
Dimas looked at Anin who was crying up the stairs, he saw the beautiful woman look like she was tormented. Dimas did not want to follow him he knew why the woman was crying especially if not the words earlier that had hurt the heart and niche of his soul.
When Dimas clenched his ladder he hit the table hard until his finger turned red. How do I explain to Anindira? He wasn't sure Anin wanted to talk to him at this time.
Dimas walked towards the living room and stared at the framed photo of the motif, the two longest picture frames were a photo of his marriage to Kirana first and another of his marriage to Anindira, respectively, Dimas held back his cries he also felt tormented like this because now he had failed to acknowledge his feelings and sounded Anin.
"Kirana, I've failed! I made her cry today" Dimas said staring at a photo of her wedding to Kirana.
"Kirana how do I explain it?" her question again then ran on a photo of her wedding with Anin.
Dimas sat on the chair, now he also cried because he felt failed to be a man and husband, he had made Anindira hurt and cried, Dimas rubbed his face violently.
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Anin was sobbing in her room, her heart ached and it hurt even more than her parents who didn't care about her. Why did Anin fall in love with Dimas? Why would he wish Dimas loved him? Though it was clear that their marriage was based only on getting off the bed and Dimas also only loved Kirana he also already knew the answer.
Anin wiped her tears, she did not want to blame Dimas with his words earlier to Gilang, he already knew from the beginning of the answer he did not want to cry he had to be strong calm Anin married Dimas so that Afifa anyone to care for Yes Anin had to endure and be patient just for the sake of Afifa.
The incoming call on Anin's phone resuscitated her
"*Hallo,"
"Nin, can we meet?"
"Sorry, Gilang, Anin again can not," said Anin
"Just a minute Nin, I'm waiting at the regular Caffe*!" silang.
"But a." he said disconnected.
Gilang has turned off his phone, what does Gilang want to see him? Was it because of Dimas' confession so wanted to see him? Without thinking long Anin chose to meet Gilang and bring Afifa to be calmer.
Anin was already holding Afifa, he walked out of the room while being a little careful he did not want to meet Dimas it was still crowded. He had not seen Dimas in the living room unwilling to think where Dimas was Anin took the key and walked out, but when in the living room he saw Dimas who was asleep in the chair. Anin paused for a moment whether he should permission first with Dimas, no he did not want to talk to Dimas at this time better he just go.
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Anin put his motorcycle in front of the Cafe, while carrying Afifa he entered the Cafe that is not too crowded, it is strange Gilang asked him to meet in Kafedekat Dimas office first.
"Please sit down" said Gilang.
"Thank you." said Anin sitting down.
"I don't think you're going to take Afifa,"
"There's no way I'm staying with him alone either" Anin said, giving Afifa a pacifier.
"I have ordered food for you, please eat it," said Gilang.
"Thank you, what's wrong with meeting?" ask Anin.
"I know you are upset" said Gilang.
"Through?" ask Anin.
"You heard my conversation with Dimas, right?" ask Gilang.
Anin fell silent and lowered his head, he was lazy if Gilang discussed this back, he was indeed heartbroken.
"I know you're heartbroken now!" said back.
"Who are you, Anin is fine," Anin smiled at Gilang.
"Don't be strong-witted if you want to be sad please,"
"Anin is fine." Anin said back.
Gilang nodded as he put the piece of meat into his mouth and looked at Anin who was bowed looking at Afifa, Gilang smiled slanted how could he be fine at this moment to see his heart so slashed.
"Dimas is a jerk, when you are married but why he still does not love you" said Gilang while chewing his food.
"Sorry what?" ask Anin.
"Nin, you didn't realize that Dimas was in love with Kirana, you were married because you got out of bed, right?" silang.
Anin was silent not answering Gilang's words, he looked at Gilang's face staring intently at him with a smile.
"What is a love-free marriage for, Nin are you happy to be with Dimas?" ask Gilang back.
Anin was still silent not answering Gilang's words, before long the voice of Anin's phone rang apparently a call from Dimas seemed to worry about Anin. Anin was about to pick up the call Dimas but Gilang first snatched his phone.
"*Hello Dimas."
"Care? Where's Anin?"
