He's Not For Me

CHAPTER 33 | Unable to Trust

After Airin's meeting with Billy's mother, he immediately went home and rested himself, unfortunately today Airin brought his own car and his chance to be together with his lover should stop here.

“Airin came home, Auntie,” he said while hugging his future father-in-law, “I came home, darling,” he continued on Billy who only got a nod from him. Since he came, Billy hasn't talked to him much as if his mind drifted somewhere, Airin just let it go for today. But not for another time.

A few minutes after Airin left, Billy left his mother at home, his heart was not calm with Yuki who left after the incident at home, despite loving Airin very much, but Billy has a heart for Yuki who has been faithfully accompanying him when he needs the figure of Airin in his life and now, his heart is really divided for Airin and for Yuki.

Several times he tried to contact Yuki's phone, but none of his calls were ignored, all of his messages were not answered by him, he said, Billy is increasingly worried about Yuki who may be going berserk given their age is quite far away, Yuki has not been fully able to control his emotions when he faces problems like this. It doesn't take long for Billy to get to Yuki's modest apartment on the 5th floor.

Tinctong!

Tinctong!

Several times Billy pressed his house bell, but Yuki seemed to not respond, once again Billy rang his house bell, but again like a taka and reply from Yuki, Billy again called, Billy again, but still no answer.

“Yuki, I know you're inside, at least open it first so I can explain,” woo Billy. “Explain what? Nothing more you need to explain, go, I don't want to see you!” Banish Yuki without opening the door of his unit.

Billy is still waiting at the door and does not move even though Yuki kicked him out, he does not want there to be a misunderstanding between the two of them even though everything was wrong Yuki from the beginning.

“Please, give me a chance, once you hear it and still don't want to see me, I'll go. However, before let me in and we finish together,” Billy said once again trying to persuade Yuki. In the end the girl opened the door for Billy to go inside. Visible both her puffy eyes even swell up from crying, Billy just hugged her gently while rubbing the shoots of Yuki's head to make the woman feel comfortable.

His cry broke again in Billy's arms, he felt pain in his heart, sobs as if hinting at how hurt he was when he saw Airin kiss Billy in front of him and again, again, Airin who easily took the attention of Billy's mother from him, “ini is not fair, Brother. Can Big Brother just be mine and leave that woman?” Ask again while crying.

Despite knowing that in the end Billy won't be fully hers, Yuki still chooses to be a shadowy lover who is willing to stay in the dark waiting for her to come and give her a warm hug when she needs it. During this time Billy tried to be fair to her and to Yuki, he did not even discriminate in treating the two women he loved so much, however, he did, knowing that Yuki was hurt because of Billy's actions that seemed to be more choosy Airin at that time was quite heartbreaking.

“I'm sorry, because I hurt your heart. I really love you.” That's all Billy can say to make Yuki's mood come back good. Billy chose to accompany Yuki longer while hugging her in the room until she fell asleep, Billy unceasingly rubbed the gentle mane of Yuki starting from the top of his head to make him calm and eventually fall asleep, ten o'clock at night and Yuki was calmer and asleep, and Billy slowly moved out of Yuki's room and gently kissed her forehead and left her that night.

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Krieying!!

Naya : “ There's something I have to tell you, can we meet after you're done working?” Ask the girl

“Alright, we meet at seven o'clock at the cafe, I will give you the address later,” Beni replied without thinking long. He ended his call after their conversation ended, putting on his clothes and getting ready for bed that night.

It was morning, nine o'clock in the morning. However, the voice of the man who screamed as if he was raging until it was heard outside Studio 4. It was Beni, who was responsible for monitoring the course of the morning news event, since the beginning of the event, things did not go as well as they should, making blind Beni as their program director went up.

“What are you doing? Look at the shooting is so bad, camera two! Focus your camera!” Shouted Beni that morning which made everyone afraid of his voice that boomed like lightning that struck in the morning.

“Sorry, Sir. This time the schedule of the new boy holding camera 2, he is still new and we are trying to teach him,” said one of his team members. His eyes were fixed on one of the children who was holding the camera while bowing in fear because he realized he had made a mistake. Beni looked at him sharply then left him just like that while exhaling his breath violently.

Time goes by so fast, that it does not feel the shift change has begun, Beni completed some unfinished work, as a program director his work is very much, very much, many new concepts are still not realized, seeing the time shows at six in the afternoon, Beni immediately clean his desk and leave his room. Today he is only focused on working so he does not pay attention to Bianca in the slightest which from the beginning always glances at him, his foot steps seem to rush making Bianca think twice to just say hello to him

“It looks like he is very busy today, his inner” that can only stare at Beni walking on while playing his phone regardless of him.

Beni quickly stepped on the gas of his car and headed to the cafe at the end of the road there to meet Naya, the distance where he worked with the cafe was not less than ten minutes, when he got there, when he arrived, Naya was already sitting inside while occasionally looking out the window as if waiting for her. Beni walked in and immediately sat down before Naya, looking at her without a smile.

“What's up?” Beni asked without further ado, he did not want to waste his time to sit with Naya without doing anything. The girl smiled in response to Beni's cold attitude towards her, Naya folded her hands and returned smiling, “ Let's make friends,” the girl replied with a smile.

“Ha?!”

Anyone must be confused by the behavior of Naya who arrived, they are both in a match and now Naya asks Beni to be her friend, it makes no sense to ask the girl. Beni looked at the girl while trying to digest her words, while they were talking, a pair of eyes stared into the cafe and saw Beni was with another woman, a woman he had never known.

Bianca was silent to see Beni sitting with another woman, as if not blinking, Bianca held her chest that felt a little tight and sick watching all that, “is she the woman she was betrothed to?” inner Bianca.

“Stupid, why was it that I was so happy to hear him ask me to marry him? Stupid you, Bianca,” he said regretting what happened yesterday.