FRIGID GIRL VS OBSESSED GIRL

LOVE IS AMAZING

“Say darling? Do you love her?”

 

Ina looked down by squeezing my hand tightly, a little me the lyrics of her ring finger which was decorated with an expensive diamond-smoothed ring.

“Aldo has proposed to you?”I asked, Ina nodded and tried to sigh to speak.

“I'm not sure how I felt at that time, obviously, I was comfortable with him, I hope it's not love.”tapnya, I looked closely at his face.

“Is it really just that?”I asked, Inan wiped his tears and nodded surely. My breath stung and tried to remember something that stuck in my heart again. Because I've seen firsthand that Ina's very comfortable in Aldo's cumbers. Even though my heart was slashed, I came back strong and asked.

“How far, the relationship.”lirihku look into his eyes, Ina I can not afford to look into my eyes he shook his head slowly, but I interpret another from his glass.

“How far?”I asked again, Ina reflex hugged me and said.

“Nothing mas, you do not have to worry there is nothing bad.”ujarnannnya buried his face in my chest, a little I took a sigh of relief. If it's true, but I don't know why there's still something stuck in my heart, hopefully it's just my fear and jealousy, Ina can't lie to me, I would be very disappointed if he covered something from me.

“I love you Ina, love you so much”whispers my hair up to her shoulders. He just quietly buried his face in my face

INA POV.

After taking off the Feri mas going to work, I went back into the room, my chest felt heavy, and it was very torturous about the guilt that was plaguing the rest of my tracks right now, I was pissed off and felt like a loser just like rotten trash. Not at all worthy of my husband. How could I be lulled over by that young man without any consideration, now I feel as if burning every day slowly melts before it completely melts away, this guilt disturbs me I want to be honest, but I couldn't bear to scratch the wound in Feri's heart, whose sincerity and affection for me had suddenly faded, after knowing all this, I didn't want to lose my husband again. I want to have it completely, as well as his love, I don't want to make a gap until he doubts me forever.

“God please help me, I am very confused.”my whisper inching to sit and go down while grabbing the car keys, I want to go somewhere release my heart fatigue my chest feels very tight.

Once there, I walked down and combed the cliffs, from a distance of 2 meters I saw Aldo sitting facing the edge of the cliff, I was surprised who had thought there was no one here, it seems he came with his bike that he parked behind a tree, felt he did not see me coming, I turned back to go home but my movement stopped

“If you want to scream, yell aja.”tujarnya, my steps stopped without turning to him.

“Then you go, I always come to this place to shout.”tipalnya again, I sighed but still not flinching, he stood up and said back.

“What brought you here? What problem is stifling your chest this time?’’I turned and saw Aldo standing before me.

“You confused?  do not know who else to tell?, to come to this place?”he asked again, I silenced him to see the glare of Aldo's eyes glazed over, he approached.

“Our concerns are with Ina? Why do we punish each other like this?”he said it sounded heavy, I sighed, and tried to say softly.

“You remember? I've asked you, something and I want to be loved so crazy, I want to see the other side in love that people can't understand, a very wonderful love, a very special love, I want to be loved in other ways even logic can not interpret it, love, sincerity, loyalty, and love that doubled, it is only in my husband Al, Al, I have found it in myself Feri, how can I go when all my dreams have been achieved.”ucapku lliirih while stopping tears, Aldo bowed rubbed his face and sat back to look at the blue sky with green hills and crowded settlements down there,

“I love you Ina, when your dream turned into a nightmare, you know yourself, I have many ways, bring you to more beautiful dreams.”judar I dimmed and chose to move on from it, I,

 

On top of the car I'm messed up and dizzy I don't know what makes my mind runyam like this, it's really sad, am I going to live in this guilt right here, right now, how do I get rid of all this anxiety, I don't even have a place to complain now, and can't even be manic in Feri's arms for my mistake.

“it looks like I paid my own mistake for my decision in the beginning first,”my whisper my hair while driving my car home, but before that I stopped at the mall to buy some needs before going home, I was very stressed maybe a little shopping can entertain me, I was,

I entered the mall and immediately searched for the items I needed after all I was done toting the groceries out, stepping for sure but I was surprised at being intercepted by a middle-aged woman, who was not the best, who looked shabby, his face pale and wrinkled, his eyes glazed as he tried to reach me, I sniffed even the person whom I had considered dead, he still existed in this world, he still has this world, I barely recognized him.

“Ina...”lirihnya tears, I muffled annoyed and try to pass leave the woman I hate so much that he followed my steps up to the car.

