
The meeting with his co-workers made Dimas grow excited, he hoped that his efforts this time did not waste the results at the end. Especially in this time Dimas can be more relaxed just take care of a few departure letters including Visa alone the rest is helped by some colleagues.
After the meeting Dimas met an appointment with someone, yes Dimas already had a plan to find a place for Anindira's business especially now his business is quite profitable anyway and he wanted to develop his business, it was, he has found a strategic place to open his business.
"Where are the items I ordered all "asked Dimas
"So sir, how do we start decorating now?"
"Let me tell you again when you will decorate, I will ask my wife first because she will open this business and she is also the architect maybe she will design this place" said Dimas.
"Well Mr. Dimas, you'll tell us later" said the man.
Dimas nodded his head and walked over staring at that sizable room and it was still a little messy. Chairs and tables have not been neatly arranged in addition to the oven and new stove placed just anywhere. Dimas hopes Anin will like this place so that his business can be more developed.
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Anin had just finished making a brownie order with Afifa who came to the kitchen while sitting in the baby chair, Afifa occasionally smiled while babbling indistinctly making Anin laugh to hear it.
There is a longing every time with Afifa he always remembered the face of his biological brother. The way and destiny of God is no one knows, he was guarded and cared for by his brother because his parents were busy working, he said, and now everything turns around Anin's turn to take care of Kirana's child but the difference is now that Anin also receives Dimas her former sister-in-law to be her husband as well.
"Assalammualaikum" said Dimas into the house.
"Waalaikumsalam, have you finished the meeting?" ask Anin from the kitchen.
"Already, it was just a discussion for a moment," said Dimas then wash his hands.
Anin nodded then sprinkled the topping on her ripe brownie. Afifa had whined to see Dimas coming like he wanted to carry his father.
"The change of clothes first, Anin ready the food," said Anin then carrying Afifa.
"Father change clothes first yes," he told Afifa while kissing her cheek.
After finishing changing clothes Dimas and Anin ate with Afifa also who was sitting at the dining table with his chair made Dimas and Anin laugh because of the anxiety of Afifa who has now been raving often.
"What are our family photos?" ask Dimas.
"By me, when?" ask Anin.
"What day is it?" bring Dimas.
"But Anin's got a cake dinner tomorrow at noon in the anther,"
"Why do we deliver the first order we just take a photo" said Dimas.
"Boleh Mas, uh Mas know that the brownie pesen that afternoon turned out to be a'Gilang," said Anin while feeding Afifa.
Dimas immediately coughed when Anin mentioned the name Gilang, Anin who was surprised immediately gave Dimas a drink. It has been more than a week Gilang name is often called but the relationship with Gilang until now has not improved.
"So you went to his house?" ask Dimas.
"Yes, Anin doesn't know it's his house,"
"What was your relationship like?" ask Dimas suddenly.
"However, just a regular friend, know the same a'Cross the Mas wedding used to be the same Kirana tea," said Anin.
"You've never had the same taste?" ask Dimas back.
Anin who heard Dimas's question immediately turned to Dimas and looked into Dimas's black eyes, she did not know why Dimas suddenly asked this?
"Anin is not an easy person to fall in love, familiar with people are also actually hard time a'Gilang first time acquaintance Anin welcomed him because he said friend Mas Dimas. during this time Anin also considered her an older brother no more," said Anin seriously.
"But what if Gilang has been feeling the same way you've been all this time?" ask Dimas again .
"Taste? Mas now Anin is married where maybe he likes Anin," said Anin smiling.
"It was before we got married? Maybe he had a taste?"
"Anin does not know any more Anin also does not feel the same a'Gilang, he is good and always help Anin,"
"If I hadn't married you, would you have married her? You want to take him?" ask Dimas back.
Anin looked at Dimas's face intently, why did her husband suddenly ask about Gilang since he mentioned it, and asked about his feelings? After all, now that Anin is married there is no way she has feelings for others including Gilang.