"Relax him to me, again
nangis-nangis*," said Gilang.
"You know where I am now?" tanya Dimas was firm.
"Don't worry, you've already dumped him he's with the right people" said Gilang.
"*Where's Anin? I want to talk to him!"
"Make what? Isn't your answer clearly*?" silang.
"Please give the phone to Anin I want to talk lang!" said Dimas.
Anin who saw Gilang talking to Dimas immediately seized his phone however he had to tell Dimas whereabouts.
"Halo Mas." said Anin hugging Afifa.
"Where are you?" ask Dimas.
"I was at the cafe deket Mas office first" said Anin.
"Wait for Mas now to go there do not go anywhere," said Dimas turned off the connection.
Dimas clenched his hands when Gilang who received his call, Anin was with Gilang and brought Afifa, he was afraid that something happened to them especially Gilang would be reckless after his speech earlier.
While Anin looked at Gilang with a look of wonder, why was he so impolite to snatch his phone and answer Dimas, it would definitely be a problem again among them.
"Well, why is that the same Mas Dimas answer?" said Anin upset.
"Anin, why are you holding on
"Anin think this is Anin's household problem, a'Gilang do not need to interfere Anin can design it yourself!" said Anin staring intently at Gilang.
"Nin, are you stupid? You want to be married for life without love and just be a satisfied lust Dimas aja? Even dimas touch you not because of love but make a lot of his passion!"
"Stop vilifying Mas Dimas in front of Anin, he's Anin's husband and aa have no right to denounce him!" said Anin.
"Nin I like you since 2 years ago, we are also close and open to each other but why did you choose him Anin? And now obviously he doesn't love you should I shut up?" silang.
Anin was silent, he held back his tears he did not want Afifa to hear their words earlier was not good to fight in front of a small child.
"Nin, you shouldn't have accepted Dimas's proposal back then but why did you accept the proposal and you marry him? Even he never existed for you Nin " said Gilang with full emotion.
Anin calms Afifa who looks at her with a smile, Anin rubs Afifa's back, she doesn't want to talk anything to Gilang.
"Dimas married you to find his nanny Nin, are you unconscious? Now you hear the confession yourself? He doesn't need you he just needs his son Nin's caretaker, sober up," Gilang said.
Circumstances in the cafe were indeed quiet Gilang's voice rang out loud, Friska who happened to be waiting for her coffee order suddenly stared towards the voice that sounded in her ear, Friska who happened to be waiting for her coffee order, he looked at Anin who was sitting holding Afifa and saw the man who stood behind her seemed to have a familiar posture.
What's Dimas? Friska finished getting the order and she paid for it, she chose to sit for a while on the chair while looking at Anin who seemed downcast with tears, was she scolded Dimas? But his posture was like not Dimas and all he knew was that Dimas never scolded women let alone in public places like this. He listened to the conversation between the two.
"Nin, did you stick with Dimas? He's obviously not answering to love you and never will!" silang.
"My answer is Anin, please leave him let me be happy with you" Gilang said.
Anin did not answer Gilang's words he was silent, but he also felt no need to talk to Gilang, he was about to stand up but his hand was blocked by Gilang.
"Stay here Anin, don't go back to that house he doesn't deserve you!"
"Lepasin, don't touch Anin!" said Anin trying to let go of Gilang's grasp.
"Listen to me, Anin, you leave Dimas, I promise to make you happy."
"Please put loe Lang's hand on!" dimas said it came suddenly.
Anin and Gilang were also Friska who was sitting in a chair away from them shocked by the arrival of Dimas. Friska got up from her seat and approached towards them.
"Gapain loe come here?" asked Gilang with a mocking smile.
"He's my wife don't bother him!" said Dimas.
"Wife? You mean baby sister ? Dim loe does not love him, you marry him so that your son will be with Kirana there is a care right? Fucking muna!" silang.
"Loe has no right to interfere in my household affairs with Anin Lang, and never see Anin again I remember you," said Dimas.
"Intermed? I'm the same Anin that Dim deket, you don't know I often meet with him without your knowledge!" said Gilang then pulled out his phone
"This is our photo and this is the latest photo I took with him and bring Afifa Loe do not know Anin often met with me without your knowledge?" said Gilang showing photos.
