, he even looked at Airin without blinking, enjoying the beauty of Airin just for himself.

“Do you know that we will be late?”, reply Airin to Billy who is still staring in admiration at him.

“We don't make promises in vain so let me look at you until I'm satisfied”, said Billy who brought his face closer to Airin, he clasped Airin's hand and kissed his hand gently while smelling sweet. After being satisfied with Airin's manning, Billy restarted his car and drove to the restaurant he had booked earlier.

A restaurant that is beautiful enough to just have dinner together, Billy chose a place that is very beautiful and comfortable for Airin, the limited time they have does not want to be wasted. Billy misses his girlfriend very much.

“How do you work? Everything?”, asked Billy while cutting meat on his plate.

“It seems to be going well, it's just that there are some problems, but I was able to solve it well”, Airin replied.

“How about your company?” airin asked.

“Looks like I'll be softer than before, because the company will launch a new product. So I thought I would be more tired than before”, replied Billy who expressed his feelings for Airin.

Their dinner went well, until blood came back out of Airin's nose, so it was lucky Billy didn't see it.

“I have to go to the bathroom”, said Airin stepped away after he wiped the blood coming out of his nose.

The blood that came out this time was more than before, I don't know how many tissues Airin used to clean his nose from the blood that came out.

“Sial, why should I be at this time when I'm with Billy?”, furious at the blood that just keeps coming out nonstop. Airin looked at herself in the mirror and found her face looking pale, she immediately picked up the powder and slightly polished her face so as not to look pale in Billy's eyes.

“I'm fine and will continue like that”, he said staring at the mirror in the bathroom.