Get off the bed

Chapter 3

Dimas is still in the heart that is filled with hurt and disappointment, he does not mean hate women let alone he already has a wife, just that he can not love only that he feels, he can not, but because Dimas had spoken kabul in front of witnesses and guardians who are now his father Dimas promised to try to love Kirana even though it must be gradual.

Slowly but surely, Dimas was devastated with Kirana, all the attention and affection given by Kirana tore him apart. Kirana's patient attitude towards him made him fall back, Dimas was already convinced Kirana was the medicine God gave to heal his wounds.

"Mas, here's the coffee," Kirana put the coffee on the table.

"Still." said Dimas without a glance because he focused on his laptop.

Kirana immediately sat down next to Dimas while watching tv. Kirana is 4 months pregnant, he spent more time at home waiting for Dimas to come home from work sometimes Mother Dimas often stopped by the house carrying dishes for his favorite daughter-in-law and accompanied Kirana with Dina who sometimes joined.

"Mas next Sunday Anin Graduation," he said staring at Dimas.

"Alhamdulillah, keep Mama the same Papah there?" asked Dimas while typing on his laptop.

"But do not know Mas, Mamah same Papah from the beginning did not agree Anin lecture in Jogja, their relationship is also less familiar especially the same Papah he was angry," said Kirana.

Dimas who never knew about Kirana's family then opened his ears and closed his laptop, it was not that he intended to interfere in the affairs of the Kirana family just that now Kirana was his wife at least he could be a good listener.

"It used to be that our family was less harmonious because I was the same Anindira was often left behind by the same maids who took care of us from school until night, he said, Mamah Sama Papah was busy working in the agency and at most there was a week but rarely collected all, most can only be the first lebaran we complete," Kirana said

looking seriously at Dimas.

Dimas had turned his body towards Kirana and listened to her seriously tell him.

"Anindira is besides beautiful, she is also smart she is even very smart several times in the provincial championship as well and she always wins. The last time he graduated High School he dropped out to take a scholarship in Jogja, Papah was angry because we did not have a family there especially she is a girl, Papah was angry because we have no family there, and they are very angry because Anindira majored in Architecture when Mamah same Papah wants him to major in medicine," explained Kirana.

Kirana stops her story she then smiles at Dimas and holds Dimas's hand, Dimas pulls Kirana into his arms, Kirana leans on Dimas while continuing her story.

"Anin still kekeh to take his scholarship there, and because of that Papah finally ngizinin him but he was very angry, he was angry, he said he wouldn't know about her and wouldn't care about her for being a dissident child, Mamah was also disappointed as she also let Anind go to Jogja and study there, at first I thought Mamah the same Papah changed his mind and was devastated but in fact they remain disappointed with Anin until now never even asked anything about Anindira," said Kirana who suddenly dropped her tears because she felt sorry for her beloved sister.

"Have you not cried, God willing they will understand the decision Anin took, after all no parents hate their children, they may have been disappointed but in their little hearts they still love their children." dimas said to calm his wife.

"Anindira is alone Mas, she has no one except me her brother, Mas want to promise the same I will love Anindira and take care of her, her life is never happy from a small, happy, and, he was fighting alone, even though he looked good, but he kept it all alone" he said.

"Inshaallah we will always take care of him until he meets someone who can take care of him and happy him" said Dimas rubbed Kirana's back.

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Anin was pensive at the table with her hands chopping her chin, she did not know how she could live her life after this, another week she would be at graduation, the thing he was most looking forward to after four years of fighting finally materialized.

If others can smile happily and breathe freely, Anin can only stare at the white wall in the tavern where she helps Bude and Pakde who have her Costs. He tangent after this he will go where because he has no direction to live his day after graduation.

"Well, how come you're nduk?" asked the middle-aged woman approaching Anindira.

"Ndak papa Bude, again tangent aja," he said.

"Couldn't tell your parents yet?"

"Already, but they are busy ndak can come, teteh also again pregnant so she may not come" he said with Javanese accent.

"It's not necessary to think, if they can't come Bude just as Pakde came." he said stroking Anin's back.

"Chess Nuwun Bude, sorry is always a hassle," he said smiling at Bude who he immediately embraced.

