
The night is getting late I still wake up crying looking at the night sky. So far, Feri is still tight. He cleaned up all our messy rooms without a word every now and then I lyricized him with that sorry face and that guilt. I let out a cry and tried to sigh mentally preparing to talk to him.
“Why are you still here?”I asked, Feri looked to turn his head and sigh, but back he did not care if I busied myself with others.
“There is nothing left between us mas.I can be alone so go.”ujarku. mas Feri he seemed to arrange nafaas to take out his words from earlier silence.
“I still want to be here Ina, apart from all this you know how much I love you,’’. I knit my eyebrows and shed tears.
“Do not talk nonsense, do not say love if you can still betray.”ucapku, mas Feri back silent. I took a breath and tried to say.
“I want to end this, you have given up your principles, so now I also want to be principled. We will divorce. I can not be combined, I was never sane before but this time I can not be at home with Rara”ujarku with a tone so heavy. Mas Feri looked washed away and turned his head around mopping his fingers.
“Honestly.., I admit this is my fault. I brought Rara to you, I accidentally found a wife replacement for you. I was ready if this happened. But when I recover I become selfish. The point now is I just want to correct the mistake.”ujarku by shaking. My tears drooled unstoppably.mas Feri stunned the sofa by rubbing his face.
“So now please, go from before me.”desisku growled. Mas Feri seemed to be wasting his breath and stepped gontaai out. I followed him and let him out while he was holding the door. Unfortunately, he still had a chance to say something.
“I beg you not to mess with Ina, rest it's already night.”ely I knit an eyebrow looking at his face from the slit of the door leaf.
“I mean, you think I would betray my life only for a man like you, no mas, I'm still sane,” I said, I can see Feri breathing a sigh of relief, even I hate to see that expression.”
Tracts
I closed the door and glued the knob, I could feel my chest tight and my tears coming back to rain, could not help but imagine tomorrow I would end this marriage.
The next morning since last night I couldn't close my eyes, I didn't get excited even to get out of bed, I glanced at the clock at half-seven in the morning, can I hear the noise downstairs, maybe Feri is getting ready to go to the office I don't care about supplies and preparations to the office, it doesn't take long to hear him knock on the door of the room.
I stumbled a little and stood up
“Ina, let me get you the clothes”I said I snorted and walked up to the closet to pick up all his clothes and throw him down through the window after that I stepped open the door.
“Mas, would like to take an apology to disturb.”tly I kept quiet while looking at him flat, mas Feri stepped into the closet and he was surprised to see his clothes were empty, back he turned to me and said,
“Where is the use?”taanyany was flat, I turned my head to the window and pointed with my mouth, rushing mas Feri looked out the window and back looking at my flat face.
“It's been thrown away anyway, it's all dirty. Mas want to go to kantor.”tukannya.
“Partially who told the hell you're still here mas? And from now on you don't have to do the office anymore.”ujarku, mas Feri dim and bowed, there is a little kasian but I have to bear, mas Feri went out with a giant step. I quietly flinch until I hear the engine of the car is on, a little bit I clenched my fingers and berbiisik.
“I forgot remind me that the carl is also not to be taken,”gerutuku , but I do not care. back I nodded on the mattress crying hysterically even after all this, but I did not care, I still can't bear Ferri mas I think this action of mine, so cruel to throw away his clothes. I sighed and tried to wipe my tears.
“I must be strong, I must not be weak. I was myself before too. I can definitely be happy back with my solitude.” my inner heart is hearted, back I sighed a little long and let go slowly at least it can help to lighten my chest that feels tight. steady I snatched a towel preparing to go to the court office to sue the Feri mas, my resolve was unanimous, there was nothing left now.
I drove Rara's residence to file the letter with Feri to sign our divorce papers.
Tok Tok Tok Tok's..
I knocked on Rara's door, it didn't take long for the woman to open the door. He momentarily saw me standing in front of him with a letter in my hand.
“I want to meet Feri.”ujarku. little woman back and look inside, I can see the Feri mas sitting in the family room of the house, he stared fixedly and said as he glanced at the beerkas in my hand.
“What is Ina.”together.I sighed and put it on the table right in front of him.
“Divorce letter, as I said last night. I can't be combined.”ujarku, mas Feri sighed glancing at the file, I gasped and tried to move about to leave, because I couldn't afford to linger there.
