Get off the bed

Chapter 1

Dimas was still having a nightmare when Friska came to him and gave him a wedding invitation all of a sudden and afterwards had no idea what was going on with Dimas.

Yes Dimas experienced PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) is a mental condition in which experiencing panic attacks triggered by past experience trauma. Experiencing a traumatic event is a difficult thing for anyone. It happened during an accident 6 years ago when he met Friska who broke their relationship and Dimas who was then broken and heartbroken riding a motorcycle with a chaotic state of mind, until then the motor collided with a motor that drove quickly.

The collision could not be avoided, and it traumatized Dimas by the motorbike that hit him in the vehicle of the fathers and a 5-year-old boy who died in the accident, and Dimas suffered broken bones and trauma because the family of the victim who did not receive the life of his son became a victim because of Dimas, who was, since then Dimas has been terrified of going to jail and he is so afraid of having laid the life of an innocent man even though he was not the one who hit him.

The victim's family took the matter to the legal track, but Dimas was not entirely at fault because it was the victim's motorcycle that first hit Dimas and there were witnesses who saw it as well, But Dimas was so devastated and felt always haunted by the dead child that he had difficulty sleeping because of anxiety, and finally his parents took him to a psychiatrist to be treated, he said, but even though it was declared cured apparently the disease sometimes often relapses if Dimas fatigue like the current nightmare and fear returned again.

Dimas opened his suitcase looking for prazosin drugs so he could sleep, but he forgot because the goods were transported by his friends the medicine forgot not to be brought. Dimas closed his suitcase violently, he rubbed his face riled up, he would definitely not be able to sleep and would continue like this until the day changed.

Dimas was restless, his two best friends had fallen asleep two hours ago, now the time shows at 00:03 minutes, Dimas was already sweating cold he was really scared, the shadow as he collided and the little boy was thrown off the motor and fell onto the asphalt in front of Dimas' eyes was still clearly recorded in his memory. Dimas saw the blood coming out of the little boy's head then the crowd saved him.

Dimas picked up his jacket and cell phone, chose to walk out of his inn room and look for air outside. Dimas walked towards the beach, not so dark as many shining lights lit up, Dimas sat on a chair by a tree not too far from his inn. He took a cigarette in his jacket pocket and then turned on the match and swiped it and threw the smoke into the air.

"Yes tea, Anin will come home, now will be busy college," said someone was calling.

"yeah tea already malem, but also tomorrow want to work right? Great spirit, drugs." he said turn off his phone.

Dimas who was leaning on the chair directly looking for the direction of the voice that was calling, Dimas saw the woman he knew he was Anindira the woman who had just become the center of his attention, Dimas, Anindira had just called with someone at the back of her seat in the direction of Anindira's inn, the woman was sitting alone while calling.

"Isn't that Anindira? Why are the nights out?" tanya Dimas bangtung.

Anindira put her phone in her jacket pocket, she then sighed and looked up at the sky, I don't know what she thought it was like a burden so heavy she got, a few drops of tears escaped without him noticing, then he closed his eyes and wiped his tears, then he smiled before entering his room.

Dimas just stared in wonder at what he saw, Anindira cried suddenly and then smiled? What was? Dimas wondered but I don't know what he cared about.

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Dimas had reached his home, with Dimas' tired body entering his room and laying down his body.

Until this morning, he decided to rest his body for a while before returning to his office because there are some business that he will do.

"Mas Dimas, wake up" said Dina who went straight into Dimas' room.

"Ittss, what the hell, I want to sleep!" he hugged the roll.

"Ihh Mas Cepetan bath Father has been waiting to know," said Dina upset.

"Mas was tired of going to bed, said breakfast first" he said with his eyes closed.

"Mas Dimas cepetan, later if you explode how?" he said while shaking Dimas' body.

Dimas did not care about Dina who kept trying to wake him up. Dina's only beautiful sister, her face is black and sweet with pliable eyelashes, she is now in 2nd grade High School in one of the Islamic-based private schools, Dina is the closest to Dimas because of their age difference which is not too far away in comparison to Dimas' first brother named Arya. Dimas loved his adorable sister.

"You ate what the hell was a duck-bug, anyways where you might have exploded like a bomb" said Dimas then woke up.

Dina pursed her lips annoyed with Dimas who had even mocked her, Dimas knew Dina would be annoyed at him if he teased her.

