FRIGID GIRL VS OBSESSED GIRL

SLEEPING PILL

POV RARA'S

What can I do in his clinic this Bagas doctor . I've been sitting here for an hour, and I've done nothing but look at Bagas, who is busy with his patients,

“Can I be consul now?”I asked, Bagas smiled as he closed back to reach the door knob of his room that had just met his patient.

 

“Wait a minute, You will be here until afternoon, Feri says your nitip is the same as me, he said he will pick you up in the afternoon, so relax we have plenty of time.”tow I am a manyun and back leaning on the sofa while packing my phone. Contacting Mas Feri but instead mas Feri meriject and even he turned off his phone,

“Nitip, it's a good.’ujarku, Bagas Doctor seemed to chuckle, and returned to see the patient in the next room.

 

“Is mas Ferries nyebelin, really.’’ I let out a heavy sigh, an hour after Doctor Bagas met me.

 

“We might be able to talk at home, I'm out of work, maybe my assistant has cooked something for dinner.”tujarnya I manyun dn went to tail Bagas out of his clinic and towards his home which is still in the clinic environment.

“Doctor, a big and nice house like this Doctor lives alone?”my question, Bagas turned his head with a slight smile, thinly,

“No, I live with assistants, other workers, and some nurses in the clinic, besides psychologists I'm a cancer doctor so I need a lot of members to take care of this clinic.”,I muttered and said again,

“Meaning Rara? Doc's wife?”my question, Bagas smiled and said.

“My wife, she's a doctor too, she's the youngest doctor to have a leukemia attack, unfortunately she failed to fight for her own recovery.and more sadly it's my field but I didn't cure my wife. I was silent to see the look on the face of the bagas who looked sad

“ Sorry, Rara didn't mean to make the Doctor sad,” my words Bagas sighed and said,

“Taka pa, it's been long enough.”ujarku.

“Since when?”

“Two years ago.”

“Oh I'm sorry, my”papku Bagas just keep walking to the house I also follow him, once inside I sweep the view in every corner of the room of this house, why Doctor Bagas, why, choosing his own when he was very well established his house was very grand and luxurious at all, he said,

“Sore Tuan..”so what his housekeeper who looked about 40 years old that.

“Mbok ashrih, ready for dinner for us yes, “tItya.

“Good sir.”

“And you Ra, I go up for a while, you rest, consider your own home”toward I nodded slowly and said.

‘’Still doc.” My eyes follow the steps of the doctor Bagas up, I was curious and try to look at all the photos on display and located on the top of the drawer beside the sofa, I can see his wife Doctor is very beautiful, very beautiful, and I failed to focus on one frame, on their wedding day at mba Ina and mas Feri, it seemed like their relationship was very familiar,

 

I sat back in silence waiting for the Bagasan Doctor to come,

 

Malampun. The doctor knew I wanted to feel overwhelmed with therapy that said I was not normal mood and mental, I was surprised at everyone, I was surprised, Doctor Bagas he chose another way to be able to explore my heart without having to be stiff as in the therapy room, after finishing dinner doctor Bagas invited me to the family room.

“Rilex aja yes, do not be burdened, I will ask a lot but do not bother, you just answer what is in your mind.’’ he explained. I nodded and try to sigh, I just answered, I was confused as to why people thought I was sick, when I didn't feel at all, I looked tense with my sitting,

 

“You are not comfortable, you change positions, just drop on the sofa, or like how, you like.”ujar Doctor, I knit eyebrows and look at it full of question marks.

"Should ya?"

“I can not continue the question if you are not rilex.”ucapya again, I was bearded and tried to lift my feet on the sofa and lean back for a moment I feel comfortable. I took a breath and looked at him.

“Do I have to fall like this?”my question, Bagas just silently seemed to tune music slowly I was more confused.

“Doctor want mode huh?”I said, Bagas turned his head with a flat face and said.

“I don't want a macem. The doctor knew to sendirikan, if I really love Feri.”ujarku, Bagas seemed to nod slowly.

“What makes you love Ferries so much?’’asked Bagas, I looked at the ceiling of the house while playing with the tip of my hair.

“Color he first touched me, I felt a sizzle in my blood.”my hair, Doctor Bagas looked mangosteen.

“If you knew, this would only be complicated, your love would never be happy?”Ask Bagas again, I sighed and said.

“Complicated indeed, but even more complicated when my heart realized that I also could not without him.”

“Have you ever thought of erasing that love?”he said I turned my head and looked at Bagas' face a little deep.

“What is this question part of his therapy?”my question, little Bagas set his breath nodding and said with a smile.

“Yes this is part of the therapy, "in short, I snorted and looked up again at my position on the sofa while leaning back half-sitting beside the one-meter-long Bagas doctor.

“I never want to delete about mas Feri, because he is a part of myself.”ujarku.

“In this case, we know your love is not like the love of romeo and Juliet, this relationship is only forced to form. What you really want in the future.’’Ask again

“Bungi’’short.

“Then it's impossible?”

“I'm sure, I can definitely be happy.”ujarku again. Doctor Bagas looks mangosteen. And go back and ask, please,

“And now, I want to ask about Ina? What do you think when you hear the name Ina.”tanyanya I reply.

 

“Hate..”short.

“Why?’’

“He has the happiness I have.”

“If you want to ask for something, what do you want from god?”Ask Bagas, I was silent for a moment. Slowly I tried to shake my lips and said,

“I want to ask God, remove mba Ina from life mas Feri.”ucapku feel relieved, for a moment Bagas doctor silent and said.

“If you want to do something, what will you do to make you happy?’

“Kill mba Ina..’’lapku spontaneous, but I realized and turned to Doctor Bagas again I could see his face Flat and looked astonished, he said,

“Mm-I mean, delete, if there is no mba Ina surely I am very happy once,”’ujarku. Doctor Bagas nodded and closed the question session.I was a little nervous why I was tempted to kill mba Ina, and hopefully the doctor understood I was just carried away by emotions, I can't do it.

“Alright, we'll continue tomorrow.’’next I sighed and inched to sit from my fall earlier.

The night was getting late, I was anxious and panicked, because waiting for Feri not to come to pick me up.

Many times I called his phone but he was still not active I decided to go home alone, saw I was preparing to leave Doctor Bagas seemed to stop my steps,

“Where are you going Rara, “tanyanya, I turned and said,

“I'm going home, mas Feri it looks like he won't pick me up.”apku again, Bagas can't intercept me who has gone out looking for a Taxi. I was upset why my husband could forget to pick me up, it was even late,

 

Arriving at home I screamed for Feri mas almost every room but I could not find Feri mas at home, in their room I saw a suit lying on the bed mba Ina, but I could not find him, I was thinking Feri was just here. But he was gone, I was wagging Feri's coat pissed off, but my eyes were round looking, there was a small bottle broken and there were some pills strewn about, I knitted my eyebrows squatting to see what it was that fell from Feri's suit. My eyes opened and bulged as my mind interpreted something, is this a sleeping pill? the shadow of the nights with the Feri mas which was sometimes strange made me try to turn my brain to remember again when the day he said I was married, my eyes were more rounded, great, remembering the milk Feri gave us if we were together at night.

“Why? Wh why? Should I believe, what's on my mind now?”my mind was in the heart, my tears just stumbled.

 “No, this is impossible.”gerutuku talk to nanar.

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