"Mas, man, Anin has said that Anin is difficult to fall in love and the same A'Gilang Anin has no feelings at all even if Anin does not marry the same Mas maybe we also can not be married because Anin is can not like the same a'Gilang," said Anin.
"Then why do you want to accept me first when you are also not in love with me right?" ask Dimas.
"Then why would Mas also want to marry Anin when Mas does not love Anin right?" ask Anin back.
Checkmate! Now Dimas was silent he did not know what to answer, because he also married Anin because of the request of Alm his wife and he had not loved Anin when he first married her. But he could not answer Anin's question like that because they were married actually because of the forced bed and Kirana's last request.
Anin stared at the silent Dimas holding onto the spoon and fork. For some reason she suddenly felt claustrophobic in her chest as she asked why Dimas married her, she also knew Dimas married her because of her brother's last request not because he loved her.
"Afifa peed huh? Yuk Mom changed her pants," said Anin holding Afifa.
Dimas awakens from his silence and sees Anin carrying Afifa to their room, knowing that Anin is now disappointed with him because he does not answer Anin's question. And now he deliberately avoided when he knew Afifa was wearing a diaper.
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Anin was silent in her room while occasionally slashing her tears that fell on her smooth cheeks, for some reason the silence of Dimas made her feel disappointed, Anin admitted that she was difficult to fall in love, because, but he has opened his heart to Dimas really he has opened his heart only to Dimas but is there not a little race for him? Has Dimas not been able to forget Kirana and accept her?
"Anin" said Dimas into the room.
"Mas Dimas" Anin smiled.
"Afifa is sleeping?" ask Dimas.
"Udah Mas" said Anin without looking at Dimas.
"Nin you gapapa?" ask Dimas.
"Gapapa Mas, uh Anin forgot to wrap his brownie first" he said immediately left.
Dimas just stared at Anin's back who went straight out of the room without looking at him, for some reason he felt guilty towards Anin but he also could not tell the truth.
Dimas took his phone, he stared at the wallpaper of his wedding photos with Kirana first that he had not changed, Anin had never seen or borrowed it. Does he have to do it now and tell Anin the truth?
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Days have changed Dimas and Anin both speechless. Anin tries to avoid Dimas and Dimas does not try to persuade Anin anyway he feels innocent and indeed there is nothing wrong between the two of them.
"Mas, Anin between sponge orders first yes," he said he was ready.
"Let me take it in,"
"No need to, you want to buy ingredients that are lacking as well" said Anin.
"Yes have been careful to bring the bike do not speed," said Dimas.
"Yes, take Afifa and wait" said Anin.
"Where if next time Mas because Anin a lot of pesenan as well and afternoon now he said he wanted to be taken" said Anin wearing his helmet.
"Yes, that's the next time" said Dimas.
He immediately took the key and left. Honestly making brownies and getting orders for later that afternoon just lied to Dimas, he had wanted family photos with Dimas and Afifa but could they be called family? Even yesterday's questions didn't have an answer.
Anin had already delivered his brownie order he stopped by the supermaket to buy the ingredients he needed he also bought ice cream and paid for it.
After leaving the supermarket Anin chose to sit at the front desk of the supermarket while eating the chocolate ice cream he bought. He was lazy to go home quickly after all he needed fresh air and a moment of calm for his heart. Just this time Anin felt the heartbreak of her own husband's unrequited love, completely sad.
"What's going on here?" ask Gilang who suddenly came.
"Don't you say, how could you happen to meet here?" ask Anin.
"I'm just going to the store, are you alone?" tanya Gilang sat in front of Anin.
"Yes a, out of order continue to buy ingredients here" he said while tasting ice cream.
"Fuck off?"
"Not really,"
"You ate Ice Cream during gini? Must be badmood again?" guess Gilang.
"Not also kepen aja any hot anymore," said Anin
"I know you are Anin, you eat ice cream it's just badmood again," said Gilang.
