He's Not For Me

CHAPTER 11 | Can I Want It?

Yuki is famous for being a kind and cheerful flower shop owner, he is very pleasant to the people around him who know him. But sometimes he found some customers who were quite annoying to test the patience of the smiling woman, just like today, when her shop was crowded, customers, one of the impatient customers cut the queue and headed straight for the cashier.

“Give me a medium-sized rose flower arrangement. Hurry up because I'm in a hurry!”, exclaimed the customer commanding Yuki.

“You can queue up like everyone else, pak”, Yuki replied kindly with a smile. The view of other customers was already upset at this man who seemed to be alone but he did not pay attention to it, he said, the middle-aged man wanted to be served first and was reluctant to stand in line.

Debate ensues between Yuki and the man and the other customers, but the man reluctantly leaves his place before he is served first, until Billy came to the afternoon when Yuki's store was crowded.

“Basic stupid woman. You should be able to treat the customer well”, said the man then pushed Yuki's smaller body from him until he took a few steps back, the rude man's attitude managed to take the attention of Billy who did not really want to interfere in such a small affair. With his annoyed face he pulled the man's hand and squeezed it until the man whimpered in pain.

“Ah..Ah.. Release me”, the pira moans while trying to escape from Billy's grasp.

“Be a good customer and take care of your attitude old man. If you intend to mess up here better go!”, exclaimed Billy staring intently at the man.

The deg!

Yuki felt his heart beating again as the man he was waiting for appeared and even defended him in front of many people, Billy looked very handsome and handsome in his sight as he showed his face.

The man leaves immediately after Billy releases him. Seeing Yuki holding onto her shoulder area, Billy approaches her and helps her to walk. Billy's attitude managed to make Yuki thump, he looked at Billy with a smile, he never imagined he could be this close to Billy.

“Ah, the red tulips you used to order, I have prepared it”, Yuki said then rushed to pick up a beautiful red tulip flower arrangement.

“You have it ready? I don't have to wait then, thank you”, Billy replied smiling back at Yuki.

From then on, Yuki unwittingly starts harboring feelings for Billy, one of his regulars. His kind yet reserved, friendly and also handsome attitude is able to sedate Yuki in and drift towards his own feelings.

“If you have time to come back here, I want to thank you for today”

Yuki's request directly had to be rejected by Billy at that moment, Billy helped Yuki because he saw there was an injustice in front of his eyes, not because of certain reasons but different from Yuki who already has feelings for Billy.

“I'm sorry, I can't, my girlfriend is waiting for me”, Billy replied subtly

Yuki suddenly realizes that the man he likes already has a lover, he forgets that fact. Billy's words immediately pierced Yuki, it felt quite disappointed when he forgot that the handsome man had had a woman in his life. Yuki smiled as he lowered his head, after Billy left he raised his fist again and saw Billy leaving just like that.

“Hah.. I'm so stupid. What was I expecting? She has a lover, realize Yuki. He loved her even though her boyfriend was sick. I'm so envious of his lover, he can get such a great and loyal man”, said Yuki by continuing to look out the door hoping that he returns and changes his mind but in fact does not.

Every day right during the day, Billy always goes to Yuki's store to just buy flowers for Airin, their meeting increasingly makes Yuki can no longer hold his feelings for Billy, he said, the shorter the longer the conversation the more often they do until their relationship begins to close, more precisely like a friendship.

“Want once I have it, but is it possible? Men who have had lovers are even very loyal to their lovers, can I ruin their relationship? But what about the one who loves him? I can't back down for now. I really love him”, he murmured inwardly as he looked at Billy lovingly.

“You didn't see your girlfriend? It's almost one” hour, Yuki reminded Billy because they spent a long time that afternoon.

From outside Yuki's shop, a woman in her car stopped for a moment because she saw the figure of a man she knew very well along with a woman, their relationship looks very close to see Billy who is joking with the woman. Even the physical touch they did, making Bianca astonished to see it. All he knows is that Billy never made physical contact with any woman except Airin, his girlfriend, on him who is a friend of Airin alone rarely he did but he found Billy was joking joke even once they had physical contact. Bianca did not want to think like her best friend's lover, Bianca stepped on her gas and rushed to visit Airin between her busy lives.

Airin's room door opened while Airin and Bianca were having lunch together. Billy comes with red tulips that he always gives to Airin every day, their relationship is very good until now, nothing looks suspicious to Bianca but what she sees continues to disturb her mind.

“Alright, I have to get back to work. Take care of yourself”, Bianca told Airin and Billy.

In between the two of them, a call comes into Billy's cell phone, a call from one of his secretaries asking for permission to meet him to sign one of the documents he forgot to sign because it must be sent immediately at this time. Before long someone knocked on Yuki's room door and went inside.

Looking a beautiful and very beautiful woman with makeup that adorned her face came closer to Billy while giving a document that he had to sign. At that instant Airin felt himself small to see Billy's secretary who was very beautiful and also fragrant.

“I say thank you sir, thank you”, said secretary Billy then left Airin's room.

In silence Airin threw away his face and did not look at Billy after his secretary left him.

“What's wrong with you? You angry?”, asked Billy to Airin.

“Your secretary is very beautiful, she is also able to take care of herself and also the fragrance is very fragrant”, he said annoyed.

“Then why?”, asked Billy with a smile and tried to hold Airin's hand but pushed it aside.

“Be quiet!”, grunts annoyed.

“Alright, so you're jealous because you feel my secretary is so pretty? You are even more beautiful Airin”, said Billy responding to Airin who looks jealous.

“Don't brag, just admit”, Airin's reply got more upset.

“Acknowledging what? Never mind, why are you jealous? I love your smile which has always been my favorite, I love it when you are jealous and angry with me because there are beautiful women around me besides you. And this time it is the same, you are superior to the rest of my secretary dear”.

Billy's words immediately able to make Airin melt made, every word he said always managed to make Airin smile, the feeling of jealousy was gone instantly.