
Shortly after Dimas proposed to Anindira, the family decided to hasten their marriage.
Anin and Dimas agreed, because they were all arranged by two-sided families, their wedding was held not too luxurious as Karina used to be, anindira's family suggests holding a simple wedding even though Anin wants the wedding she dreams of but because this is a second marriage for Dimas and Anindira also feel no need to be too luxurious just relatives and friends only who came.
Today Dimas came to pick up Anin for a shirt fittings, frankly Dimas did not want to leave because Anin also did not approve but Mother Dimas asked that Anin and Dimas choose their own because after all this is the first marriage for Anin and definitely Anin has a desire for her marriage, marriage is only once in a lifetime.
"Had Mamah said no need to fit clothes, Mamah has already pesen clothes for you later Mamah asked for a picture of her," Mamah told Dimas who was waiting for Anin below.
"Gapapa Mah, after all Anin would want to choose a dress for her wedding," replied Dimas.
Dimas knew that his mother-in-law did not want to hold a wedding too fancy, she had also determined the clothes and everything including food and buildings, unlike Kirana before, she had, everything was chosen according to his own wishes and Dimas also chose it.
Before long Anin came down and approached the two of them.
"We go first Mah," said Dimas immediately stood up as Anin went down.
"Yes, be careful" said Mamah.
In the car Anin just looked down silently without turning to Dimas who was focusing on driving, Dimas also felt awkward with this situation, like this, he knew Anin had said yesterday that he did not want to leave, but Dimas forced him to, even though he himself was told only by Mom.
"I'm sorry I forced you to go, I was too pushy" Dimas said.
"No, gapapa Mas just not good with Mamah only he already choose clothes,"
"The clothes that Mamah chose were Kirana's wedding dress, I also disagree with the shirt because after all this is your first marriage so you are free to choose,"
"Please Mas." said Anin briefly.
It is true, this is the first and last marriage for Anindira, although because Descending Bed but for Anin marriage only once in his lifetime he does not want to mess around in marriage, he said, although there is no love between the two, he believes that one day they can fall in love and become a harmonious family.
Enter them in the Boutique, Dimas entered first while Anin was still weighing, and, he really did not want to choose a dress even though he had made his own dress design that he dreamed of when in High School but he did not want to trouble designers to make it and after all his parents would not agree if he makes a dress.
"Which dress do you want?" ask Dimas.
Anin is still considering she chose to walk with the boutique owner who showed her some of her newly designed dresses, but there is no right choice for Anin, he said, some dresses are very good but there are some that are lacking according to Anin.
But looking at Dimas who seems to be bored waiting finally Anin chose one of the dresses that he thought would not make the curves of his body look so clear because he chose to use the hijab during his wedding as he wanted since long.
After choosing, the boutique owner told Anin to try it but Anin rejected it because she thought the dress was very fitting for her body that was not too contained, she also did not want Dimas longer waiting for her.
"Is there anything we want to buy again?" ask Dimas.
"No, we just go home, oh how about Afifa?" ask Anin.
"Well, he was treated with the same mother Dina as well, how do we eat first?" ask Dimas.
"May." Anin replied.
Anin asks Dimas to take her to his favorite Chingu Cafe. Dimas agreed they ordered some food.
"I want to talk to you seriously" Dimas said.
"Speak aja," said Anin while drinking his drink.
"After we get married I want you to stay in my house with Afifa, I also will not limit all your needs and Afifa, Afifa, I also know that you are making the negatur ordered online I will also not ban you and what you do as long as it does not interfere with your activities and your obligations as a wife and Mother," said Dimas.
"Thank you for the understanding, maybe after marriage Anin just take some orders just the rest Anin will play the role of Anin as wife and mother," Anin replied.
"One more, one more, I know we are married not because we love each other but in Islam marriage only once in a lifetime maybe not for me but maybe for both of us hopefully this is the last I hope you can live the obligation you and I ask you to be patient because after all I also need time to start new things including you, too,"
"Alright, Anin also knows Mas inshaallah hopefully he can," he said.
"And.., for the obligations of husband and wife in general after marriage maybe I have not been able to fulfill it, we can sleep one bed but I may not be able to do it," he said a little doubt.
Anin was silent for a moment, she knew Dimas's intention of talking to her was a little hesitant.
"Father Mas, Anin knew it would be better if we did it when we loved each other and wanted it not, after all Afifa was a child Anin would not sue Mas in any case," anin smiled at Dimas.
Dimas nodded his head in agreement, thank God Anin agreed and did not reject him he thought Anin would dispute what he said but Anin seemed to agree with everything.
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In addition to Anindira's friends also their brothers including Bude and Pakde who came all the way from Jogja with Hasan.
"I accept the marriage and marriage of Anindira Maheswari bint Jajang Jaenuddin with the dowry paid in cash" said Dimas Lantang.
"How are witnesses legal?"
"AH" said the witness.
They all stamped.
