Get off the bed

Chapter 7's

Anindira woke up from her sleep, she stared around the room that seemed familiar to her, even the smell of vanilla that burst out at the side of the room made her feel peaceful. Iya Anindira was in her room, the room painted in ash like her favorite color and Dream Catcher who hung in her room long ago made her miss. Anindira rubbed her eyes sign he mentioned whether he was dreaming or in the real world?

Anin stared at the light bias that entered through the window of his room, it seemed like the day was almost noon, he was silent for a moment it seemed that he could fall asleep more comfortably perhaps, he could fall asleep more comfortably, he looked at the clock at the minion-style table, the time was 08:43 minutes Anindira who had just collected her life finally got up from her bed and immediately ran to the bathroom to clean herself.

"So how was the hundred-day event Alm, did Papah tell Mr. Ustad Jejen?" ask Mamah while peeling the orange peel.

"Here, later in the afternoon he immediately came ba'da Ashar," said Papah

Anin who just finished taking a shower immediately went down to meet her parents who were talking in the dining room, at her home there were many people who helped cook to commemorate the hundred days of Kirana's death, Kirana said, it did not feel like a hundred days Kirana left Anin and her family, even Anindira felt a longing for Kirana, if only her parents gave her permission she would occupy Kirana's room, but they did not give permission because Kirana's room had become the bed of Dimas and their daughter who was now three months old.

Yes, since Kirana died, they decided to bring Kirana's child to live with Kirana's parents, Dimas also agreed because after all his son could be a cure longing for his parents-in-law, and so Anindira decided to help take care of Kirana's child, Dimas only went home to stay at Anin's house for only a few days the rest he would go home to his parents because it felt bad to be at Kirana's house let alone Anindira who lived there.

The relationship between Anindira and Dimas also became close even though only limited to the news of his son named Afifa, sometimes Dimas parents also often visit their first grandchildren, see their first grandchild, although not infrequently often crying because Afifa was born without seeing her real mother.

"The virgin just woke up at this hour, how do you," said Mamah when Anindira just came down.

Anindira just grinned with his Mamah satire, then he took water and sipped it, it has become his habit to drink a glass of water when he woke up.

Anindira's relationship with her parents is actually still cold, but not as cold as before Anindira sometimes helps Mamahnya cook and take turns taking care of Afifa because Anindira can not take care of it.

"Assalamualaikum" said Dimas who had just come with his parents and Dina.

"Getishalight."

"This I bring fruits together sponge for the later study," said Ms. Dimas.

"Thank you Ma'am" said Mamah Anindira.

"Afifa is still sleeping Mah?" ask Dimas.

"Yes was still in the room, try to check with Anin," said Mamah.

Anin and Dimas went to Kirana's room which had been remodeled into her son's room, sure Afifa was still asleep, Anindira tidied up Afifa's blanket that was already messy.

"You want to go to Kirana's grave?" ask Dimas.

"Yes, Mamah had already bought flowers," said Anindira while tidying up Afifa's toys.

"Yes we're gone now before Afifa wakes up" Dimas said.

Anindira nodded and left Afifa's room, they walked into the kitchen to pick up the flowers that Mamah had bought.

"Well, when are we going to the tomb?" ask Anin.

"You two first, Mamah Sama Papah later on" replied Mamah.

"Yes you guys first, we take care of Afifa," said I agree.

Dimas and Anindira decided to go together, Anin brought flowers and water that had been prepared, Kirana's burial place was not too far from home, only fifteen minutes away from their journey until.

"Neng Anin, kang Dimas," said the fathers of the tomb guards.

"Yes mang, we want to doain Alm now a hundred days," said Anin.

"Yes please, just finished mamang cleanin," he said smiling

"Thank you sir" said Dimas.

"Eh mang, this is a seat from Mamah," said Anindira giving a parcel.

"Duh nohun neng, greetings to the same Mother Yes," he said then left.

Dimas first recited the prayer he had said, Anin joined in praying beside Dimas, and afterwards they sowed flowers and poured water, Anin has let Kirana go but the memories with her certainly can not be forgotten, let alone his promise to Kirana to ask her to marry Dimas, who is not a woman, he has not thought about it even though their parents have told them to get married but Anindira has not given any answer including Dimas who still loves Kirana.

"Teh, can Dimas be a good husband to Anin? Is Dimas the best for Anin? Is it possible for Dimas to accept Anin and love Anin while in his heart he still has a name tucked away? Teteh Anin just wants happiness" Anin asked inwardly as she tearfully.

"Kirana, why is the world unfair? Why should you leave us? Can I accept your promise to marry Anin? I love you Kirana, and always will because only you are in my prayer" Dimas said.

Anin wiped away her tears, indeed she felt a tightness in her chest, she always remembered the promise she had made the last time Kirana opened her eyes, but she also did not want to get married just because of the agreement, Anin knows Dimas loves Kirana and she cannot possibly replace Kirana's position in Dimas's heart let alone being the mother of their son Afifa, Anin does not want to marry someone who does not love her .

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Anin and Dimas have reached home, Bada Ashar will be in the study Anindira chose to help cook in the kitchen with Mamah and Ibu Dimas, while Dimas he chose to accompany his son with his sister Dina.

"Mas wants to marry Anin tea" asked Dina suddenly.

"Why indeed?" ask Dimas.

"Mas also do not know, Mas has already promised to Alm Kirana before," said Dimas worried.