“So sign and see you again at the trial mas.”ujarku, glance at Rara she seems to want to say something, but I throw my face and go from there.
When I got back in the car I cried, somehow I was so fragile, I wanted to be strong but I couldn't.
“Hiks... I must be strong,”mylirih bowed to the steering wheel of the car, my tears speckled great, do not know how to set my heart in front of him, as if my world is now shaking violently, and, all this time I was strong because I believed the greatness of love that was in Feri. But now that love had fallen and melted into treachery, I immediately wiped my tears and drove to the office.
Arriving at the office, I found some klyen and Aldo's assistant in the metting room, I was very impressed with our project rushed me to the room to prepare.
“Buk, klyen from Al company has arrived,”ujar bambang, I admire and say.
“Good buk.” I nodded in the office chair while supporting the elbow on the desk, occasionally I sibak hemisphere of my sign and rubbed my face that was very tired, I was dizzy and tired.
Drrr…
The phone rang I glanced at the phone and saw Aldo calling me. Immediately I lifted up and attached my ear phone to my ear.
“Ya Al, wait a moment longer I will come,”ujarku.
“I haven't come either, just want to say I'll be late too.”papnya my eyes open and look out
“Oh kirrain you are here. I saw your assistant and secretary earlier,”.
“Iya emang I sent first earlier.”tujarnya, I gigguk and said.
“Yes already, you are careful on the road.”
“Okey mbaak.”
Back I crumpled at the office desk and cried again, somehow I scream my tired at everyone now, even last night I did not sleep for a second, I do not even know who I complain to now
“Mama...”lirihku. But I'm afraid mama will be shocked to hear this news. Let me just be quiet
“Hiks... I was tired.’’I thought I closed my eyes, until unconscious one hour passed, I was made aware of the presence of Aldo, a little I opened my eyes, who was lying on the sofa, and I was conscious, my reflex sat down and rubbed my face,
“I fell asleep,”lirihku while cleaning, looking at my work desk, who brought me here, I turned to Aldo who saw me flat.
“Mba why look like this mess?’’he said, back I squealed my nose because my head hurt so much.
“I didn't sleep all night? How about his metting.”tanyaku, Aldo snorted and said,
“It's done, see mba asleep I so can't bear, this.”ucapnya thrusting file, I reach the file.
“This is the result of metting earlier, mba rest first. Looks like bambang reliable, and yes assistant mba where?’’I asked a little and said.
“After I fired.”ujarku, Aldo knitted his eyebrows.
“Oh, how can you??”in short I was silent for a moment.
“You were right, mas Feri he..”My words stopped because my tears came back to see that Aldo approached and nodded beside me.
“My household ended hiks.”my cap covered my face with both palms of my hand, Aldo slightly stroked my shoulder and said,
“Mba who is patient yes, Mba's husband is very stupid to waste a woman as sincere as Ina.”ujarnya, I rubbed my cheeks that are teary and beaming.
“I have to go home, I'm tired of it,’’ujaarku. Aldo stood up to try to intercept me, too,
“Mba, sure you can go home by yourself? Or Aldo between?’’tanyanya, I turned and reflex shook his head.
“What's up, I can do it myself.”my words grabbed my bag and blezer at the table, still got confused, why can I move to the sofa, because I was asleep at my desk before, but I try to ignore because my mind is burdened with many problems I am very calm.
The night again brings silence and loneliness, I've been so fucked up I don't even know how many hours I've been here. Standing staring at the foggy night sky covered in black clouds, from below I could hear Feri's car coming, just as I knitted my eyebrows looking down
“Why he came back here”whispers me going down, can I see the ferry opened the door of the House with the key that was on him. I growled and tried to shake my lips to talk.
“What more are you looking for here mas, just sign the letter and meet me at the trial.’’ujarku mas Feri opened his bag and took the file, he said, my eyes were round as he tried to tear them to pieces, mouth rang out of pus, because of the nanar,
“What do you mean rip my lawsuit!”angry annoyed.
“I don't want a divorce! And I would never sign divorce papers.”he said, I was annoyed to clench my fingers and say, 'I'm sorry,
“Lagian, who still wants to be with you mas, confident once you talk like that, I don't want you and Rara to be parasites in my life, “my growling is approaching, mas Feri doesn't care if he steps up into the room.
“Mas, get out of my house! I would never willingly share with that woman!”I shouted, I was getting annoyed because Feri did not budge. I tremble my fingers while my eyes glaze over.