When they changed the ring, Dimas looked at Anindira who was now officially his wife, he was very beautiful with the dress he chose and the hijab he wore made Dimas pangling to look at him, although he did not love Anindira but he admitted Anindira was really very beautiful, Dimas pinned his ring on Anindira's finger but stopped for a moment.
He remembered that the ring he was currently putting on Anindira's finger was the Alm Kirana ring he had given just before Kirana breathed her last breath, and he remembered the first time he put a ring on Kirana's finger and he imagined the figure of Kirana who was now standing before him.
"Kirana, I miss you" said Dimas, a little whisper who immediately hugged Anin when after the ring fell.
Everyone applauded happily when the two embraced but not with Anin it felt like he wanted to leave immediately, just Dimas said kabul ijab and now he immediately called himself Kirana, does she love Kirana that much? Why hallucinate as if she were Kirana, tight in the chest, why would Dimas not accept her?
Dimas let go of his embrace, he immediately realized that what he was holding was not Kirana but Anin, Kirana's biological sister who was now his wife, Anindira who was still surprised and a little disappointed trying to smile looked at Dimas who had just shed his longing tears at his wife's alm, Anin as much as possible neutralize his heart trying sincerely.
The wedding ceremony was only held until the afternoon, from the morning Anin and Dimas did not talk to each other even when in the pelaminan were both silent and unrepentant.
Anin searches for the whereabouts of Gilang who has been a month since they last met at the Cafe not communicating with each other, but, Anin has given his invitation to Gilang through whatsapp message but Gilang's phone number is not active maybe he has replaced it.
"As long as you are Bro, may Anindira be your soul mate" said Rendra smiling happily towards Dimas.
"Thanks, Tell me what's he?" ask Dimas a little slowly.
"He sends his greetings to Loe, I hope everything can improve again" said Rendra who immediately greeted Anin.
"Congratulations Nin, hopefully be a family of sadinah mawadah warahmah," said Rendra.
"Thank you a'Don't tell me to come?" ask Anin.
Rendra stared at the same Dimas staring at him, Anin's question made the two silenced, Rendra as much as possible looking for answers so that Anindira did not know the problem of Dimas and Gilang.
"Oh Gilang again out of town with his brother, it could be so busy the eta mah," replied Rendra laughing.
"Oh so that the number is not active because it has never seen him for a month" said Anin.
Rendra just smiled slightly towards Anin and looked towards Dimas who seemed to be sighing as well with a question from Anin.
Rendra opted down from the underwriting after taking a portrait with them.
When the event was over, Dimas asked the family to bring Anin and Afifa to live in his house, fortunately all the clothes had been moved to Dimas' house long before their wedding, only a few clothes left that Anindira had not brought but he had prepared in his suitcase.
Anin was holding Afifa who was still sleeping like she was tired after a day of events, Afifa has now stepped on five months and his body is now fat despite only drinking formula milk but Afifa is very healthy until now even looks adorable to make Anindira so fond of him.
"You shower first, let me take care of Afifa" said Dimas after they got home.
"Yes Mas, where's Anin's stuff?" ask Anin.
"In the side closet, I haven't tidied it up yet" Dimas pointed to their bedroom closet.
Anindira took her clothes and towels she chose to take a bath because her body had felt very sticky since noon, while Dimas she was still holding a milk tube for Afifa which she had slept on her bed, actually Afifa already has a bed next to his bed but he is afraid that Afifa woke up so he has not moved it.
A few minutes Anin had finished bathing, her face was also clean of makeup she now uses red pajamas with hair that is still wrapped around a towel, she said, looking white skin and neckline he was walking towards the bed and sitting near Dimas, while Dimas tried to hold himself back so as not to be too enamored with Anindira who was charming, indeed, even when she is not making it look very natural beauty.
"Mas Bathe first, let Afifa Anin take care of it first we ate was Mamah bring cooking also for us" said Anin.
Dimas immediately got up from his bed and chose to go into the bathroom, he tried to regulate his heartbeat is really very difficult for him to be in one room with Anindira even one room.
Although Anin is now officially his wife but it feels very awkward especially Anindira even being nice to him, even though they did have a good relationship as a brother-in-law but still it feels now their status has changed and made it unbecoming, how can he undergo domestic relations with Anindira if in his heart he is not ready to start again.
Dimas rubbed his face violently, he even remembered Kirana even since the exchange of the ring earlier he still missed Kirana's figure, no matter when he could forget the dead Kirana and accept Anindira as his wife, he also did not want to hurt Anindira but he was also afraid to start.
Meanwhile, Anindira sighed after Dimas went to the bathroom, she was really nervous at the moment, she was, although he knew there would be no relationship like husband and wife because they agreed they would do it if the two were already in love but it felt really awkward for Anindira one room with Dimas who was once his older brother his brother-in-law, moreover, he will sleep together from today and make his pacemaker rise.
Anindira tries to neutralize herself however this is her decision and they have become husband and wife meaning Anindira must be able to get used to seeing Dimas every day and live with him.