He's Not For Me

CHAPTER 38 | What Happened With It?

Airin hastened his steps into one of the coffee shops visited where there is Bianca in it, the coffee shop he came to was owned by one of his friends when they were in high school, a worried look on her face as both of Bianca's eyes were puffy and her blank gaze pointed at a single point in front of her, occasionally his tears flowed back when he recalled the incident where Beni was holding the hand of another woman.

TING!

The cafe door opened, a woman who was cleaning a few glasses and dishes looked at Airin with a smile, like Airin went inside after he returned the smile of his old friend, “Bianca, he said,” call Airin walk closer to him.

Airin hugged her best friend and made her comfortable for a moment, feeling her body wet because Bianca again cried in silence, without a sound she continued to shed tears, she said, Airin felt the pain of Bianca's heart from the way she returned her arms and the tears that flowed over her body.

“Relax, there I am here,” said Airin while gently rubbing Bianca's mane to calm her down. Long enough Bianca cried in the arms of Airin, slowly she let go of her embrace when she felt that Bianca was calmer. Bianca's tears that still look to wet her face gently, really make the woman comfortable to be near her best friend.

“What's up?” airin asked when Bianca had calmed down. However, in fact Bianca still silenced her mouth and was reluctant to answer Airin's question, she just shook her head while smiling as if hinting that she was fine. “Go home. Billy's waiting for you. Sorry to worry you, Airin,” reply Bianca slowly.

However, Airin refused, he shook his head, he did not want to leave Biaca in this state, “at least tell me what happened to you. I will not leave you when you are like this, Bi,” Airin replied refusing.

Bianca looked at Airin then sighed heavily, “it looks like, I have lost. I haven't even started anything,” said Bianca who made Airin not understand by what Bianca said. The girl held onto her chest which was so painful that she had a little trouble breathing, “she came with her fiance. He who was just yesterday invited me to be serious with him, but today he came with his fiancee. In front of my eyes, they were making out,” Bianca softly with a trembling tone holding back the crying that she refused to let out again, her feelings were really self-conscious.

Bianca felt her chest getting more and more painful until she could barely breathe, her face which began to turn red because she could not breathe in the end she let out back her crying. It's been unstoppable how hurt Bianca's heart was from the beginning on Beni, the second time Bianca cried for the same man. Now all that can calm Bianca is the man who has hurt her heart, not Airin and not anyone else.

After the incident that night, Bianca did not enter for a few days, Airin gave permission to leave Bianca for the next few days on the grounds of health problems, without telling Beni what really happened to her best friend. Inside the studio, Beni looks back and forth as if he is looking for something, something missing from himself and from his sights.

Until a strong hand grabbed Airin's arm and stopped his steps while he was walking into the VO room, he looked at the face of the man who stopped his steps carefully, his face worried about one thing, “where is he? I can't find it anywhere,” Beni told Airin with a frightened look. “Starting yesterday I didn't find him, what happened to him? Where is she?!” asked Beni who was panicking because she hadn't seen Bianca since yesterday.

“All my messages and calls, none of them answered. Is Bianca okay? What kept him from logging in for two days?” Question after question just came out of Beni's mouth, like someone who lost the most precious in her, that was how Beni was then. Despite having seen Beni who was almost crazy for not finding Bianca, Airin just shrugged his shoulders and shook his head, “akupun did not know where he was,” Airin reply casually, he said, then he releases Beni's arm and goes into the VO room without telling the truth.

Airin understood Bianca's feelings, but he also felt sorry for Beni who went crazy because there was no Bianca nearby, after Airin went inside, Beni starts reaching into her phone and tries to send a message back to Bianca and reach out to her. However, again Bianca did not respond to all messages and calls Beni to him.

“I beg you, what's wrong with him? If I don't know how it is today two, I don't know what to do tomorrow,” pinta Beni begged Airin who became the only hope for him in knowing the condition of Bianca, there is no way he came to his house and looked for Bianca just like that. After Airin forcefully pulled her arm, her face looked annoyed because Beni kept forcing her.

“I don't know what happened to him, my calls and messages have nothing to ignore him, just like you, so find out for yourself!” Airin began to get upset.

“There's no way you don't know anything about him, you two are friends, Bianca must have contacted you, Airin?!” Answer Beni who does not want to lose with Airin.

Airin sighed heavily and then he raised both arms of his shirt and folded his hands, he was really upset with Beni who always bothered him about the Bianca thing that was not heard until today, “I also have a problem with my lover, so please don't add to the burden of my mind, Beni. Just think about what happened to Bianca until she was like this to you,” said Airin who was furious with Beni, so he did not realize that he had given a statement to Beni that he should not have said.

“What? What have I done to him? Is this all because of me? Because of me he didn't come in for two days?!” Beni asked confused by all this.

“Think of Beni, Bianca was on that night, the night you were making out with another woman!” Airin exclaimed at Beni, he could no longer if Beni had to keep chasing him continuously, with Airin forced to give a clue to Beni. Soon Airn left after his conversation with Beni that afternoon.

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In an apartment with only Yuki and Billy in it, Billy mingled in Yuki's lap, he felt a touch of Yuki who so gently rubbed his hair, really able to calm him that night, Yuki gently continued to caress Billy relentlessly until the man she loved felt comfortable in her lap.

“Does my touch ease the burden of your mind, Brother?” Yuki asked Billy in a very gentle tone. Billy was stunned to enjoy the touch by touch he felt.

“Only your touch can make me comfortable like this, Yuki. Thank you for always accompanying me, unlike Airin who always makes me jealous,” Billy said with his eyes closed.

“Do you want to release the burden of your mind? Yuki has his way,” said the girl whispered to Billy, which made the man so nervous that he felt a breath of Yuki that gave him goosebumps.

He sees Yuki slowly taking off some buttons on her shirt with an innocent but seductive face, he understands what Yuki meant that night, without much thought, Billy immediately snatches Yuki and that night, Billy vents his feelings of jealousy, resentment, anger at Yuki, his dark lover