"Yo ndaklah, you've already considered Bude his own son, besides you are good to help Bude with Pakde sales," he smiled.

It has been four years after he wandered in Jogja to get an education in this special city Anindira get people who love him sincerely, Bude and Pakde the owner of Kostan where he lives, he was not young but they were very friendly and kind to Anindira especially because Anindira often helped him in Bude's shop which had been open for 40 years, Anindira already considers Bude and Pade her parents both because they are so affectionate and considerate to Anindira.

Since then Anindira always told them whatever good life and college, lucky they always give Anindira advice and direction.

Bude and Pakde only live alone in his house, they have 6 boarding houses that they have built for a long time specifically for students who wander, and they have, not far from his house they open a shop that is always crowded visitors, especially at night. They have 3 children, 2 girls are married and live with her husband and 1 boy who is still just entering college.

Anindira entered his boarding room which he occupied with 2 of his friends, as usual Anindira was always sleeping late at night because he was busy making mockups for the company where he worked, for the last two years Anindira worked at a company not too far from her college, she got the offer after getting the best grades and achievements on her campus. It also doesn't work all day, he only works at home or during college breaks only and after finishing with his design he will immediately give to his company of course not always smooth sometimes they demand a lot of him but because Anindira is happy with the design his work he never discouraged giving the best as they asked.

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"Well it will be Saturday tomorrow Anin graduation," he said again calling Mamahnya.

"Oh yes." she replied briefly.

"You can't come here?" ask Anin to make sure.

"Saturday Mamah wants to nemanin Papah to Bogor two days," said Mamah.

"Oh yes Mah" he said, then turned off his phone.

Anin could not bear to hold back her tears, she already knew the answer would always be the same, but somehow Anin still kept hoping her Mom answered differently and she always expected it every time she needed them.

Anin laid herself on a folding mattress that had been her friend for the past four years, and for the past four years also Anin had never slept well, she said, he always sleeps more than twelve hours a night he already has insomnia like, I don't know but lucky even though he sleeps late at night he can always wake up shabuh.

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Dimas was busy in his office, there were two scheduled meetings that he would lead, and several meetings about cooperation had also been attended.

"Sorry sir, I would like to schedule your meeting and cooperation next week" secretary Dimas said.

"I'll check later."

"Oh yes sir, Karisma company invites you to the inauguration of its new branch in Jogja," he said again.

"When?"

"Fum'at tomorrow sir" he said.

"Well, I'll take a look back at the schedule, thank you" Dimas said.

Dimas decided to go back to his house, because Kirana ordered some food and fruits, yes lately Kirana often cravings and he always asked Dimas, he said, sometimes if Dimas could not bring it he asked Dina Dimas' sister to bring it because he was busy with his office affairs.

Dimas returned to his house, as usual Mother and Dina were already at home accompanying Kirana.

"Saturday Mas wants an event to Jogja there is an invitation to the inauguration of a new Branch" said Dimas sitting on the sofa with others.

"How many days?" ask Kirana.

"Maybe three days, the Friday show may be Sunday night straight home" he said

"But Kirana can't go all the way pity her womb," said Mother.

"Where does Kirana think you're staying?" tanyanya is unbearable.

"Gapapa Mas anyways there is a mother with Dina can also be nemanin," he said smiling.

"Mom can you take Kirana?" ask Dimas.

"Remember, I take care of my mother's favorite daughter-in-law and future grandchildren" he said stroking Kirana's back.

"Mas, all of Mas to Jogja meet Anindira he graduates on Saturday tomorrow Mas can come be his guardian?" ask Kirana.

"Lho Mamah same Papah you didn't go there?" ask Mother.

"No ma'am, they have an event, Papah there is a meeting in Bogor and Mamah must be cut short" Kirana said with a sad face.

"Yes, if that is so you become a representative of your brother-in-law Dim, you come there," said Mother.

Dimas only nodded in agreement, although in his heart there was doubt because since he married Kirana, Anindira only greeted him several times through whatsapp messages that were only limited to asking about Kirana and news, he said, but because of Kirana's request he could not refuse it because he knew the fact that Anindira was alone in that special city and there was no harm in him as his sister-in-law came at his graduation ceremony.