He's Not For Me

CHAPTER 20 | Between Airin and Yuki

Airin awoke from his sleep when he saw the wall clock that had been showing at five in the morning. Airin started her day as before, cooking baths and beautifying herself, although her body did not fully improve but it did not hinder her intention to cook specifically for Billy.

“I'll prove it myself, I believe Billy's feelings haven't changed a bit to me despite my condition like this”.

Tightly enough to prove that all Bianca's words were untrue, Airin took a fake hair very similar to his old hair to cover up the hair loss and baldness in some parts. Now his face looks so perfect when he looks at the picture of himself in the mirror, it is invisible that he is sick.

Along with the provisions he brought for Billy, Airin drove his car and headed to Billy's office without informing his girlfriend's arrival, he wanted to give a surprise to Billy with his performance. His arrival received a welcome from several Billy employees who knew him as Billy's lover until he finally arrived at Billy's office door and just went inside.

“Sayang” calls Airin on Billy who looks busy with his work.

Billy turned to the source of the voice he was very familiar with, really surprised as much as what Airin expected. Billy rubbed his eyes and his mouth was gaping as if he could not believe what he saw in his presence.

“Airin?”, call Billy with a look of disbelief at what he sees.

After a long time he wanted to see Airin back as before, now he can see him again, he did not see Airin who was sick and lying in his bed but Airin who was before. He saw his lover coming to him while carrying a box of his own food for him. Billy stepped forward and got Airin, he looked closely at his lover and hugged her tightly, the great happiness he felt again.

“I know Billy hasn't changed a bit, he still loves me a lot. This is the proof, my condition is not good that looks as if Billy does not love me”, murmured Airin in his heart.

Airin returned Billy's embrace and buried his face in Billy's body, which was twice as large as his own.

“I didn't expect you to come here. Dan, what is this? Is this fake hair? You look back to what Airin” was, he said happy to see his lover. His eyes sparkled like the first time he met Airin, happiness and smiles did not fade from his face.

“It's lunch, eat first. I brought you food”, said Airin who was happy to see his lover was happy with his arrival.

Airin cuisine is the food that he likes the most, whatever Airin cooks for him he will eat and spend it all. Billy has lost his mother since he was a teenager and for him a woman like his mother he has never found anywhere. But when he saw Airin, the comfortable feeling he got back plus Airin cuisine that reminded him of his mother first. Amidst the warmth of the two of them who were releasing their longs for happiness, a woman entered Billy's room while carrying a box of provisions in his hands.

“Kak, I came mem.”

Yuki stops his words when he sees Billy with another woman he believes is his lover. Yuki was speechless looking at the two of them who were making out while holding hands, her chest felt tight at seeing such a painful scene, she said, he never imagined that one day he would face the woman who became Billy's lover, the man he loved.

Billy was silent but the look of panic he could not hide, immediately he stood up and looked at Yuki and then he looked back at Airin.

“Ah..That, he”, he said a little wave.

“I forgot if I ordered food, then you came baby, I have not canceled the order”, Billy replied immediately, without seeing that Yuki was hurt by his remark, saying, Yuki just confirmed Billy's words and placed them on the table, smiling at Billy who was staring at him. There was nothing Billy could do at that time, there was no way he could get out of his place and turn to Yuki while his lover stood beside him.Billy could only look at Yuki go and leave him, it hurt her heart to see Yuki just leave.

Shortly after Yuki left, Airin felt that his body was not strong anymore, he forgot to bring medicine with him and had him come home sooner before something bad happened to him. But unfortunately his head again throbbed, Airin felt a pain in his head that made him fall because his legs were not strong enough to support his body to stay standing.

“Rin. What's up, honey? Your head hurts?”. Billy asked frantically seeing Airin in pain and just kept holding his head.

Airin's face was pale, immediately Billy reached into Airin's bag and looked for a cure for him but unfortunately he did not find it.

“No, I forgot to bring my medicine Billy. I have to go home as soon as possible or I won't be able to maintain my consciousness”, she said while enduring the pain in her head.

While he was busy with Airin, a short message came into his phone, it was Yuki who asked him to come out for a while so that the two of them could talk but Billy did not respond, he is still busy with Arin which is more important at the moment.

“I'll drive you home, your car leave it here, I'll get my employees to drive it to your house baby. Let's go home”, exclaimed Billy who was very panicked with his girlfriend who was still in pain.

Billy picks up his girlfriend and leaves the office, at the same time Yuki sees Billy picking up his girlfriend and does not respond to the message he just sent, Billy just passed by Yuki who had been waiting for him, although their eyes were fixed but it did not stop Billy's steps .

Yuki was really furious about it, though, on the one hand he felt hurt to see the man who had been with him suddenly changed as if their son had never known while on the other hand he really wanted to attract Billy to be with him.

“This is crazy. I already knew it would be this way but why is it still the pain I feel? Be aware of stupid!”, exclaimed Yuki annoyed with his stupid self while cursing.

Billy hurriedly delivered Airin back home while holding his hand. There are always obstacles when the two of them want to be together like before, always can not walk properly and perfectly, he said, the disease lodged in Airin's body really managed to make a distance between Billy and Airin although in the end Billy could not leave Airin alone when Yuki wanted it out and asked for time.