FRIGID GIRL VS OBSESSED GIRL

HONEYMOON

POV INA

On the balcony of the room, I pensively remembered the jealousy of Rara quite reasoned earlier, what's wrong with that woman ? here, I'm the one who's wrong, why did I come to his room and say that earlier. It turns out this is how it feels when I give up something very valuable, why my chest feels tight when I imagine the Feri mas sharing his touch with other women, he said,

The man who has been with me for years, even to be more intimate with him I took a long time, so I had to make a silly decision to bring Rara to this house. The sparks of jealousy that I had seen while my husband was in Rara's room made me respond to many of the feelings that I had a hard time interpreting, there was curiosity, wanting to feel and even hate. Jealousy is certain, he has been so meritorious to me that I can get more intimacy when with my husband, but what is veiling the soul at this time, why am I selfish even me, why am I, want Rara out of here. What's wrong with that woman

“Oh Lord, help me”lirihku look up at the ceiling of the room while crying tears.

TRACTS

The door opened suddenly I turned to a smiling Feri approaching me who was sitting on the balcony of our room,

“Mas, how? Have you talked to Rara?”

“Already,”for short, I was waiting for him to come to me

“Then what said?’’ask again.

“Nothing. Yes already, you do not have to think about it, later he is also good by itself, I say funny, maybe Rara really likes to easily change her mood. We once fought and then made up again, just now the problem is a little different, I will meet him later, for now I collect mentally first.

“She doesn't ask Ina is it mas?”

“Have we not discussed it first, what if we bicarakn honeymoon?’tanyanya I connect eyebrows.

“Honey month?”lirihku, mas Feri looks to guarantee his eyebrows and slightly nod. 

“But mas.’’my words were intercepted because mas Feri pointed my index finger at my lips,

“Sst... You don't have to say anything more, two years of our marriage, even we didn't have time for honeymoon? Let's try saying where do you want our honeymoon?”in fact, it is difficult for me to shake my lips to say somehow the honeymoon plan at the time now feels not right, or maybe Rara was invited too, too,

“Then mas Rara?’’tanyaku.mas Feri slightly scratched his nape and said,

"Aren't you?"

“Kok invited? It's our show, itung-itung celebrates this. And you have to remember, you have to get used to it, you can still feel awkward and still have a little fear, let you flow completely without a burden” she explained I smiled stroking my handsome man's cheek,

“You know, I was very happy, but somehow when I realized that I had shared you I felt like I was slashed” I was crying tears,

“You understand now why from the first, I do not want to marry again? I love you Ina,” obviously I smile, Mas Feri kisses my forehead to my cheek.

“Mang Rara is okay mas left.”

“She must have understood,”in short, I sighed and thought back to Rara's heart, she would have objected if me and Feri went away for a long time.

Night visiting me and the ferry busily looking for tickets for our honeymoon trip online, after tired of berembuk finally we decided to go to Thailand to enjoy the beauty of the hotel that leads directly to the sea, after the ticket was ordered, the Feri mas packed for the goods brought tomorrow, but I thought Rara from yesterday afternoon I did not see it, I did not see it,

Tok Tok Tok Tok's..

Rara's room door I tap slowly, I can see she is still focused on her phone until she turns her head when I come, I can see,

“Can I log in?’’at my door, Rara nodded with a smile, I came and shook in front of her.

“Mas Ferries have told you not yet, that tomorrow we go for a few days.

“Not yet mba, but Rara already understood, mba Ina just healed. You should celebrate this hotel atmosphere and natural scenery may be suitable and romantic,’’, he said with a slight smile.

“You're okay, right? We go?”I looked down, Rara seemed to nod slowly with a slight big smile,

“What a mba, really. Rara had thought that she would not want to see Rara again after seeing Rara's behavior earlier mbak”papnya, I had a warm smile and said..

“I know exactly you Rara, even I'm used to this attitude of yours, “ujarku sounds Rara chuckles.

“I am so mba, if jealous,”he slowly said with a little blush.

“Iya I understand, and it does not feel pleasant”lirihku.

“Understand now how does it feel?”I sneered with a slight nod.

“Hurt, when you know, that now mas Feri share his love for Rara? previous difference what”tanya I silenced and try to adjust the breath,

“Yes, but this is the risk. I'm the one who asked you to come his difference I hope to still treat you well,”I stand, I stand,

lama Rara stared in my bead of eyes.