"Udah atuh do not be more ugly ntar," said Dimas stroked Dina's head

"Mas Dimas is evil ahh" he said immediately leaving with a pouting face.

Dimas just laughed at the adorable behavior of his sister, he chose to take a shower and immediately went down to breakfast with his family.

"Why so long?" mother who was pouring rice on her plate.

"?was?andi used to be ma'am, it was also a short break" he said then drank water that became his habit before eating.

"Where is the holiday how is Pakde sama bude?" ask the Father with a distinctive Javanese accent while closing the newspaper.

"Alhamdulillah good sir," said Dimas without looking at his father.

"Here you take Dina to school and go straight home not to work," said the father.

"No way, Dina wants to go to school" said Dina immediately refused.

The surprised mother looked at Dina who was chewing her food while looking intently at Dimas who was even relaxed and blinked her eyes at Dina.

"Why don't you want to be in Anterin Mas? You will have bad luck" said Mother.

"Mas Dimas was evil, Adek did not want to," he said annoyed to immediately bow his head afraid you are angry.

"Lho, why are you two? He said yesterday Dina kangen same Masnya now Masnya already no even ndak want," said Mr.

"No Adek angry with Mas Dimas,"

"Why is it the same with your brother?" ask Mom

"Not knowing Mom, Adek again PMS maybe," he said no matter.

Once again Dina looked annoyed at her second brother, Dimas even looked cute while laughing at Dina who was staring intently at him.

"Have finished your meal." cried the Father who silenced everything.

After a minute had passed, the dining table was clean again, Dimas was still sitting in the dining chair with the Father who was still busy flipping his newspaper looking for criminal news that became his hobby.

Mr. Dimas had retired four years ago, he just spent time at home and met some friends who often held visits or reunions, Dimas most respect his Father, His father is a native jogja but very firm even when educating his children including Dimas, but that does not mean his Father is scary, his Father always develops religious knowledge in his children, but it does not mean that his Father is scary, in the past Dimas was told to get an education in Pasantren but because Dimas did not want to finally choose to enter the Religion-based school Dimas until the end of school and proved Dimas always pray 5 times even though it is often late but he never stayed, if he was in the house Dimas will always be appointed as Imam of congregational prayer.

"Sir, why didn't Dimas go straight to the office?" ask Dimas wonder.

"Mr wants an event later in the afternoon so you have to be at home" said the father immediately drank his coffee.

"What way, sir? What if Dimas went to the office first day Dimas came home for a while?".

"Ndak Can not son, I have already promised a friend father, he wants to see you," said the Father back.

"Yes, you take your brother first, then go straight home," said Mother who put the cake at the dinner table.

Dimas just nodded his head and immediately met his sister who was wearing shoes on the porch of the house.

"Wear your own shoes a long time gini, how will you use her husband's shoes" said Dimas.

"What the hell, bother me!" he said he had put on his shoes and tidied up his hood.

"Nih wear the helmet," said Dimas gave the helmet to Dina.

"Don't want to go up!" he said he turned his eyes towards the gate.

"Relatedly? Is there a Mang ojeg here?" said Dimas.

"Gapapa ntar just walk ahead of the complex a lot of ojeg," he said immediately left.

Dimas looked at his sister smiling, his behavior did not change, Dimas was not sure if Dina would ride the ojeg because he was too timid.

"Neng ojeg Neng" said Dimas approached Dina who was still walking.

"Neng do not get angry later old spit," added Dimas while carrying his motor slowly.

"Ih Mas Dimas and nyebelin!" he stopped and looked at Dimas.

"The spit rose, later if Mas had married no one else," said Dimas.

Dina instead fell silent and lowered her head, then covered her face with her palm, Dimas who was astonished immediately turned off his motor and stood towards his sister.

"Eh, why did he close his face?" ask Dimas.

"Mas Dimas wants to get married? Will no one else do it?" said crying.

"Eh Mas was joking Dek, don't cry," said Dimas immediately hugged Dina.

"Dina doesn't want to lose Mas Dimas" he said.

"Mas is not going anywhere right now in front of you Deck" said Dimas stroking Dina's head.

"But he said that Mas Dimas ntar nganterin no one nganterin Adek anymore" he said sniffling.

"There is no marriage plan, but Mas is still young and suitable to be a high school boy as well" he said.

Dina squealed her tears and stared at the older brother who was far away from her, Dimas wiped away Dina's tears and straightened his sister's veil that was almost tangled.

