Get off the bed

Chapter 29's

Anindira stared at the window of the car with tears that escaped, occasionally she sighed at the tears while holding a formula milk tube that Afifa was drinking at this time. He did not dare to look at Dimas who was now focusing on driving and even silenced a thousand languages since coming out of the Cafe earlier.

The incident at the Cafe made him feel tight in the chest because Gilang which he considered like his own brother had even believed instead made a slander that almost made Dimas misunderstood. Anin does not understand why everyone is so bad to her Dimas does not love her, Gilang wants to destroy her household and her parents who ignore her.

I don't know what the sins of Anin in the past until his life is not happy. Until he realized when Dimas thought about his car in front of Mom's house and he got out of the car.

"Let's get off!" dimas opened the car door.

"Why go to Mom's?" ask Anin.

Dimas did not answer him he opened the back door of the car to pick up a carry bag then took Afifa from Anin's sling and walked towards the house. Anin did not know what her husband was planning that she saw Dimas now became cold frown with anger and Anin was afraid.

"Assalamualaikum ma'am" said Dimas in a hurry.

"Waalaikumsalam, don't you come here to say it?" ask Mother.

"Mom, Dimas wants to nitip Afifa first please take care of him" said Dimas gave Afifa.

"Lho what's wrong?" ask Mom curious.

"There's something we have to finish, later on we'll pick up Afifa again, this shirt and diaper are just as milk here," said Dimas gave his bag tote.

Mother received Dimas's bag and looked at Anin who was down, she saw Anin's eyes as if crying and she understood that Dimas and Anin were having problems.

"You don't have to worry, let Afifa I take care of you to solve the same problem Anin this is your time to spend time together, remember not to hurt the heart of the Dimas woman!" I whispered to Dimas.

"Yes mom, Dimas also does not want to make her cry, thank you mom sorry to bother again, Dimas left first" said Dimas greeting Mother.

"Mommy doesn't matter if you want to titipin Afifa, already take care of Anin" said Mother.

Anin who was still down realized when Dimas invited her away, she immediately greeted Mom who smiled at her.

"Where is Dimas?" ask the new father.

"They have problems, it's time Dimas opened his heart and was honest with Anin," said Mother.

"The child is too young, you think he will be more mature after having children" said the father sitting in a chair.

"Dimas is still traumatized maybe sir."

The father nodded and took Afifa to carry. Mother and Father chose to be silent and not too interfere in the household affairs of their children because however they are adults but if they need help as now enter Afifa Mother and Father do not mind.

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Dimas drove his car at standard speed, Dimas remained silent saying nothing to Anin and instead they fell silent to each other. But Anin realized for a moment the bike was still left in front of the cafe.

"Mas, the bike was still in the cafe" said Anin.

"I've asked people to take it, while in the office first!" said Dimas.

Anin nodded then turned his gaze out of the car glass, he did not know where Dimas took him because the road they passed now was not the direction of their home.

"We have arrived" said Dimas.

"It's not?" anin was surprised.

"Yes, let's get down!" said Dimas.

Anin got out of the car and followed Dimas who was walking to buy flowers and water. Anin bentang why Dimas suddenly took her to the tomb of his brother Alm, Anin had not been to this place for a long time and this was the second time after getting married Dimas invited him.

"Mas, Anin doesn't wear a veil" Anin said.

"It's just a short stop" replied Dimas.

Dimas paid for the flowers and the water he bought then walked in following Anin from behind. Dimas led the prayer after reading the letter with Anin, Anin suddenly returned to tears remembering his memories with Kirana first. But he did not know why there was a feeling of envy also Dimas invited him to this place to visit Kirana's tomb, did Dimas miss him too? Dimas clearly still loves Kirana but somehow Anin's heart feels sore.

"Kirana, I think I can take good care of Anin almost everyone else wants to take it," Dimas said staring at the land he had watered.

"Kirana I promised to take care of Anin and make her happy but I was the one who made her cry, Kirana forgive me for disappointing" said Dimas again.

Anin who was already standing staring at the back of Dimas who was still sitting, this is the first time Anin saw Dimas talking at Kirana's tomb, Anin just fell silent waiting for Dimas to finish.

"Kirana you're right, I'm a coward but I'm afraid to lose him" Dimas said.

"Mas." call Anin softly.

"Kirana thanks for listening, I promise to take care of him" said Dimas then stood with Anin's hand.

"When we go home, may you be quiet in heaven" Dimas said.

