Get off the bed

Chapter 136's

A month after Karina's departure, Johan was still speechless in his bed staring blankly ahead. The infusion was also stuck on his right wrist after his left wrist had nowhere else to plug the infusion needle. Many times Johan revolted and pulled out the hose of the infusion because so aware when no one was waiting for him by his side he would immediately pull out the hose and move out of the house to find his wife's whereabouts.

His limp and tapered body was forced to step somewhere where clearly Johan had not given up on finding his wife's whereabouts and taking her home. He's sure his wife's still out there with no one. His wife was a good man, even a very good man, and he was sure that everyone would help his good wife like that angel.

But foolishly he had let his angelic good wife go away because of her mother's bad speech and treatment. Johan was really sorry about that. It had once crossed his mind to end his own life. But the speech, advice like an ustadzah was able to undo his intention to end his life.

The seduction, persuasion and advice of Edo and Riko did not enter his soul who went nowhere. Johan is like an undead, his body here his soul goes with his wife. Though his wife is not necessarily still alive considering the illness suffered by his wife could have taken his life.

But Johan insisted and was convinced that his wife was still alive and was waiting for him to be picked up by her. His wife was playing hide-and-seek with him and wanted him as a husband who loved him to find her while giving her husband a test of how much he felt about his wife. That was what was always instilled in his mind to be a lively and unyielding encouragement to find his wife.

Other than Edo and Riko there was nothing else to comfort and help him. Even his own mother never visited him hoping to comfort and accompany his son to fight for life even without his wife.

Once Ambar came to see the situation but not help but instead force Johan to marry only his mother grandson, Celine. It's not that it helped Ambar make things worse. Johan didn't bother him at all. He wanted to get angry, he wanted to scream, he wanted to curse at his mother who was completely unempathetic to him with his grief that his wife had left behind. Moreover, the cause of his wife leaving was his own mother, sharp words that pierced his conscience as well as his wife to make his wife give up to be by his side.

"Why don't you just marry Celine? After all, your wife ran away from you." Ambar said at that time. Edo and Riko who also heard the big madam's words from outside the room door were furious and clenched their hands tightly wanting to hit it.

"Go Mom!" Johan replied softly, as if his power had been lost somewhere. His body that was getting thinner because he could not eat anything made his energy disappear even to speak just sounded like a whisper.

"You're gonna lose, just torture yourself while your wife runs off with no one. Who knows if it turns out your wife ran off with another man." Ambar is warming up to Johan.

Johan was silent no longer answered, he was still lying on his bed. His eyes were closed which felt tired. He never thought that far about his wife, he believed her to be a loyal woman who only loved him. He believes his mother's words are not true.

"It's up to you to ruin yourself." Ambar gave up and left his son who still did not give him an answer. Next time he will persuade his son to become the father of his grandson.

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Edo and Riko turned their heads towards the door to see the big madam coming out from inside the room with an annoyed face. Ambar stared at the two alternately still showing his face and his regret. Then he left without saying anything to either.

"Mistress' mouth is sharp." Riko answered a nod of the head by Edo. Until both of them rushed into the room Johan saw his condition after the arrival of his mother.

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"Sir, you're fine." Johan was silent, still closing his eyes even though he wasn't really sleeping. Just close your eyes. His eyeballs only moved when he heard the voice of Edo, his trusted assistant who had always faithfully accompanied him to this day. So is Riko, although Riko rarely speaks, Johan knows, Riko is also a trusted person who always faithfully accompanies and visits him even though he is busy helping Edo from behind the scenes.

"Let the boss rest!" Riko interrupted Edo who looked at him. Edo seemed to be breathing heavily.

"I need his signature to continue this cooperation project which was delayed by a few weeks, the client gave time for the last time today." Edo's complaint made the two turn their heads towards Johan who suddenly opened his eyes quickly.

"Sir."

"Boss."

Both of them approached the bed to find out what had happened to Johan. They hope that a miracle will soon be obtained by their master or boss.

"Sir, all right?" Edo asked, both of them still staring at Johan who was still silently glaring towards the ceiling of his room.

"Boss." Replace Riko who speaks.

"My wife called me." Guman Johan who is still heard both make the two look at each other hoping that in their minds does not happen. Yes, Edo and Riko think that hopefully the master or the boss is not really crazy.

"Help me Edo!" Johan's decree made the two immediately compact to carry out Johan's decree. Even though the one who was called was only Edo because he stood closest to her. Riko who is too loyal to respond even though he is not the one who is called.

"Sir, all right?" Edo asked once again looking at the clingy Johan.

"Give it!" Johan grabbed the map placed on the nightstand next to his bed. Edo handed it over.

"Where should I sign?" Ask Johan.

"This is sir." Edo pointed out his place while thrusting out a pen.

"Have you checked everything?" Johan's question still sounded weak helpless.

"I'll make sure nothing happens." Answer Edo firmly. Johan just nodded in agreement to believe Edo's words while putting his signature on the place Edo pointed to.

