Get off the bed

Chapter 45's

I was confused, confused as to what kind of reaction. I awkwardly received the testpack from the hands of mbak Puji.

"Not yet to know Mom, Pa, Mas, this just wanted me to check," I explained while showing the testpack held.

"Yes, it's been checked quickly, not true said Selena, you vomited last night because of young pregnancy," said Ms. Nami, she then stood up and took Zayn in my arms.

Huh! I sighed, last night I had forbidden Puji to tell everyone, eh even Selena who told me.

Without any more babibu, I went straight back to the room, intending to check if I was really pregnant or not. Turns out Arick followed me into the room.

"Jy." Jn." Mas Arick held my hand as I was about to go into the bathroom, he pulled and sat me on the side of the bed. By itself, Arick pulled up the nightstand and sat in front of me.

I saw Arick's face was so nervous, tense, even his palms felt so cold.

I put on a smile, actually who wants to check the pregnancy is me or mas Arick anyway?

"What's up, Mom?" I asked while stroking his palms to get warm again.

"Ji, you're okay, right? what if the result is positive?" asked Mas Arick with a sad face, apparently he was still worried about my heart, with my wisdom feeling about getting pregnant again while still breastfeeding Zayn.

I am silent, I have clarified everything to Allah, I have been. If there is a fetus in my womb then I will be very grateful and I will be responsible for taking care of it.

"Mas, if I'm really pregnant, I'll be very happy. That means God trusted me to get pregnant again" I explained and Arick just fell silent.

"If I'm not pregnant, it means we have to put in more effort" I smiled seductively, and Arick gave a slight smile, a very thin smile.

For a long time we looked at each other, as if to find out what the heart was in each other.

"What about Zayn?" ask Arick hesitating.

"Zayn?"

Arick nodded small.

"I'm sure I can still breastfeed Zayn, after all, now that he's MPASI, maybe it's the right time."

Mas Arick tightened our hands.

"Ji, believe me, I love you so much and Zayn. Zayn is also my son, I can't possibly compare him any day" he said, staring into my eyes, wanting me to be sure that he loved Zayn dearly.

"I believe Mas, I believe in him."

From the beginning I knew that Arick loved Zayn very much. I even married him because of Zayn. Arick and Zayn have had a bond.

Hearing my answer, Arick began to smile, he approached and kissed my lips, a longing kiss like we used to do after silence.

Tok tok tok tok

Hurriedly we took off the pagutan when there was a knock on the door out there, with a smile, mas Arick erased the trace of his kiss on my lips.

"Son, this is Sofi's mother, hasn't her test yet?" Mother shouted from out there, mas Arick immediately rushed over and hurriedly opened the door.

"How did it go?" ask the impatient mother when the door is perfectly open.

"Not yet ma'am, this again wants to be checked," I replied who peeked from the back of Arick.

"Well, what was that about? not checked yet. Yeah it's been there quickly checked, mom wait in the living room."

I nodded, Mom left and Arick closed the door again.

"Jy." Jn." Arick held my arm again as I was about to enter the bathroom.

"Bism" he said as I turned.

"Bism" I replied with a smile.

May the positive servant become pregnant, O Allah. Aamiins.

When I got to the bathroom, I suddenly felt nervous. A little worried if the result is negative. I know, Arick and everybody really hope I get pregnant soon.

Huh! repeatedly I pulled and exhaled gradually, tried to calm down and began to check the results.

Two red lines?

Two red lines?

Yes, positive.

My tears are shed, I sob. This happy feeling I had once felt, when I found out I was pregnant with Zayn I was happy.

Oh, my God, thank you.

Tok tok tok tok

"Ji, honey, are you okay? open the door, Ji." Arick's voice rang out full of anxiety, maybe he eavesdropped and heard my sobbing, hihi mas Arick mas Arick.

I opened the door, and sure enough, Arick looked at me very anxiously.

"How's it?" his tan trembled, his cold hands also removed the remains of clear water in my eyes.

"As we wish baby, I'm pregnant."

"really?"

I nodded, and as quickly as lightning Arick scooped my lips, took a deep sip and twisted the milin of our tongues. His hand did not remain still, he stroked my queen's belly with affection.

Long enough we kissed, maybe Arick forgot that the whole family was waiting out there.

"Well! My mother!" I gasped after Arick took off his pagutan, instead of pity he was even happier.

Mas Arick kissed me again, hugged my waist tight and took me inside his arms.

"Thank you, thank you," he said gently right in my ear, to make me bristle.

Tok tok tok tok

The knocking of the door sounded again, and we regained consciousness immediately.

"Yes Ma'am," I said, now replace Nami's mother who followed us to the room.

With a little ruckus, Arick and I finally came out. Tell this happy news to everyone. They were so happy and grateful for my pregnancy.

Nami's mother and Sofia's mother also repeatedly advised me, encouraging me that everything would be fine.

Zayn and the child I bear today is the most beautiful gift in this family.

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After the prayers of Ashar mas Arick invited me to visit the tomb of Arend mas. For some reason, he misses Arend a lot and wants to see his tomb.

I think, Zayn I live at home with mbak Puji.

And here I am and Arick now, sitting next to Arend's tomb. We have just finished reading al-Fatiha, Surat al-Ikhlash and al-Muawwidzatain (al-Falaq and an-Naas).

There is no more sadness in my heart, no regrets about everything that has happened. I'm already familiar with the destiny of life that I live today, for me Arend is still the first love that will never be replaced, and mas Arick is my last love that I will continue to maintain.

Thank you, thank God.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

Epilogues

Arend's prayer while alive:

O Allah, grant all the prayers of Arick's servant brother, now the servant does not need anything, now the servant has got everything. Only Your forgiveness is what I now hope to take away all my sins.

Arick Prayer:

O Allah, love the whole family of servants, grant all their prayers. If you are pleased, meet a servant with a woman like Jihan to be a companion for the life of the servant.

Jihan Prayer:

O Allah, forgive the sins of the servants, the sins of the servants' husbands and the sins of the servants' parents. Dear husband, O Allah, ease all the paths he takes, and grant all his prayers.

And ...

God answered the prayers of the three of them.