He's Not For Me

CHAPTER 16 | Yuki Not Airin

Along the way Billy just grasped Airin's hand and kissed him gently while continuing to drive the car he was driving, not a new thing for Airin's mother to see Airin's intimacy with her lover, it was not new to Airin's mother, in fact, they are not ashamed to show it in front of their parents. Happiness is like waiting for them in front of them, waiting for them to walk to him.

“You sure you're okay? Tell me if the pain reappears”, said Billy gently while occasionally looking at Airin beside him. Although his body is weak and even his body is getting exhausted, Billy still looks at Airin as the woman he loves so much.

“I'm fine, thanks for taking care of me in place of mama”, Airin replied to Billy who was still holding his hand like he didn't want to let go. The mother who saw the affection of Airin and her lover smiled happily, she learned that her beloved daughter was in the arms of the right man.

“Until when will you be dating? It's been five years, mama wants to immediately fondle grandchildren like friends mama other”, said the mother who was impatient because she saw the happiness of both of them.

“Soon mom. How many grandchildren do you want? A three? Five?”. Billy asked looking at Airin with a slightly seductive look. It looks like Airin's face is embarrassed to make, Billy's words managed to make him silent uncited, the mother just laughed to see the evil Billy on the princess just the wayangnya. Airin pulled her hand from Billy's grasp and turned her face away.

The car that Billy was driving had reached the courtyard of Airin's house, he petrified Airin down and brought all the goods they brought into the house. Really, Billy is a man who is responsible and has been very disconcerting of a dream husband, obviously many women who fall in love with him.

“I have to go back to the office, call me if you need anything”, Billy said after he helped Airin into his house. He said goodbye to Airin's mother and left her.

Billy is very happy because Airin has returned home, although not fully recovered but his wish to bring his lover to return as before is no longer unstoppable. But in reality it is not. Just as Billy gets to his office, he receives word that Airin is back with a nosebleed and he faints, the news felt like he had to re-bury his desire to see Airin back as before and accept the fact that Airin was different. Maybe true Airin has been allowed to go home and outpatient but that does not mean the disease is completely gone, all the therapy that Airin went through really had an impact on his body that was getting run out, his hair was getting thinner, the thinner, the better, his appearance is not as attractive as before, making Billy feel a little shaken.

Seeing her lover growing more and more helpless in her room, made it difficult to endure. But he could not fool himself that he still loved Airin very much even though he was difficult to survive in this condition, visiting him and even bringing a flower arrangement every day he always did, he said, but it was not only because of Airin alone, Billy found a taste that had been lost in him, Billy again tasted the sweetness of happiness and satisfaction he had felt from Airin.

“Kakak comes again?”, asked Yuki who saw Billy come back after he bought flowers for his lover.

“Ah.. Yes, I came again. Is there time tonight? Can you accompany me to coffee at the cafe down the street?”, asked Billy a little broken, he looked at Yuki in the hope that Yuki can accompany him tonight.

“Alright, I'll be there at seven o'clock”, Yuki replied with a smile on her face. Billy was silent and slightly refracted his eyes, at a glance he saw Airin smiling at him.

“Their smile is very similar”, he murmured in his heart while scratching his head that did not feel itchy.

Billy steps his foot out of Yuki's shop and goes back to his office, while Yuki still stays still and sculpts, holding his face with both hands to make sure that this is not a dream. It felt like his heart was dislodged because it was pounding too fast. He was so happy, that immeasurable feeling was now enveloping him.

“I don't care what happens next. One thing is for sure, I am very happy”, he said with a happy smile that did not also fade from his face.

The deg!!

Somehow seeing Yuki's smile managed to make Billy's heart pound, the feeling he felt for Airin when he was now back he felt when he saw Yuki, again he saw Airin in Yuki, Yuki, Airin who smiled at him and looked at him gently.

“What's wrong with me? Be aware Billy, he is Yuki not Airin!”, exclaimed Billy trying to awaken himself from the illusion that just played with his eyes and mind.

“Kakak, what brought me here?”, asked Yuki.

“Ah, it's okay, I just want to take you. You okay to this cafe with me?”, asked Billy a little stuttering.

“Keep, I don't have a boyfriend” anyway, Yuki looked back at Billy while sneaking a cup of coffee that just came.

“Hmm.. How do you know if I like mocha latte less sugar?”, asked Yuki astonished at the cup of coffee that feels very delicious in his mouth. Billy just smiled at the woman before him as he continued to look at her, his gaze very different from before. Like people in love.

“Could he and Airin be the same? Everything Airin liked, she liked it too. Honey, I really miss you, can I just be like this for a second? I really miss you” so much, he murmured inwardly as he brushed off the tears that almost fell at the end of his eyes.

“How about your lover brother?” He was cured?”, asked Yuki to break the silence, since he sat down and drank a cup of coffee, Billy did not invite him to talk at all, really Billy is a cold man, as cold as a refrigerator.

“He's home, he's fine. How're you? Did you manage to express your feelings to the guy you like?”, asked Billy again. Yuki slightly lowered her head and shook her head with a smile.

“No, I dare not brother. But now that there is progress, I really hope I can have it. Do you think I can have it?”. He said as he looked at Billy with his beautiful eyes, Yuki still very much expects Billy to be his, until Billy's hand grips Yuki's hand, Yuki, it made the woman surprised to feel the gentle touch Billy gave her as he clasped her hand.

“Show if you love her, don't waste your time. Do not give up whatever the situation”, said Billy gave advice to women in front of him. Now Yuki is silent while looking at Billy, his eyes really radiate love for Billy.

“Is that? Even though you have a lover? Then I will not give up, even if it looks impossible, I will make my brother mine. I really love you, Kak” muttered Yuki in his heart.