“Ina, daughter. Please forgive my mother son.’’tangisnya try to hold my hand I shake his hand and open the car door.

“Son, please forgive ibuk”tangisnya broke try to stop me when I have started the engine I was cleaning when he hit the window glass while crying.

“He pity his mother nak”tangisnya I don't care and tancap gas faster,

I just kept driving home without thinking about coming back, when a teenage girl whimpered sadly every night hoping her mother would come back but she never came until I was down and desperate, miris indeed when I saw that, that pale frail face looked weak asking for mercy, sorry my heart was already sick. There is no place in my heart for my mother who has abandoned me for the rest of her life.

Arriving home, I was tired and very tired immediately I nodded on the sofa and glanced up, like mas Feri had returned my mood was very disturbed over the incident trying I do not want to remember it again, like, just adding to the burden of my mind.

“Mas, you have returned home.”my testimony from below sounds there is a voice above.

“Yes dear,”his seat went out of the room and went down.

“You're shopping huh? Kok didn't say anyway let mas temenin.”tells,

“Iya mas, the contents of the refrigerator have begun to empty so the thought to shop, you have eaten?”I asked reflex Feri manyun and shook his head.

“Humm, sorry yes dear, Ina masakin bentar.”ujarku, mas Feri smiled and said.

“Still yes, mas also just came, it's okay. You rest first, it just came.’timpalnya I nodded and stroked his cheek, right,

 

“Thank ya mas, have a husband attention like you it's something really know not heh,”gemesku pinched his nose, mas Feri chuckles,.

“What if we eat out?”Tanya mas Ferries. I smiled and shook my head, though,

“Gak, I'm tired. You just wait let me masakin yes, my cooking is better than restaurant cuisine.”ujarku, mas Feri slightly sneered and said.

“Yes, tell me you're stingy,”sungutu.

“Yes yes donk, if I can still stop my words imaki mas Feri with a soft tone, I fell silent, seeing him finish my words.

“Save , right mayan reduce to spend”guterutu, I chuckled mendenngar mas Feri did not forget my jargoun that one.

“Seneng yes, can pluck me?’’I said flat, Feri chuckled and grabbed my shoulder.

“Who's stuck, mas only poultice because often hear”ucapnya, I am a manyun while playing a part of his hair.

“Emang basic yes you, yes I have cooked first.’’gemeskku. try to stand but grip Feri mas can not make me stand.

“Ni want to cook? Are you full? gini hug-hugging?”I said, Feri pulled my waist closer and kissed my lips for a little while.

“Dah.. gini aja mas already full kok.”lirihnya bit my nose I chuckle back the neck and say, ''La,

“Mending I cook, than my face runs out later in the meal.”gerutuku mark it mas Feri chuckles to release me kedapur, kedapur,

“Buruan pasang mas dah laper, and kepengen also.”ucapnya a little loud when I bring groceries kedapur I just ring-geleng while laughing.

“Do not disturb it, if mas is still nosy do not get both.”sahutku,

“Hummm, alright.’’timpalnya. sounding Tv on live I can only smile cheerfully start my work.

Until two hours passed I was ready with the menu on the table, after neatly arranged I lined up to tidy myself up to a bath and finished it met the Feri mas in the family room. My heart warmed when I saw Feri sleeping on the sofa, I stepped closer and sat beside him, my heart was swept away to see his shady face that looked so sweet when I slept, my heart was so sweet, for some reason my eyes felt wet with a slight stroking of each side of her face softly,

“Mas, forgive Ina who stained the sanctity of our love.”my inner heart with tears drooling, slowly I kissed her forehead with a heavy heart, for now somehow, for now, I deeply felt unworthy to be with her, the great strength of my love was nothing but her steadfast love residing in the recesses of my husband's heart, her heart was only a faithful word for Ina, she said, until other women have to lose their minds to be able to conquer the wall of the heart of Feri is so thick, so thick, many times his efforts always ended with rejection even every second he thirsted for the touch and caress of my husband's love but my love did not care about all that, his desire was only for Ina, he said, while I can not feel only can think with the mind if there is only one word that is revenge, it is not easy to be a mas Feri really my love is just a little dust that fell, compared to all that, it is not easy, I try to swallow my tears, my tears break and break in his chest,

“I love you mas, I may not be the woman you deserve anymore, but I will not let go of the grace of love you have, I will never let you go, you are the most beautiful gift I have ever had’’whispers me stroking my cheeks until my husband's face is soft. I can't stop my tears from shedding a good god on me, giving me this perfect soulmate.

Huuuuuummmm