He's Not For Me

CHAPTER 6 | Dating Request

In the afternoon Airin was discharged from the hospital to adjust his therapy schedule with the doctor, doing as his mother had said. Seeing his condition getting worse, Airin is eager to spend more time with Billy in recent days. Samabil looked at the sky on the roof of his apartment Airin sat and waited for Billy to come to him.

“This place is always your goal if your mood is not good, is not it?”, said Billy disperse the Airin serendipitous daydreams staring at the sky while humming melodious.

“Have come? Come here”, reply Airin look back see Billy who came with some snacks yaang he brought and then hinted him to sit beside Airin.

“Busy huh? I'm sorry I asked you to come here” Airin looked at Billy with a gentle smile. Billy gently rubbed Airin's hair and returned his smile while shaking his head.

“Let's just relax, I've finished my work. So I can come with you for a while”, Billy replied briefly while staring up at the sky like Airin did.

A moment of semi and silent atmosphere surrounded the star-studded night, only a gust of wind whispered in their ears.

“I want to apply for two days off, I want to go with you for a vacation. Can you take your time? I will adjust it to your schedule” said Airin directly to the point while eating a snack that Billy brought, some hot dogs, sandwiches and potatoes and other soft drinks.

“Comfort? It seems like a good idea, I'm free for two more days. I'll finish everything tomorrow so I can leave the office safely. How?”, asked Billy to give his time to Airin.

“Mmm”, reply Airin briefly while nodding. The silence of the night was very warm for the two of them who were together enjoying the beautiful night. Sometimes Airin looked at her lover who was looking at the sky just like her, in her mind to tell Billy the truth about what was happening to her but Airin again undoes his intentions.

For a moment he rested his head on Billy's shoulders wide enough to close his eyes, the feeling of fear now began to haunt him at that time, the more he drowned in the warmth of Billy's embrace the more he was afraid to tell the truth.

“Like this, please just for a moment like this. I will be busy with my treatment, I don't want to leave you for too long so can you wait for me just for a moment?”, she softened inwardly, unknowingly Tears fell down her cheeks, soaking up her cheeks, his chest that felt tight held back sobs the longer it tormented him the more.

“Is it okay if you find out? Knowing that your lover is sick and struggling with death? I'm afraid you'll leave me dear”, he continued struggling inwardly.

Billy felt that his lover was not being spoiled on him, gently Billy stroked Airin's mane and kissed his head.

“You okay?”, asked Billy while holding Airin's hand

“I'm fine, I just feel comfortable in your arms”, Airin took a deep breath while Billy tightened his hold, making Airin feel more comfortable again.

“Jeez, like the first time I've ever dated Billy, why am I so nervous? Really this is not like my usual”, he said while feeling his heartbeat racing quite fast. The sound of a car horn was heard up to Airin's room, he went down like a princess and said goodbye to his parents.

“Mama, dad. Airin will go with Billy, probably going home at night”, saying goodbye to them both while kissing hands and pecking on the cheeks of his parents as he usually does if he wants to get out of the house.

“Bring your medicine, do not let anything bad happen to you dear”, exclaimed mother Airin cint.

Seeing Airin slowly go away and unseen, Airin's parents again worry about the child, although Airin has grown up and is able to take care of himself but still, Airin, airin's parents' concerns are still very great for him.

“Will Airin be okay? What if he fainted when we weren't there?”, his mother said worriedly.

Billy stared at Airin without blinking. The woman always managed to make herself flutter every time they met, as if her eyes could only see Airin alone, all the women who walked even not infrequently gave the impression that they were interested in Billy, but he ignored him. As long as Airin was still by his side, any woman would pass by him.

The first day you choose an amusement park and go to the shoots to just have fun and breathe fresh air there, different in Surabaya which is full of pollution where, where, the atmosphere was really fun for you at that time when you managed to ride almost the entire game with Billy. For a moment Airin forgot all the burdens he carried alone, which felt only laughter and happiness, Airin was so much the same as Billy who continued to see his lover smiling endlessly.

The journey continues, now they both rise to the top to refresh their minds and rest for a while while enjoying the beautiful natural scenery. The day was getting night but Airin was still very enjoying the atmosphere at the top in Billy's embrace, not felt today is almost over, although there is still tomorrow but Airin really wants time to stop at this time, he said, so he can stay with Billy.

“It's getting late, let's go home, you're already too tired with today Rin”, said Billy gently to his lover who was still leaning in his arms. Airin shook her head and wrapped her arms and hugged Billy tightly.

“Hmm.. Later, I still want to be here with you”, reply Airin who began to spoil her lover.

“It's late, it'll be late until Rin's house, there's still tomorrow. I will accompany you to go wherever you want”, reply Billy while releasing a hug Airin and holding his hands, he saw Airin who began to sing his lips.

“ All right, tomorrow I want to go to the beach, I want to fish and burn the fish I managed to catch. And.. I want to dive, dive into the sea. Let's do that tomorrow”, exclaimed Airin saying what was in his mind very happily, he did not want to let himself stay silent or rest for a moment. These two days he spent alone with Billy, his eyes sparkling as he laid out their schedule for tomorrow.

“Alright, as you wish my qeen”, reply Billy on Airin who looks very cheerful and happy while touching Airin's tiny nose gently.