"Yes yes yes.., a'Tell me, really," said Anin smiling.
"The same problem with Dimas? What's the same with him? He said you were happy,"
"Gakpapa a, Anin first want to go straight home," said Anin.
"Want me to drop off?" ask Gilang.
"Anin brought a motor, anyway,"
"Yes be careful" said Gilang.
"OK a," Anin smiled.
"Nin, if there is a problem do not hesitate you can tell me, please,
"Still." said Anin then running the bike.
Gilang smiled at Anin who had left with his motor matic, and, Gilang then moved from his seat but he realized Anin's groceries were left behind he chose to deliver directly to Anin's house rather than call Anin because he was still on the road.
Anin put his motorbike in the garage and went straight into the house, it looks Dimas was sleeping Afifa he smiled to see Dimas who was so fond of his son.
"Mas let Anin take Afifa to the room" Anin said.
"You just got home?" asked Dimas surprised.
"Yes Mas, here let Anin sleep." said Anin then memambik Afifa.
Anin walked towards the room while removing the milk bottle from Afifa's tiny mouth. Before long the bell rang Dimas who was in the living room rushed to open the door.
"Disappear" said Dimas surprised.
"There's Anin?" asked Gilang with a cold look.
"What's wrong?"
"This is the shopping item was missed earlier," said Gilang proffered the grocery crackle.
"Can you be the same?" ask Dimas.
"So we've met and talked he forgot to bring his stuff," said Gilang relaxed.
"Why did he meet you?" ask Dimas.
"Ask your wife!"
"Lang, I'm serious about you," said Dimas a little firmly.
"Dim, I knew Anin before you married her so it's only natural that I meet and talk to her!" said Gilang with a sharp look.
"Now he's my wife Lang, you should be conscious and know your position!" dimas then closed the door.
But just about to close the door Gilang held him by hand, the surprised Dimas immediately held his hand shut the door and looked at Gilang who was already staring intently at him.
"Originally you know Dim, you marry Anin just get off the bed and I'm sure you don't love her, you marry her just because you have to!" gilang said sounding loud.
"It's none of your business, it's better not to disturb my household and my life!"
"Lo isn't in love with Anin? answer me," said Gilang loudly.
Dimas held his hand so that he could close the door, he did not want to argue with Gilang at this time let alone Anin inside Gilang's voice could be heard by Anin and would make a scene.
"It's better to go home and not cause trouble" said Dimas withholding emotions.
"The answer used to be my question, are you in love with Anin or not?" ask Gilang.
Dimas was silent without answering he tried to close the door but Gilang kept holding him back.
"My answer is Dimas, do you love Anin or not! " tanya Gilang firmly.
"My love is not to be told to elo!"
"Oh so that? Are you married to him but don't you love him? you ruined Anin's future!" silang.
"It's up to you to say what,"
"Lo Dim, I liked Anin from 2 years ago but you married him so, now you have not loved him for what a loveless marriage Dim," said Gilang smiling sideways.
"Lo don't have to interfere in my household affairs and my life, mending now loe back!" said Dimas.
"Okay, if so do not get me wrong I finally Anin nyerah lo because I until anytime will not let go of him let alone this is very easy," said Gilang pat Dimas shoulder and then leave.
Dimas was silent to hear Gilang's words, he realized he could not explain all the contents of his heart. But hearing the words of Gilang earlier who wanted to seize Anin why he was not willing to be honest Dimas was afraid of losing Anin.
While Anin was still standing frozen in the staircase, he had heard all the conversations between Gilang and Dimas earlier, even he heard himself Dimas had not answered to love him. Did Dimas really not love Anin? What is all this relationship for? Did Dimas not open his heart. Until he was unconscious now tears fell on his cheek.
"Anin, are you here?" asked Dimas surprised.
Anin wiped her tears and directly walked into the room without answering Dimas' question.