FRIGID GIRL VS OBSESSED GIRL

TRUE

 In the Feri's private room in his room, Rara and I seemed to wait for Feri, because there was no busyness I messed with my cellphone while Rara, who was not, seems busy with his laptop because since marrying Mas Feri he now serves as my husband's assistant..

“Mba got greetings from my family in Bandung,”ujar Rara broke the sennyap earlier.

“Hmmm”desisku without turning

“Mba, don't like it Rara .”toward I glanced a little and said,

“Kok nanyanya that? “Yes it seems since we came home from bandung, mba like Rara,”kusnya with manyun, I sighed and said, I,

“You don't have to like that, if there is something different Yes because that's my problem, you don't have to be very unclear anyway”

“Tu is angry,”I link alisk more astonished.

“I'm really okay, already not in trouble.”gerutuku.

“Iya mba sorry.”

We both stayed quiet until something came to my mind

“Ra, in bandung semiegu why, instead of the recipe just one day huh?”I asked, Rara turned her head with a smile and said.

“Many, we took a vacation one day kulineran main refreshing to book the best hotel in Bandung,”tujarnya, I sighed and said.

“Then?”

“Then ? then we enjoyed a date dinner until mmm-“he said it stopped as if not to explain in more detail I tried to understand and try to divert the conversation.

“I have to meet Mas Feri in his room.”ujarku stand up and leave Rara

 “Mas, I want to go home with you?”my door, Feri looks still busy with the file in his hand, 

“ Yes dear ya”lirihnya without turning his head, I snort the words of affection said by Feri it's fact that now he has divided his feelings, he said, I don't think I'm wrong if I'm satisfied with this, I feel like Feri's gone to me.

“Mas, I want to go home but I don't want Rara to join me with a manyun for a moment Feri nanar see me his face like an inexhaustible thought.

“But why baby? Rara we live here is it?”

“Yes, it's okay, anyways for today, just. Ntar also he can go home alone?”grumbling.

“But why?"

“Mas why you should be satisfied! Just give it a try! How sih” annoyed me, My husband seemed to let out a tight sigh while raising his eyebrows,

“Okey dear, I met Rara first.”ujarku.

“No need!”my snapping. Feri steps back stopped, stop,

“Oh yes udah” said I did not think I was going out followed by mas Feri.

Arriving in the car, I was still a manyun did not say a word because Feri might be surprised to see my behavior, he said,

“Darling, are you the same as Rara?” the question is, I mopped and held my nose because dizzy in question so.

“Mas, why can't I ask for the same anther you go home, anyways this whole time also everywhere we both don't need to have Rara, we don't marahan really, really, he's been with you this week , so once in a while take time for me,”gurutuku, I don't know why my heart feels hot and nysek so you don't know what to say

“Once?, I even more time with you dear, Rara only got one week yesterday, you're funny deh.”lapnya chuckles.

“Udah ah you take me home! Again males discuss rations,”gerutuku

At home I nodded at the sofa releasing my fatigue.

“Honey mas back yes, the work is not finished yet the same as Kasian Rara no one picked up”. I sighed a little tight and intercepted his steps,

“Mas,”lihku. Sontak mas Feri. I bowed and tried to say with trembling.

“Ak-ku mm-au ask something-“I thought I was hesitant. Back in Feri approaching.

“Ya please, what? Just ask.” He said, I looked at his face clingy man that can only smile.

“Mas, Ina laki mas very dear bangett yes same Rara, how much means Rara made mas”tanyaku with Lirih for a moment mas Feri smiled warmly.

“Why do you ask that?in short, I nodded and tried again to say.

“Ina just want to know mas, so Ina can be self-conscious and leave when there are no more people who need Ina here,”ujarku.

“You and Rara mean the same for mas, so can't really explain how the love mas the same you two,”he's just wagging a little of my hair that decomposes.

“Ina was confused, Ina's chest hurt, when Rara said, if you guys have m-“my words stopped I can't keep me stuck hiding my sad face.

“You are jealous darling, because it is a mas understand you are love and love very same mas,”.

“Love...?”Lirihku, sontak mas Feri nodded.

“Why does Love always hurt, My chest feels burning and tight? Is it love?”I said slowly while holding my chest, Feri approached and squeezed my shoulders slowly.

“Yes dear, Jealousy and love are intertwined, so when you are jealous means you are in love and it is impossible if you are not in love you are jealous.”, I'm trying to decipher what Feri said.

“Am I in love? But why so many times”lirihku, mas Feri chuckled and said.

“Emang when we married, you do not love the same mas?”he asked, I blinked my eyes and said.

“Tak know mas, which I think I am happy, will pass the days because we are used to being together.”ujarku. mas Feri looks washed away.

“That's love dear,”lirihnya, I was grinning with a wry smile,

“Entai mas, this is all confusing”

“Come here.”the lyrics whisper in my ear slowly I stand up as Feri brings me to my feet,

“Where are we going?”my many. Mas Feri smiled as he lifted my body, I tried to recede even though my blood rippled violently and my hands trembled trying to roll on his shoulders.

“Mas we want kem-“ucapanku in intercept hissing mas Ferries

“Sstttt.. if you try rilex, you know I'm not a bad person, I won't hurt you understand?”whispered I took a heavy breath and tried to set it that had started to irregular.

“Jika you are afraid, inget your heartache when you see the mas with Rara”tujaranya I take a deep breath. And trying to tighten my grip on his shoulder, I slowly tried to fight fear

“Remember Ina you love mas.”whisper, I nodded with tears streaming down, slowly Feri put me on the bed, my breath irregularly trying to incline sitting leaning on our headboard, and, slowly when Feri came to me and stroked my face softly, I tried to dispel fear and tried to be able to look into the eyes of Feri, slowly I was strong waiting for the kiss that landed, I was waiting for the kiss, but the shadow of the man who hurt and tortured my mother with his demonic lust made me tremble, at once my chest felt narrow and I was hard to breathe I spread out by crying hysterically, mas Fer seemed to embrace and embrace me as if ready for this incident to happen.

“Hiks. Don't mas. Go!”my hysterical cries as Feri stroked his back.

“Don't love, mas won't force you.”tly I trembled in a circle on the mattress, sigap mas Feri pulled a blanket for me and stood up.

“You rest, you have to pick up Rara first.”tujarnya. I nodded lethargicly at the passing footstep of Feri, my tears were pouring more and more when I imagined after this my husband venting his desire on Rara, and then I would give him a chance, even being a loser like this can only add to the pain of a very deep wound.