"Don't say slander!" said Anin angrily.
"It's not the truth, is it Nin? Yesterday's meeting was not we also agreed unfortunately you even forgot to bring groceries to be found out the same Dimas," said Gilang.
"A'Gilang, we never met and yesterday we did not make a deal" said Anin.
"Dim, you don't know what he often does outside without your knowledge we met with Afifa and this photo became evidence" said Gilang.
Dimas now clenched his hands he was annoyed and angry now Gilang also showed evidence of a photo with Anin and Afifa was certainly taken a few days ago.
"Lang, you know Anin my wife should have stayed away from him" Dimas said, holding back his anger.
"Gue is indeed away from him, but Aninnya herself who mengedekitin me and he confided to me your household problems, you guys, he also often met and I know that you do not love him so it does not matter if now I want to grab him?" silang.
"Look, Anin is my wife and will remain the wife and mother of my children, I don't care about all the talk loe, you know, and this photo I don't care if I trust Anin more than you!" dimas said holding Anin's hand.
Anin was stunned by Dimas's answer, did Dimas really believe it? Even he did not care about the photo shown Gilang?.
"Dim, what's so hard is that you're relain Anin for me anyway she's not happy with you and you're not in love with her either, either, loe's son let me take care of Anin so calm I will love him like my own son and you meningan take care of the company loe bankrupt!" silang.
"Did you say you're crazy calling someone's wife?" said Friska who came.
"Friska why is it here?" dimas asked in surprise as did the others.
"I've been horrified by their conversation, Lang, are you in your right mind to take your best friend's wife?" friska.
"Ngapain loe interfered? Why are you here instead of loe in Jakarta?" ask Gilang.
"Well, are we going home now?" said Dimas.
"Wait a minute you can't take Anin that way!" prevent Gilang from reaching Anin's hand.
Dimas was getting annoyed he wanted to beat Gilang who had dared to hold his wife's hand, but he did not want to play hands especially Afifa who saw their commotion.
"Don't lose Anin's hand!" said Anin.
"No, you can't go home with Dimas, he doesn't love you Anin!" silang.
Friska helps Anin to escape from Gilang's hands, she does not know what really happened between them but certainly now Gilang likes Anin's wife Dimas.
"A'Gilang know why Anin never chose you, from the past and did not want to open your heart, Anin, because Anin knows you're not the one who sincerely loves Anin and Anin is unhappy it's not because of Mas Dimas but because of a'Gilang, because it has reappeared in Anin's life!" said Anin calmly.
Silent one thousand languages heard Anin's calm but piercing words, did her presence make Anin unhappy? Gilang sat down while rubbing his face Anin's speech was still heard in his ear, Anin had never said sharp as before, Maybe Anin was very angry with him.
"Tell me if you realize the same thing you do!" said Friska who sat in front of Gilang.
"Ngapain loe here huh?"
"You know that Anin's love should be about relainting her to the person she loves, not seizing her happiness" Friska said.
"Loe knows what? That's not in love with Anin!"
"If not in love with Anin there is no way he chased Anin here, he also could not have married Anin so if not love, he did not, he's a responsible man Gilang not you yourself know how he is, you guys have been in office since long before I was the same Dimas," said Friska.
"Friend? Loe said he was a friend? He called Anin, he married Anin" Gilang said.
"You never asked how Anin felt? If Anin is with you, can she be happy? Lang if you now want to destroy their household is the same as you destroy Anin's happiness!" friska then got up from her seat.
"Aren't you sleeping Dimas? Loe also ruined her life how did it feel?" silang.
"Because I'm not a good person, I'm staying with him, and Anin is the right person for her now if you take Anin from Dimas not just one heart you broke but two Lang hearts, and you're worse than me!" said Frsika then looked at the coffee and walked out.
Gilang was silent to set his breath then remembered his memories with Dimas first when he was still at school and then met with Anindira, who was still in school, it was clear he met Anindira even when Dimas photographed it the first time in Jogja and Dimas was the first person to admire Anin not himself. Gilang felt his mind go round and round thinking about his quarrel with Dimas first just because Anin why did he arrive like this? She pulled her hair in frustration.