He is, Amaya

I Can Handle

Amaya is forced to return to the office and enter Dave's room only to pick up the suit left behind and he must drive him to his superior's house.

"Do we have to deliver the suit?"

Amaya nodded. "alright. Doesn't matter!"

"Why aren't you angry, anyway? Though because my boss we so can not eat in angkringan tonight," said Amaya annoyed. Actually he was not upset with his girlfriend, he was annoyed with Dave who forced him by saying annoying words. "Why laugh?" ask Amaya wonder.

"No. You're funny when you're upset. I am ordinary!"

"Huh. You're too good for my boss who's too annoying!"

When their car stops in front of Dave's house, Dave's car just came. Amaya who knew it became so upset. He thought Dave was home, but the man had just come home.

Amaya immediately approached Dave who just got out of his car. Without saying anything else Amaya immediately handed the suit in her hands to Dave. "I hope there are no more orders tonight. My work time is over, sir!" Amaya reminds Dave, afraid that his boss forgot.

Dave agreed. "Thank you!"

"Have you?" Amaya nodded. In front of Dave he hugged his lover's arm possessively and it made Dave snort angrily.

"Yeah!"

Amaya took her lover away. What he did did did not go unnoticed by Dave. The man entered the house after they got into the car.

"Where are we going after this?"

"Just go home. I'm tired!"

"All right! After arriving at the boarding house you immediately rest!"

Amaya nodded. He noticed his lover who never once denied what he wanted. It was as if Amaya was indeed so very special, that whatever she wanted would be obeyed.

"Thank you very much, Leo. You're my best boyfriend!" Amaya hugged the arm of her lover who was still driving.

Leo simply nodded and smiled faintly in response to Amaya's behavior.

***

Amaya who was so hungry, finally decided to cook instant noodles only. Luckily there were still stock in his room. Before making it he chose to change his clothes and went to the soup kitchen.

There turned out to be one of the residents of the boarding house that Amaya did not know whose name. "Just got home from work, Mommy?" greet women who are estimated to be the same age as Amaya so friendly.

"Yes." Yeah."

There was no more conversation between them, Amaya was not interested in chatting and the occupants also seemed to be the same as him.

"First, Ma'am!" Amaya only nodded as the woman left with the food she had heated.

Amaya sighed softly. He saw a dirty skillet that no woman had washed after use. "Hat habit!" However, Amaya has no intention to do so either.

"Noodle cooking doesn't take it!"

Amaya rolled her eyes lazily. He chose to enjoy his noodles instead of responding to Fhea's remarks. Friends and friends who work and live in the same place. "You, dong!" Without waiting for Amaya's approval, Fhea took the bowl of Amaya noodles. He took a fork and enjoyed the noodles.

"Why not cook it yourself, anyway?"

"Whatever!"

"For what trouble, anyway, May? Tumben really that? Same with Leo?"

"Sokay know!"

"Yee, because I don't know why Nebak's origin. Your face looks so bad if there's any more problems. Work problem or Mr Dave?"

Hearing Dave's name called Amaya put down her spoon and shifted the bowl to Fhea, of course it was welcomed by Fhea.

"You know, May, mostly eating noodles, can make your body stretch!" Amaya frowned and then shook her head.

He doesn't know that kind of thing. Although he used to get angry by his parents for eating too much noodles which he said was the cause of his body fattening, he felt it was not his fault in the noodles. However, since it was time for his body to be fat.

The proof without leaving the habit of eating instant noodles, he can still be thin as now. Yes, he admitted one of his motivations for being thin was because of his ingrained hatred.

He wanted to make people who used to love him feel bad, embarrassed and apologized even though it was too difficult.

"Spend it!" Amaya got up and left Fhea. In the doorway she turned to look at Fhea who was enjoying her homemade noodles. "Don't forget to wash the dishes, the frying pan too!" After that Amaya went to her room back.

***

Dave stared at the two grains of medicine in his palm. What he always does before he goes to sleep. Since then, he has not really been able to sleep well. Always dream of bad things and certainly related to events in the past.

He never even slept two days at all because he could not continue to have nightmares. Sometimes, the sleeping pills he took every day did not work well at all.

"Don't think of anything!" After saying a few words, Dave took his sleeping pills. He then laid down his body, staring at the ceiling of his room in silence while waiting for the medicine to react.

Dave's smile rose considering how Amaya's overreaction had been when she handed him her suit. However, seeing how Amaya was acting spoiled with another man made her upset.

Dave snorted angrily, he then tried to close his eyes.

Only a moment later, the nightmare returned. Dave's forehead is sweating. He kept on delirious, saying the same words over and over again and it was hard to open his eyes.

"I'm sorry! Please, don't .. don't!"

"Dave ... Dave, wakeup!" After feeling his cheeks being patted strongly Dave finally woke up. He sat up with a sweaty face. "Dream again?"

Dave nodded. He received the glass given to him and drank it to the end. "You need to get counseling again, Dave. Do not continue this way by relying on sleeping pills! Even the medicine had no effect at all!"

"Don't talk about counseling or whatever it is, Ma. I don't want to!" push Dave hard.

"But you can't keep going like this. You rarely sleep! It's not good for your health!"

Dave shaking. "I can handle it. I'm sure soon this nightmare will be over!"

"You sure?" Dave nodded. "Then Mama will be sure too!" Dave did not respond. He tried to close his eyes while firmly holding the hand of the middle-aged woman who was so fond of him.

"Sleep, Son. Mama will accompany you here!" The woman kisses Dave's temple dear. He looked at the face of his son who looked so miserable.

What he never thought would happen to his son. Even all of those events have been a few years.