"There again?" Johan asked looking at Edo with a glare in his eyes.

Edo also conveyed an explanation of the project as well as the meeting schedule that must be attended after this. Johan just nodded.

"Go back to the office now! I want to talk to Riko." Johan's Word.

"Good sir. Excuse me." Johan nodded.

"Boss." Riko approaches the bed after Edo leaves Johan's room.

"Riko."

"Yes boss." Not happy inexplicably Riko felt creepy called Johan like that.

"Give the woman to the police, give us the evidence we have! Let the police take care of it!.... Let the court impose the appropriate punishment on him!.... I hope he doesn't escape the law." Johan said at length, this is the first long sentence spoken by Johan after the departure of his wife. Although it was paused because Johan's weak body made him ngososan just talk like that. Riko who was still digesting Johan's words was still speechless.

"Riko." Johan cried staring at Riko who even looked dreamy it was.

"Yes the boss."

"You hear what I said?" Johan asked frowning looking at Riko.

"... boss sure? Doesn't the boss want to teach him his own lessons?" Riko asked to make sure her hearing was not wrong.

"Well boss, if that's what the boss wants." Riko finally answered.

"I.. dreamed.my wife said..." Johan said unconsciously his tears were flowing.

"Boss..."

"I will wait for Riko.., until my wife returns..." Said Johan again while wiping his tears.

"Boss's spirit..."

"Thank you Riko." Johan replied with a happy smile, the first smile after his wife's departure.

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Epilogues

"Mas, it's morning. You have to work." Karina said that morning patting her husband's cheeks gently. A soft and melodious voice made Johan complacent still faithfully close his eyes.

"Hm." Johan just muttered.

"Mas, let's get up!" Said Karina again gently, sitting on the edge of the bed where her husband lay.

"Beauty soon, dear." Johan Guman.

"It's seven o'clock, yesterday mas said there was a morning meeting." Johan opened his eyes to look at the face of his wife who was in front of him was already looking beautiful in the morning when he opened his eyes.

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Johan clutched his wife's body tightly. Her tears suddenly fell.

"Mas, why? Mas, crying?" Karina Tanya was still in a sudden embrace from her husband. Sounds a little from her husband.

"Dear, I don't, I just remember my dreams. You.. left me." Johan's weak whisper still clutched his wife's body while grinning her face on the overdraft of his wife's neck that was not wrapped in the hijab.

"The dream is just a sleeping flower. Even if it really happened, be assured. Mate, death, the fortune of all is the decree of Allah." Said Karina in a soft tone.

"But I don't want you to leave. If I have to die, let me die first." Johan said weakly.

"Mas, don't talk like that! Speech is prayer. Be careful when you talk. If.." lf..." Karina stretched her husband's arms out to her husband's sad face, tears in the corner of her eyes made Karina smile sweetly making that smile rub off on her smile.

"If one day there is a day that makes us part. Remember!"

"I don't want us to part, baby, no matter what happens, don't leave me. Please baby, I don't know what my life is without you. I must be dead, I must be broken. You want me to be destroyed? You want me dead?" Said Johan emotion even though it did not raise his tone.

"Mas. Listen to me first!"

"Don't leave me! You have to promise first. Say darling!" Johan looked at his wife expectantly.

"I can't promise you, sorry."

"So, one day you will definitely leave me. You're gonna leave me? You... Do you love me?" Johan said back to emotions.

"Mas, I love you. Loves you so much. More than my life. But, if it's God's destiny, who can fight it. If God has determined the age of man. We can't dodge it. All humans will leave and die someday. So, if one day God separates us, believe God will also reunite us. No matter how hard we hold something if we are not matchmakers, we will not meet. And as far as we are. Rest assured God will unite and restore what should be ours." Johan fell silent, he digested his wife's words. But he continued to hope, no matter what happened they would not separate. He must defy God's destiny.

"I'll take a shower first." Johan did not answer his wife, he chose to go into the bathroom in their room. Karina just let out a long sigh and shook her head.

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"I love you, don't leave me!" Karina hugged the body of her husband who was busy wearing his work clothes. After coming out of the bathroom, Johan more silent not to mengubris his wife's words. He was a little upset and angry at his wife.

"I'm sorry, if my words hurt you. Sorry." Say Karina again. Johan stopped him buttoning his shirt.

"I dreamt, you left me." Johan finally said. Karina stared at her husband who turned to face her.

"And I'm like an undead and ruined." Karina was still silent hearing her husband's complaints.

"And I can't find you anywhere? Didn't know you were alive or dead. It hurt Karin so much, so." Johan said again spilling a drop of tears unconsciously.

"I'll be back, if we ever get separated. I'm going back. I'll look for you. I'm going home to you. I promise." Karina answered while holding her husband's body.

"Thank you dear, thank you. Ilove you. Very." Very."

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Sorry, can not up more than one chapter, the mood goes up and down. But promise I'll be up every day. Thank you for staying faithful in reading.

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