Anin wiped away her tears that had always soaked her cheeks, she tried to hold it back since then but seeing Dimas talking in her sister's belly button made her cry again, Anin knew Dimas loved her brother so much.

The day was getting late, Dimas was still driving his car without a conversation between the two of them, both were silent only the song from Westlife "when a woman loves a man" who dyed in their ears. Anin smiled a little in the heart of this song just like her once why Dimas played a song from his favorite boyband when their circumstances were chaotic.

Suddenly it rained heavily, Dimas drove his car with a car that was stuck on the side of the road, why Dimas did not continue their journey even though Anin really wanted to go home and rest.

"You hungry?" ask Dimas.

"Lumayan lager, why not just go home?" ask Anin.

"There's bread as well as snacks and water you eat first, there's brownis amanda as well" said Dimas.

"Where to buy?"

"So I bought before picking you up, you eat first so that the stomach does not recur while waiting for the rain to subside" said Dimas.

"Mas eat too, it's my favorite brownie, right?" said Anin

"It's better to make you" Dimas said as he stuffed a brownie into his mouth.

Anin only smiled slightly as she lowered her head, Dimas' praise did not make her as happy as before because Dimas never had any taste for Anin and Anin soberly.

"Nin" said Dimas pulling Anin's hand.

Quickly Anin released her hand from Dimas's grasp, truly Anin would no longer want Dimas to play with his feelings.

"I'm sorry for what I didn't mean this morning" Dimas said.

"Gapapa Mas, Anin understands" he said smiling.

"No Nin, you don't know anything including me" Dimas said.

Anin looked at the face of Dimas who was now looking at her seriously, dimas's face is very handsome with his narrow eyes and nose and Anin is already in love with him but he feels inappropriate because Dimas only loves Kirana until now.  Anin lowered her face not daring she stared at Dimas' face long ago .

Dimas pulled Anin's chin to look at him, Dimas saw Anin's reddened and teary eyes seemed to hold back tears. Dimas quickly grabbed Anin's thin lips and kissed her gently, A surprised Anin tries to let go of Dimas' kiss but Dimas holds her back he does not want to let go and tries to deepen his kiss so that Anin will open his mouth and return the kiss. With a heavy Dimas let go of his kiss because Anin never returned the favor.

"I'm sorry Anin didn't mean it" Anin said.

"Aren't we going to pick up Afifa?" ask Anin.

"You go to sleep, when I wake up" said Dimas.

Anin again nodded, she did not know where Dimas would take her but she also felt tired and sleepy for only a few minutes Anin had closed her eyes.

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Early in the morning, Anin woke up from her sleep and looked around the room that seemed foreign to her. He remembered what happened yesterday and why did he arrive at this place? Didn't he sleep in the car last night? Did Dimas bring her here? He looked next to his bed but there was no Dimas, where was he?

Anin got up from her bed and walked towards the window that was still closed curtains, Anin opened it slowly to see the beach that still looked lonely. Where'sisthis? Anin tangent where is she is what is this dream? Anin pinching her hand feels pain is not a dream.

"Awake? Here's the breakfast" Dimas said.

"Where are we?" ask Anin.

"In Jogja, you finish breakfast already it's a bath,"

"Jogja? How can you?" anin asked in surprise.

"Maybe, Mas who brought you here, finished the breakfast first let us play on the beach" said Dimas.

Anin who is still touched by his existence who suddenly arrived in Jogja chose to sit while enjoying his breakfast plus Dimas who was busy holding his gadget while enjoying his milk coffee.

"Anin answered first why are we here?" ask Anin back.

"It was said earlier" said Dimas indifferently.

"But we don't have Mas's clothes on,"

"Who said? Everything is available here" Dimas pointed to the black suitcase next to him.

"But how Afifa, Mas has promised to bring Afifa," said Anin.

"Afifa for a while be with Mom, it's time we mend the relationship."

"meaning?" ask Anin bangtung.

"Have a bath, take a shirt in a suitcase, we've taken a shower to the beach,"

Anin walked towards the suitcase that Dimas was referring to, he opened it and saw a neat suitcase with their clothes both he did not know when Dimas prepared it and did not know also why Dimas took him to Parangtritis beach.

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After the bath Dimas told Anin not to tie his hair and let it unravel he said that Anin tied his hair will be many eyes look at the white neck of Anin and make people will be fascinated with him.

They walk to the beach and sit in the sand, Dimas prepares his camera to photograph the beach.

"There's the first place I saw you and your college friends taking a break" Dimas pointed to the spot.

