FRIGID GIRL VS OBSESSED GIRL
RARA'S EFFORTS
Morning visit for the first time I did not get up this morning at home, I did not believe that I was going to leave, I heard a voice from the kitchen, my reflexes stood up and saw the couple, the lovebirds, mas Feri seemed to accompany mba Ina making breakfast while occasionally scratching it somehow warm my heart to see it,
I went back inside and got ready to take a shower. I have to prepare my things, I have to go as Feri said last night, I tried to take a deep breath and throw it heavy somehow there was a tightness in my chest, I felt I could not afford to go.
At nine in the morning, I was tidy and went out.
“Let's Rara have breakfast first,”pinta mba Ina dragged me to the table, when I saw her behavior I tried to glance at Feri mas to ask for an answer from her face but she put on a flat face, maybe he didn't tell Ina about everything, I nodded at the chair and tried to be quiet. Mba Ina looked smile glanced at all the menus and gave the dishes to me.
“Come Ina. Breakfast.’’toward, I bowed down and tried to say heavy.
“Mba today I want to go, if Rara is wrong, Rara apologizes’’Lirihku, for a moment mba Ina is silent.
“Rara you said what the hell?’’The question is not thought out. Mas Feri is still silent, a little I lyric him and try to say again.
“Actually me and Fe mas,”My speech stopped because it was intercepted by mas Feri.
“I and Rara will have a picnic today, because it was delayed that time, anyways tomorrow Rara will return to Bandung for a few days, because I can not be cemented, because I can not be, so today we schedule the picnic?”I said, mba Ina seemed to smile
“Oh that, I know what, but really you're okay not usher mas Feri to bandung?”he asked, a little I breathed softly, I thought that Feri would be honest with Ina but he still told me to make a show, maybe he would make a drama of my death after not turning back and forth. I imagined living with new things after getting used to this family.
“Rara.’’ Call mba Ina. I blinked and tried to pull the tip of my lips to smile.
“Ya mbak, it's okay. Elagate. Mas Ferries just returned home mba took a lot of time with him.’’I said, mba Ina smilingly clasped my hand and said.
“Hurry back, I will definitely miss you later.”whisper, I just put on a warm smile and say.
“Rara also must miss mba very much Later”ujarku.
“Emang for some time Ra?”tanyanya sober I clumsy and scratch my nape.
“Hmmm, don't know anyway mbak, maybe long enough.”sahutku, mba Ina stopped her movement to bribe breakfast.
“Well, how can that be? There's nothing! you can not be long there, as soon as you have to go back yes, kasian mas Feri tu”sungutnya, I glanced at the Feri mas which seemed to regulate shortness of breath and scratch his forehead.
“What's wrong mba, there will be mbak,”for short with a little play my face clasping the back of his hand, looks mba Ina scratching the nape with a forced smile. I continued my breakfast while the lyrics with Mas Feri, until ten minutes passed. Mas Feri greeted us as well after the silence.
“Where is breakfast ready? We can leave, afraid later late in the afternoon, the road to the top is jammed,”tujarnya, mba Ina seemed to be eager to put a spoon,
“Come on, I've prepared all the supplies in the car, stay the road, Ra you please take a picnic mat in the warehouse yes,’’letahannya I went to the warehouse looking for the tiikar, the, once there I was confused looking for him. Because the warehouse was not far from the garage, I could hear Ina saying to Feri.
“Mas I forgot, the mat is located a bit high in the same tarok under the heavy cardboard, you help Rara yes,”, he said, sober I tremble, because after last night, I will be able to, when I dared to express my feelings to her I could no longer see her eyes. Rushing I tried to take it myself up the table to lift some fairly heavy cardboard.
Tract, deal,
The sound of the barn door opening I was shocked and reflexively slipped, I look and stagger towards Feri with a swift body that catch me slowly I fix the way I stand and look at his eyeballs I can feel the chest of the field of the man was flowed a little heartbeat. I was happy to linger staring at this handsome face. Hinnga I squeezed a little shoulder fix foot stuck feet table, now the distance of our lips closer, when the Feri mas moves, the man's eyes I glanced at my tiny lips, my little eyes, I can see Ina's husband jakun up and down.
“What's Rara like there's a jatu-’’thanya mba Ina cut off when she saw us, we turned her head, but she had to peg immediately saw our faces too close to the cuddle position, he said, sontak mba Ina flipped over and said,
‘’Sorry, I thought there was nothing, I was worried so I followed’’Talkannya while still turning my back to us, I came out of the grip of the Feri mas hand and approached mba Ina.
“Tadi Rara fell mba, fortunately there is a Feri’’ mas said I, mba Ina turned with a smile and said,
“Yes, we're in the car, let Ferries take it. I forgot that the mat was moved up.”ujarnya, I followed mba Ina who moved to the car. While Mas Feri tried to take the mat
Arrive there.
He's on that brown mat. The three of us sat back and enjoyed the beautiful natural scenery, there were some fruits and drinks that had been prepared mba Ina, she said,
“Mas, you want this?’mba Ina said feeding the Feri mas who was sleeping on his thigh. I could only watch the intimacy while peeling the apple with a knife.
“Mau..”rengek mas Feri, mba Ina chuckles to feed a grain of wine for him, somehow there is a sense of tightness in my chest in wine like this.
“You also ate a cooked donk at aja” when mas Feri returned to feed mba Ina, the grapes, with a nosy mba Ina bit her finger, he said, I also chuckled to see Feri was surprised and back to mark Mba Ina by tickling her sober his wife was lying down because it could not stand the tickle.
“Mas do not tickle amused.”pinta mba Ina chuckles lying on the mat, I was also washed away by the atmosphere until unconsciously my hand was scratched by a knife,
“Awwhh..”yorku. sontak mba Ina and mas Feri stopped his jokes and turned to me.