"If Adek said, Mas must keep Mas's promise, after all Mas does not pity that same Afifa he needs the figure of a mother, and Mas also can not be kept alone, do not take care of everything? I also need a companion,".

"Mas has not been able to escape Kirana, Mas is not ready to start again," he said.

Dina just sighed, she could not determine the heart of Dimas, she knew Dimas loved Kirana so much that now they had children and Dimas loved Afifa so much.

"Dina can not be uncertain life Mas, but Mas must remember maybe Mas same alm mbak Kirana only mate for a moment, just a moment, maybe Mas's soul mate Anin's tea remembered God had a better plan that we don't know," he said then weighing Afifa who seemed still asleep in his carrier.

Dimas was silent for a moment digesting his sister's words, he also thought maybe God had a better plan for him, he was just not ready to start everything from scratch, especially to marry his sister-in-law he was only afraid that he would hurt Anidira in the end because he still loved Kirana.

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The study is over, Anindira is busy cleaning the room that became a place of study, today Anindira is so beautiful with a long dress and veil that she wears matches the color of her clothes.

Dimas was talking with Father and Papah Anin in the living room discussing business issues and common things, Mother and Mamah Anin also joined in their chat, before long the sound of Afifa's cry was heard, Anin who was walking towards the kitchen immediately met Afifa who seemed to wake up because he heard the sound of the crowd, he put Afifa aside and gave milk tubes and took her out.

"Hho has woken up grandmother's granddaughter" said Dimas' mother as Anin walked towards them.

"It looks like he's a laper so wake up," said Anin.

"Here let Mom carry," asked Mom Dimas.

"Yes Ma'am, all you Anin wants to finish work behind has not been done,"

"You are here only Nin, someone wants Papah to tell you first," forbid Mamah

"What's the matter, Pah?"  tanya Anin bangtung looked in the other direction that looked tense including the bowed Dimas.

"You sit down and don't stand up" Papah said.

"We're talking about your marriage" said Mr. Dimas.

Anin who was surprised suddenly looked towards those who seemed to already have a plan, Dimas seemed to still be calm and did not look at Anin as if he already knew.

"Papah knows Kirana asked you to marry Dimas, because before she died she also sent a message to Papah, you also promised to marry Dimas?" ask Papah.

Anin just fell silent not answering the question papah, indeed he who asked for discussion about going down to bed was done in memory of the hundred days Kirana, because Anin is still suffering and Dimas who has just lost his wife may not directly discuss about his second marriage.

"Pah, give Anin time to think about it, Anin and Mas Dimas also need time to get to know each other" said Anin.

"Why there should be an introduction, you already know each other, after all you can get to know each other more after marriage" said Papah.

"It's okay Jajang, Anin needs time to think about it anyway they have not known each other closely, let them establish a relationship first know each other," said Mr. Dimas.

"I'm sorry my daughter, I'll talk to her again" Papah said.

"It's okay not to rush, then we say goodbye first" said Mr. Dimas.

Dimas' mother gave Afifa to Anindira after she fell asleep, they came home because it was night, Dimas also came home after saying goodbye, it is clear from Dimas's face that he does not seem to approve of this plan, he does not even look at Anindira at all, and Anindira understands that Dimas still loves Kirana.

"Anin Papah wants to talk" Papah said after Anindira put Afifa to sleep.

"Is there anything else Pah?" ask Anin.

"You're what, Papah did you say you should agree to marry Dimas, didn't you promise Kirana?" speak papah with a high tone.

"Iya Pah Anin remember, but there is still time too, Anin also needs time to get to know Mas Dimas more let alone Mas Dimas still loves Kirana tea must be this heavy for him," said Anin.

"You just stay married Anin does not need to be acquainted after all you already know each other, indeed Dimas loves Kirana but for a long time he can also melt."

"Bah, it's not that easy to forget the people we love, Anin also needs time, Anin does not want to marry the same person who can not love Anin" Anin replied.

"Love is later, don't you feel sorry for Afifa? Have you forgotten your promise? Besides your age is pas Papah also do not want to be burdened because you are not married" said Papah.

Anin who heard her Papa's words felt slashed in her heart, had she been burdening her parents until her papa spoke to her so? Anin felt a tightness back in her heart, was her Papa never able to understand her? Does he think Anin's happiness depends only on what he chooses? Anin does not know whether Kirana has felt the same way as herself, even though all this time her papa never cared about her life but talk about her papa marriage that determines for her?

"It's not so, Anin wants to marry Mas Dimas, but not so fast, Anin needs an approach with him,"

"Have you been a child who does not know yourself, you have not changed Anin, you are stubborn, Papah also can not believe you, you are much different from Kirana who always obeys her parents," said Papah who immediately left Anindira who had cried hearing the words of his Papa that so pierced his heart.

"Mamah can not believe Anin, you were born by Mamah into this world is it to go against the words of parents? Don't you think how we're taking care of you? Isn't there any braking at all for this family? Kirana loves you too much now she regrets seeing you being stubborn" said Mamah who immediately left after scolding Anin.

Anin was crying, she was completely alone now, she was used to the nagging and words from her parents, only she missed Kirana, she missed Kirana, usually if he was scolded Kirana would always come and defend him but now there is no one to defend and calm him down, Anindira mentioned how she agreed to her parents' request when she knew Dimas loved her brother so much.