"And on the edge here you stand facing the beach with your friends laughing freely,"

"And this camera, the camera that I first used to take pictures of women and precisely here and the first person in this camera portrait is you!" dimas looked at Anin.

Anin looked at Dimas who was like remembering the events of several years ago that Anin himself did not remember because he often went to this beach when he was in college.

"Two years ago, I was on vacation with Gilang and Rendra here. I initially refused because I didn't need a vacation but there was one thing I was grateful for when they invited me was being able to see you and I was already in love when I first saw you," said Dimas

"Two years ago? Have you been here and met Anin?" ask Anin not to believe it.

"Before the match with Kirana, I had met you first and admired you, she said, but I don't dare to get acquainted let alone see here a man comes up to you and you look familiar" said Dimas.

Anin tries to remember the incident 2 years ago when he was on this beach, and he remembered that there was a college assignment and they were on vacation at this campus and he remembered the man Dimas meant at that time was Candra, his college friend who was also close to him

"Oh Anin inget a guy who was then called Candra, Anin had not met and the context again with him," said Anin.

"Thank God you're not in touch with him anymore!" said Dimas.

"What Mas?"

"What do you mean, why aren't you guys contending anymore?" ask Dimas.

"Still on Facebook he often send messengers" said Anin.

"You're often the same guy?" ask Dimas

"Yes, sometimes it's just deket tea anyway" said Anin cuek.

Dimas looked resentfully at Anin who casually admitted there were still frequent contentions with his male friends on facebook, right? Dimas had to check Anin's phone starting today.

"When Gilang also saw you here, he knew I liked you for the first time" said Dimas.

"So a'Gilang also already know Anin before Mas same tea Kirana married?" ask Anin.

"I was trying to make you forget, then, after all we do not know each other and a few months after that I was paired with Kirana and you know the first time I saw Kirana I even remember your face even though your faces are not too similar but your eyes are the same" said Dimas.

"And Mas first met tea Kirana instantly fell in love too?" ask Anin.

Dimas shook his head then looked towards the beach where the air was cool. Dimas closed his eyes and wasted his breath.

"At that time I don't know why my father was the same as Kirana, even I didn't love him until marriage, Kirana was a good person she was also patient with me" said Dimas.

"Teh Kirana is good so God took him faster" said Anin staring at the clouds.

"When at the wedding, I just met you again and fate said another person turned out to be the person I admired to be your sister-in-law you know at that time my feelings grew more chaotic as to why God was playing with my heart,"

"Until I finally try to accept destiny, I try to love Kirana but one side I also feel guilty about her because honestly I always remember you when I was with her, Kirana finally knew that I liked you when she saw my laptop there was a picture of you on this beach" said Dimas.

"Said Kirana's tea fell from that bathroom after seeing Anin's photo right?" said Anin.

"Before that Kirana saw it and she hasn't told me she found out for herself she saw the date of the photo and the time of the shoot and she finally asked me, she said I shouldn't have accepted this match and that I should have married you instead of her, Kirana also told me about her ex-boyfriend who died she also said she should have married the man instead of me there I felt guilty" said Dimas then turned to look at Anin.

"With my marriage to Kirana not as happy as it is now, we both love others in silence, before Kirana fell she was honest with me about her feelings and from there I was also hurt when I learned to love her, until finally at the hospital the last time he asked us to marry honestly I was disappointed with him my feelings were like being destroyed the second time" Dimas said.

"Mas" said Anin holding Dimas' hand

"I'm sorry Anin, I should have been honest from the beginning if I loved you, even since you accepted my proposal I was happy, she said, I'm sorry if all this time my attitude was cold and it wasn't my intention to marry you to be the nanny of Afifa. Honestly Anin I love you so much" Dimas said with reddened eyes.

Anin cried at Dimas' words, Did Dimas really love her all this time? And all this time Anin's love didn't clap one hand?.

"But I'm grateful to have met Kirana even though I haven't been able to be the right husband. Now I honestly love you Anin maybe this is how God brought us together through Kirana and Afifa I know he is not your son but I am grateful that you can love Afifa like your own son happy Anin is with you." said Dimas.

"Mas, Anin is also happy to be with Mas Dimas, before Anin has never felt in love and Mas is the first person Anin loves,"

Dimas hugged Anin tightly and in reply to Anin with happy tears, Anin cried on Dimas' shoulder he was happy with Dimas' honesty, he never knew that Dimas had loved him for a long time but Anin was so grateful now that he knew that all this time Dimas really loved him and covered up his feelings.