FRIGID GIRL VS OBSESSED GIRL

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After mama happened for a moment the three of us fell silent, I approached Feri and reflexively stroked her cheeks.

“Mas forgive mom yes?’’lirihku mas Feri nodded and tried to bring her warm smile to me. After that we turned to Rara who seemed to be standing.

“Ra please ma-“my speech stopped when Rara flipped and went to the room, me and Feri looked at each other as if our minds were the same, that is Rara very offended by the words of the mother earlier.

“Mas, I met Rara first yes.”lirihku, mas Feri just nodded, with certainty I stepped my feet towards Rara's room.

Tok Tok ToK

I knocked slowly on Rara's room door, She turned her head and looked at me flat, she said,

“Can I log in?’’my question, Rara nodded slowly.

“Today too much bickering, honestly I have not forgiven you with your attitude towards me in the kitchen, but now I apologize for the treatment of mama,”ujarku, Rara stood up and approached me.

“I've thought about the risk, hehe I thought my toughest opponent was my honey, it was my mom. Yes it's okay, this is normal”ucapnya. I took a breath and said.

“Okey well, means I don't have to worry about this, you don't be afraid, my mama is actually a good person. She was just being angry now, slowly she would be able to accept you.”obviously I, Rara was a little manyun and nodded. I smiled and flipped about to leave. But my steps stopped when Rara intercepted me.

“Mba?”in short, I looked back at him.

“Ya?”

“Sorry Rara's attitude was yes?”she said slowly I pulled the tip of my lips to smile with a slight nod I passed away,

 

The night we visited, Feri and I were busy taking care of the office data and talking about my transfer of office was for the good of everyone. Mas Feri is very supportive of me to stop the company.

“Ina can definitely be a pity, we're the best graduate. Mas sure if Ina really mean mama Rania must be proud of Ina.’’tujarnya I smiled sweetly while still, studying the files taught by Feri just now. I crammed the laptop with focus, suddenly my husband hugged my waist from behind, I stopped my movement. And a stiff silence. Slowly, Feri sniffed my neck. I was eager to flow with that sigh but my blood that was raging about the soul turmoil that shook was unable to be dimmed.

“Mas!”hardikku, as soon as Feri stopped his movement,

“This is how I don't understand’’I thought I shifted my focus by trembling Feri slightly grabbed his hair and tried to explain. Although I couldn't focus on what he said I told him to stand up

“Oh yes well, Ina already understands”Iujarku stood a little away from her. Mas Feri sighed tight and leaned on the sofa.

Tok ToK Tok Tok

The door of our room was knocked on I could see Rara coming with a tray of food in her hand,

“Can I log in?”her izin awkwardly, I nodded slightly pulling the tip of my lips to smile.

“Log in,’’ujarku mas Feri who was leaning looked raised his body saw Rara coming.

“This is mbak, mas. Rara makes fried bread.’’toward,

“Please taste, it's all the same Tea?”Rara. I smiled at the food on the plate with two glasses of warm tea although the fried bread that looked irregular in shape I tried to appreciate his efforts but instead the food looked a little charred.

“Ra you cook it does not use medium fire, kok kyak passed mateng gini anyway?’’I said lift the plate.

“The chariot is kok mbak, cobain deh”pintanya. I took one and gave it to Feri

“Who said gosong, just passed me by.”sahutku, I bit the bread and chewed it, immediately my tongue refused and turned to Feri mas looks delicious too. Sontak mas Feri shook his lips to say

“You made the recipe what a very good oath,”he said grinned at me hearing that I chuckled.

“Iya Ra really good”timpalku with their smile.

“Cooking yes mbak, yummy?, here Rara cobain.”papnya reach one bread I intercepted by pulling the plate, rara cobain.<TAG1>capnya reach one bread I intercepted by pulling the plate,

“Eh, you make it again. This makes mba, abis really good, mba happened to be laper,”Timpalku Rara looks carefree, mba,

“ Thanks ya mbak, after we had a storm in the kitchen I was thinking to learn to cook, that's proof I can, I can,’’ucapnya with pride me and mas Feri can only nod forcefully and try to attract a smile.

“Yes already, I want to go back to the room, you guys continue the solution,’’he just glanced at the laptop and the files on the table.

“Udah finished, mas you can follow Rara to the room”Ucapku turned to mas Feri. Feri's reflexes looked clumsy and tried flipping through the file again.

“Not yet dear, this is still much?”she said I glanced at Raut's face that looked changed.

‘’Ya has mba, it's okay. Mas Ferries here only,”their short left. For a moment we were silent-diaman’

“Ayo Ina learn more?’’ tehatah mas Feri offered a contract of cooperation with another company.

“Udah mas, we continue this tomorrow aja yes, I am tired of going to sleep. You follow Rara gih’’. Mas Feri stood up and threw his body in the air,

“I want to sleep here, last night with Rara already dead, tonight with you,”he said casually holding his head with the arm he made a pillow. I hesitated to sit on the bed and pull the blanket, Feri sat down and tried to see me who was lying down, I was uncomfortable so.

“After the therapy? Is there any change?’he asked, I nodded, no mas. I'm like always,”ujarku. My husband seemed to smile and lay down beside me, I turned to him who seemed to adjust his sleeping position while looking at my face,

“Mas, what's wrong with Ina?”my question, little Feri Manyun mas and said,

“Can it be anyway, if it keeps going like this?”he said, I took a heavy breath and said.

“Lantas why not let Ina go?”my word,

“Emang you can without mas? Introvert woman who has mental retardation Phobia of the beauty, as long as I know, your friend is just me Ina, aware of it. Then why are you still afraid of me?”for a moment I was silent,

“Ina is not afraid, but I cannot. Afraid and able to seem like the two words were very much different for Ina, Ina was confused as to how to tell the difference. Honestly Ina wants to be normal without fear and excessive rejection in the niche Ina, Ina also wants to enjoy our togetherness without the sense of anrh, mas can not be normal like other women, Ina normal like other women, sorry maas Ina may know, how the same way Rara felt when you guys had a”tanyaku with teary eyes turned to her, but I was wondering to see Feri asleep. I smiled at his innocent face, slowly I lifted my fingers to stroke the handsome face, each side of the face Feri only painted the beauty of not bored I looked at the handsome face shady, it was, a little I tried to shake her hair hemisphere black again fragrant that covered a little forehead reflex I was moved to kiss the forehead of my husband

PLAQUE…. Duarrr, though,,

The gloomy shadow of my father crashing through the bedroom door and torturing my mother while venting his lust back imagined, I can still feel the little girl moaning in the corner of the room frightened to see the torture, I went back on my back while adjusting my breath which suddenly felt tight. I clenched my fingers. Why is it so hard for me to forget that vile shadow of the past. My tears were dripping when I saw Feri's face,

“Hiks.. Hiks..my husband is not a bad person.I tried to close my ears from the sound of sighs and cries of mother who echoed in my ears. I kept crying by covering my ears until Feri woke up again.

“What's wrong?”tanyanya panic.

“Mas please get rid of those voices. I was annoyed to hear it”ujarku mas Feri looked nanar and tried to say,

“Nothing sayanng”in short, I was shaking.

“Mas should help you how? Can I hug you?”tanyanya looked confused and anxious I could not answer other than just crying, spontaneously mas Feri hugged me tightly, I sighed deeply as I felt the warmth of his body somehow fixed slowly I felt peaceful.

“Quiet dear mas here, Ina don't be afraid?”gently stroked my hair to kiss my forehead,” slowly the bad shadow disappeared, and my soul seemed calm.

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