He's Not For Me

CHAPTER 36 | Feel Me

A holiday is a day where everyone can relax for himself, his family and even his lover, a pretty comfortable home that morning, a middle-aged lung man called his son to come down and instead told him to come out.

“No, Beni wants to sleep today,” reject Beni to her father who told her to come out to pick up Naya at his house. His father wanted Beni to be closer and better acquainted with Naya further, Beni refused and continued to refuse. The debate between father and son lasted for about half an hour without anyone to obey or succumb. Until their house bell rang, even so Beni and her father still continue their debate.

“Stop it, you two. Look who came,” said his mother brought the sweet girl into the house. Wearing a dress that covered up to her knees and unraveling hair that exceeded her shoulders, Naya smiled at the two men who were arguing violently.

“Why should you come now?!” Beni is upset. He never thought that Naya would come to his house while he was having a heated argument with his father, now there was no reason for her to refuse to go with Naya when she was at her house. Although Beni is upset with him, but Naya seems to not care about him, he just smiles like what he always does.

“no more reason for you to avoid, go change clothes and take Naya away, don't make her wait for you too long!” Exciting his father ordered Beni to hurry up, he was hard on Beni, but sngat softly with Naya.

“Sit still and do nothing until I get off, do nothing, just sit back and be quiet, don't smile, I hate your smile!” Beni shouts her index finger at Naya because she is annoyed by her arrival and her smile that always irritates her. As soon as Naya sat down as Beni said, she stopped smiling and just sat in silence. Beni climbed into his room and immediately prepared, he arched his feet violently up the stairs then slammed the door of his room quite hard.

Braakk!!

“Basic of the child, a hassle,” said the father as he patted slowly his eel feeling his son acting like a child in front of a sweet girl like Naya.

Like an order to be obeyed, Naya did not smile at all after Beni ordered herself to sit quietly without doing anything, even though both parents asked her questions, Naya just answered as necessary with her feet without a smile that always adorns her face, it was very confusing Beni's father saw her, “it turns out to be true said Beni, she's a little strange girl. Can this girl usually obey the stupid boy,” the inner father in the heart.

Beni came down from his room in makeshift clothes and without styling himself as he went with Bianca or other friends, immediately he pulled Naya's hand without saying goodbye to his parents. Beni runs her car and takes Naya wherever she wants, despite her body being with Naya, but her heart and mind drift thinking of Bianca whom she yearns so much for. Play, shop and do everything like a real lover.

Realizing Naya's words to her, Beni began to look withered and her coldness slowly faded, she glanced at Naya who was still looking at her with her smile. But this time it looks a little different than before, he smiled withstanding the disappointment in his heart, “before going home, want to come to the cafe?” Ask Beni who started responding to Naya. The girl held on happily because Beni invited her first, now her smile has returned like before.

“At least he can be cheerful as always,” Beni murmured in his heart. He chooses to be a little kind to Naya who has nothing wrong with her. In the middle of the crowded cafe atmosphere, there was only one table that was empty as far as the eyes could see, Beni headed towards the table and followed Naya behind her. Silence again struck the two of them, although the atmosphere was very crowded, but it felt very quiet for Beni.

“So, what do you like and what do you not like?” Tanya Naya begins the conversation between the two of them, although Beni is a little kind to Naya, but that does not mean Beni will ignore all her behavior. The man just silently stared as if he heard nothing coming out of Naya's mouth, “don't find out anything about me, don't be interested in me, don't ever try to approach me more than friends, I don't like it!” Beni warns Naya before she crosses her line who once said she wanted to be friends with him.

The girl came back moody after hearing Beni's quite spicy words in her ears, occasionally she looked at Beni with a hint of fear in her eyes, her desire was only one, Beni could be gentle to her, Beni could be gentle to her, But even though everything he has done for Beni even to withdraw their marriage because he saw Beni was really depressed because of this marriage, Beni still could not change his cold attitude to Naya. “I have a lover, I didn't mean to hurt you. However, this marriage, I can't do it with you, Naya” said Beni arrived who suddenly made Naya even more sick, he slowly held onto his chest and held his tears out after hearing Beni's statement to him.

“Can't you let it all happen? Give me a chance to come in and load you feel me, do not ignore me like this,” pinta Naya tries to reach Beni in her way. Everything is wrong, Beni should have refused when Naya asked him to be her friend, because there is nothing wrong in this world, including the offer of friendship from Naya.

The girl tried to get back to holding Beni's hand, even though her heart hurt, but she could still smile at Beni, “Can I use the rest of my time to get close to you? Please don't reject me, I promise that when our marriage is near and you still feel nothing, I will leave you. But before that, stay by my side,” pinta Naya by passing her tears flowing from the end of her eyes.

Ting!!

The bell that was attached to the door rang, jokingly joking, Bianca entered with Denis who was accompanying her that night. However, the instant his smile disappeared when he saw a man he knew very well was sitting with another woman holding hands, the man who at that time invited him to speak seriously even invited him to get married, he was in a cafe with a woman holding hands. Bianca just fell silent and pecked and went out of the cafe and left Denis.