"That's jealousy mba, I'm not even sure we'll get along in the future,''whispers softly, I sniffed looking at the woman's eyeball and stood up

“I'm back in the room first, tomorrow. We're leaving,”izinku , I step and go but my steps stop when Rara tries to stop me,

“Mba...”in short, I turned my head and asked.

“Ya?”

“Tonight, was supposed to be Feri with me. After last night she was with you?”the door, I gnawed the throat and said,

“Bb-alright, I'll have him come here’’lapku stammered and left, go,

Arriving in the room, I stepped slowly to meet the Feri mas, my husband was already seen slashing into the bed, something was flowing in my soul when my man was asleep, I so did not have the heart to wake him up, he said, a little I elus cheek and did not forget to send a message to Rara.

“Mas Ferries is asleep,”for short, somehow I am very relieved, can prevent Rara from spending the night with him,

The next morning the two of us whistled about to leave as Rara also prepared to leave the house.

“Ra, where are you going?”my question is, I'm afraid Rara was mad at me last night when I didn't wake Feri. But my question was not even answered by him but mas Feri.

“Munngkin Rara will be humming, she does not like to be alone Ina, Rara must be bored at home yakan? it's better, the house is empty while the time” explained, I turned back to Rara and said,

‘’Benern Ra not what?’’my honey asked, he nodded and said.

“What is mbak. I want to go to bandung, you guys enjoy the honeymoon, I wait for the good news”he glanced at Feri mas I smiled forcibly at Rara's smile, as if she did not like our journey.

“Alright Ra, I want to take you once but mas Feri.”ucapku, Rara smiled.

“That's okay, mas Feri only wants a child from you, so happy I go first”he joked up, left without a word again, I could only watch his steps pass until I was greeted by Feri

“Come on, later we miss the plane”jarnya, I just disturb for sure, and try to ignore my guilt to Rara.

The next day we landed also in Thailand mas Feri booked the best hotel in the city a luxury hotel with direct leads to the sea, the scenery and tranquility of the island made me so comfortable and rilex

“How dear? You like this place,”ujar mas who came to hug me from behind. I was shocked and tried to glue the hug back together again I flipped and looked into his eyes.

“Thank you, you take me to a place like this, and I'm sorry. I'm just ready after all these years. Just for my honeymoon”whisper me while Feri chuckles and tries to kiss my cheeks soft, a little I squirm and arranged because amused.

“It's okay baby, let's go in. Inside even more beautiful, I design a room that is easy for us to combine love, which you will not forget forever, I receded when Feri brought me in and tried to leave the beautiful sea and natural scenery for a moment.

After arriving inside, I was surprised by the design that had been ordered ,mas Feri even though it was still daytime and hot outside, in the cool and very covered with cool air ac, cool air, as if it was the view of the night room with the window closed and the candles do not forget also with the kerlap kerlap lights. Bed design is also attractive and looks beautiful combined with blankets and spreys that are soft violet and some unique accents that are so fond.

“This is beautiful,”lirihku, mas Feri looks smiling

“How do you like?”tanyakanya.

“Like, really like. You always know my favorite mas, even I thought when you got married again, you wouldn't care about me, ” he said as Feri put his arm around his waist and said,

“Can't, as long as we're here don't discuss anything. Other than just about the two of us and our love. I love you Ina, don't spoil the moment just because we discussed other things”obviously, I was silent and didn't want to say anymore, a little he hugged me tightly and said, I'm sure,

“I can't wait, have a child from you,”whisper, I put my second face and hold her tight, if not remember that mas Feri mmpunikan other women, so I'm the happiest in the world right now, I try to hug my husband tightly, as if I don't want to let go. Mas Feri lifted my body up in bed and came to me with love, my tears gleaming considering how stupid I was, seeing me crying , Mas Feri stroked my cheeks and said.

“What's the matter, baby? What phobia you-“ucapan mas Feri I stopped,

“No mas, I am sick when I remember, it is not only me that you come with this desire, you also glorify the body of another woman, and it is because of my stupidity that my hiks”tangisku broke, mas Feri swept away and re-embraced me.

“I told you, do not discuss anything other than the two of us now, do not burden your mind with this problem, we want the program dear child? If you pull, it won't work. Don't you want to have a child from me?’’asked reflex I nodded and smiled, Feri wiped my tears and kissed the two fertilizers. Back he peppered and framed desires that I would never forget forever, his every attitude and action on the bed made me opiate and thirsty for pleasure.

“I love you mas...”lirihku hoarse, my voice seemed muffled with the beautiful taste.