“Yeah Rara, be careful donk.”ujar mba Ina snatched my hand. I blew my hand a little sore.
“Wait, I'll get you a red medicine.”he stood up, Mas Feri also looked frantically against my finger and blew it.
“You can't be careful?”whispered, I glanced a little at Ina's mom in the car still looking around for the medicine box.
“Do you intentionally hurt your hand to get attention,”take it slowly.
“No, I was swept away in the imagination if mba Ina was me,’’lirihku, mas Feri breathed a little, and came back to see me inexhaustible, I was not, I slowly picked up the apple I just peeled with one more hand.
“I also want to bribe you mas fruit?’’with a heavy smile, my eyes suddenly glazed over that I was leaving later and could not return. Mas Feri nanar stared at my eyeballs as he opened his mouth to the slices of apples I thrust out,
“Thank you.’’In short, chew the apple slowly.
“Why did you tell me to go?”lirihku, Feri was silent and unable to answer the question.
“Are you afraid that the love in your heart for me will grow?”I asked again, Feri's mouth is like sewn.
“Jawab mas?’’ask again. The man tried to shake his lips but did not speak, because mba Ina came to bring a medicine box.
“This is Ra, do not know where it turns out in his bag Feri’’sthey, mba Ina drips red medicine to bandage my wounds. I flicked a smile at Mba Ina while still seeing the look on Feri's face that looked troubled. I'm so looking forward to the reply from Feri mas that I really hope he doesn't kill that feeling.
Afternoon visit after tired of relaxing, we return home. And as promised after arriving home Feri back to take me permission on mba Ina to the terminal.
“Rara don't stay long in the band?”whinek mba Ina hugged me, I smiled while staying firm.
“Can we leave now? Later keburu kemalaman.”timpal her husband, look at the warmth flat.
“B-good.. Rara go first ya mba?’’my permission is on mba Ina. The woman took me off with a smile.
“Mas make sure first Rara took the bus safely” he said, mas Feri seemed to nod. I got back in the car and turned to Ina. It looks like Feri's wife is shaking off her genuine smile with a slight wave. I tried to pull my lips to give the sweetest smile even though my heart was crying. The car drove slowly, our first ten meenits quietly until Feri tried to break it also quietly by saying.
“Go wherever you want, and don't come back,”he said, I keep quiet without looking at him. He stopped the car and held out my check and turned to him.
“That's 200 million, if less, I can add”toward I glanced at the paper and stared at his face flat.
“Why do you love Full, hasn't our mission been successful?’I asked, I noticed his glassat which looked wrong looking at my eyes
“I don't need this mas!”I firmly believe Feri's eyes are inexhaustible, like,
“Give me an answer, about my question earlier.’’ujarku, mas Feri bowed and said with Ogre.
“I love my wife, I think it's enough”he said, I let out a tight sigh and snatched the paper in her hand.
“Alright.., I understand now that you are expelling me and putting an end to all this because you feel threatened by my presence. I'm a cheap one that should be exterminated so?,”
"Now tell me is it true that you don't like me?"I asked again, Feri mas silent while bowed, saw him silent so, the account annoyed open the car door with the check.
“Be careful. Rara” I could hear him whispering softly, but my heart was too sore to intercept the taxi that was in front of me, I unceasingly shed tears towards my residence, I'm not a big boy in fact I still live in Jakarta with a broken home family, I have a mama who always changes partners, he said, with that she can get wealth from the property of the divorce with her husband d, and now she is married to an unemployed man on the grounds of sexi and seductive, d, I used to not like living with my parents, all this time I lived with toggrongan because I could not attention, he said, until I applied for a job at the Feri mas office and found the most comfortable house I had ever felt, but instead only lasted for a while, I cried as if I saw a check that read 200 million.
“Mba Ina...’’lirihku shut his mouth with raining tears.
POV FERRIES
Morning was greeted with turmoil, slowly I shuffled from my sleep beside Ina as usual my night with my wife was always bland, I felt a little awkward because now Rara is no longer here, Rara is no longer here, there was a rush of guilt, because everything he accused me of was reasonable, I could not stand the attraction, he said,
“Better he went.”whispers me rubbing my face and go to the bathroom, not forgetting I kissed my wife's forehead slowly, my wife,before going to the bathroom very slowly so that she would not wake up my heart warmly seeing her two beautiful eyes closed, I had promised people too much to take care of Ina and love her, to her. To aunt Rania, buk nigsih and to myself, ever since I fell in love with her I have promised to be faithful and love her until the end of time, I already understand and know exactly the backwardness of my wife is ready not ready I have to accept this, hopefully someday I can live a normal life with her, with her, yes although I can not deny since the presence of Rara, I was a little shaky, the girl seemed to have a place in my heart.
I went down to sweep all the views in every corner of this house, still imagined the girl talking chatting even joking with me, reflex I stepped into her room and opened the room, the girl said, I could hear her little mouth talking with the carrot, I chuckled to myself when I remembered that, I was about to go back up but failed to focus on seeing the paper and the letter on the bed.
‘’When you read this letter, it means you miss me, and if this letter is not held mba Ina, it means you first came to my room. And yes, I returned your money. I don't need that, I need a happy family, I'll be back,’’ he wrote I was cleaning and glancing at the check last night that I love was on the bed, I tried flipping through the letter and reading the message below.
“You are confused, why can I enter this house again freely?, you forget I am a member of the family in this house, I have the key mas, greetings from your young wife, Rara.”I rubbed my face trembling, I have a key, I swear I did not think through with this short message, I nodded with a deep sigh while clenching my fingers.
“So,Rara can't go back”