"Didn't cry later it gets worse," he said.

"What is ugly is also important Mas Dimas tetep dear," he said smiling.

Dimas smiled at his sister and hugged her before giving her helmet to Dina.

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"Have you changed your clothes?" I shouted from outside the room.

"Yes this mother is going down in a moment" replied Dimas.

"Father was waiting downstairs," said Mother then downstairs.

Dimas just sighed, just this time Dimas was told to meet with his father's friends until the office holiday, Dimas also could not refuse his Father's request because he said the event is important Dimas just obey, he has tidied his hair with pomade brands hits in Indonesia, he mengukan long-handed cameja that he rolls up to elbow.

"It's Dimas" said Mr. Dimas when he came down to them.

"Lho has just grown up your son," said a man of the same age as you who immediately received the Dimas greeting.

Dimas sat with Father, while Mother was busy making drinks for guests, Father's friend seemed a little easier, he was with his Wife and his hijab-wearing daughter was sitting in front of Dimas. Dimas suddenly felt bad when he looked at them with his daughter.

"Dim, don't you remember the same Mr. Jajang?" ask Father.

"No sir" he said smiling.

"Have no papa, he forgot me because it has not met for a long time, too," said Mr. Jajang smiling at Dimas.

"that's what brought you to the hospital when you fell off your bike when you were in SD," said Mother who suddenly came to put snacks and drinks.

"The father of Jajang sir has known for a long time, it just so happened that Jajang's sir Camat in the next complex," said Mr.

Dimas just nodded and smiled slightly at Mr. Jajang, while his wife was busy chatting with Mother who was sitting next to him familiarly.

"Hmm how is Kirana working now?" asked the hijab-wearing woman.

"Already sir" he said smiling at the Father.

Dimas who had been silent looked at the girl who looked shy because her face was always bowed, Dimas looked at the girl in a sweet way but somehow Dimas even remembered Anindira's face which had suddenly haunted his mind.

"Where's my son?" ask Father.

"In Astra Mandiri company," Kirana said

"Lho is Dimas company, what a coincidence," said the father patted Dimas's shoulder who was surprised.

"Would you build a company?" ask Jajang sir.

"Yes sir, it's only been a few years" said Dimas awkwardly.

"You don't know Kirana Dim?" ask Mother.

"No ma'am" he said honestly and smiled stiffly at them while scratching his back head.

"Well, you're a company you don't know, how do you, your employees just don't know if you're a cocky boss?" search Father.

Dimas just silently held his breath, suddenly the sultry feeling he felt, he also felt a little awkward with this kind of situation.

"Yes, you have to be acquaintances, how the boss does not know who works there," said the father was upset at his son.

"Thank you employees Pak personnel section, Dimas rarely pay attention to employees as well" he said politely.

"Why do you know Dimas?" ask Mr. Jajang.

"Have met you a few times" he replied politely

Dimas stared at the hijab-wearing woman, frowning in wonder, have they ever met this woman's employee? He never even remembered the employees in his place unless they greeted him, Dimas was indifferent especially to Women because he still felt hurt by his past.

"Dimas-Dimas, yes, yes, you are better acquainted first, occasionally greeting each other, Dimas do not be arrogant to think you are the boss." said the Father.

"Yes sir" he said, smiling nervously at me.

Dimas felt bad to be in this situation, why should he also be friendly to Kirana employees, but he could not refuse the request of his Father who he respected it no matter how his Father educated him properly.

"Then from tomorrow you go to work together, Dimas you pick up Kirana yes," said Mother.

Dimas who had just drank tea for Mom immediately coughed and looked at Mom with a question mark.

"No need, Kirana can go alone aunt," he said.

"No papa, Kirana went with Dimas only from tomorrow, besides your house is not too far away so all pass, Dimas you want it" asked the Father

"Eh but what if there is bad gossip later?" ask Dimas worried

"Lho ndakpapa, do you want to match you two, besides your age is fit, let alone Kirana is beautiful well also suitable for you," said the father spontaneously.

Dimas stared at the Father with a surprised look, what does it mean to match Dimas with Kirana? Dimas still felt a wound in his heart that has not healed, now he will be betrothed to his employees?.

Dimas stared at Kirana who seemed calm, as if he already knew this news, Dimas just speechless and tangent want to answer what to his Father because all his life Dimas never opposed or against said his Father who he respected it.