
Women with sex disorder
Part 1's
"duh... Really males. Now the schedule is for Feri to come home. I need you to prepare everything to welcome him"whispered me getting out of my sleep and getting ready to take a shower. Because it was before taking a nap I cooked first.
"Serve my husband, kiss, embrace disdain issues. "my whispers while drenching my body with water. After finishing the bath I preen and wear fragrances. Don't forget to manyun and bully me. I have to do this because I have experience. Mas Feri was very angry to see I was bauk and ugly because of sweat when he came. It's nothing as long as I know about sex, I could not enjoy togetherness at all mas Feri sometimes confused also ever story the same peers he said that the body relationship was very good. It can float in the air. But I swear by anything I can only feel disgust and pain. I don't understand why my husband thinks this is important. For me not to do that is a blessing. I was so tortured really. What should I do, even I had thought to get Feri married to another so burdened with the inner answer for my husband.
Drrrrrt..
The sound of my phone rang reflex I glanced at the phone beside the calico and raised the call.
"Yes mas? "
"Ina, Mas Otw. You're a beautiful dandy belom? Mas kangen. "the word that makes me lazy.
"Yes, "
"Ina, I'm sure you'll get well. Your trauma will recover and you will not have to be tormented again when you have sex. "he said. I took a heavy breath and said.
"I wish it could happen. "Myblued.
"Well you wait at home. "i said I snorted and put my phone back on as soon as I trembled to imagine when Mas Feri came to me with his passion somehow it was so torturous for me. I can't even take every touch. All I can imagine is pain.
"Arggghh. "my yelling slowly covered my ears. Feri's sigh and sigh during the relationship sounded disgusting. Why is this so torturous. I can't live quietly like this.
For two years we were married and Feri tried to help and convince me that I was different. All women lighten this. Touch affection caresses and most importantly power but what's wrong with me. I even want to be free of him. If only Feri would divorce me and leave me for another woman. I must be really happy. Because we cannot bear this tormenting inner burden. I don't like this at all. I hate sex, I'm disgusted. And this hurts.
Tracts
The door opened without me knowing it was Feri had arrived home. I stood with wide eyes and tried to stand on my back on the table because I was shaking. Seeing my expression, Feri reflex approached and hugged.
"It's okay, baby, I don't want anything right now. Just wanted to see you. "whisper. I tried to catch my breath and try to look into his eyes.
"You've eaten? We'll eat yuk first?"whispered, I tried to move and get away from her out of the room to the dining room. If in the movies that I often watch men like Feri mas is the idol of every woman. But why can't I get the same sensation as women in general. My man was handsome with mature brown skin and his sturdy, muscular body. Two eagle eyeballs with a touch of thick eyebrows and sex lips. A square face plus a pointed nose accent and dimples on his cheeks. That's the criteria for a handsome guy in general. But I really can't feel it. Exotic love that I have seen even I read about in romantic love stories though. What's wrong with me, am I really a permanent abnormality. Mas Feri has been very patient in dealing with my behavior that always cries and beronta when he was at the age. Even he chose not to touch me for fear that my mood would be disturbed.
"Mas... Maybe you should find another wife" I said as we enjoyed our dinner. Immediately, Feri stopped his hand holding the spoon.
"I can't. "in short I snuggle and say.
"Mas, I'm burdened with all this! I'm tormented mas. I can't fulfill my responsibility. You understand donk" I said. Mas Feri looked at me flatly and said.
"You must be healed... So don't discuss this anymore, you've asked for divorce too often."grunganutu .
"But this is for me? I should beg you. You don't feel it so I'm so you don't understand! "sobbing. Mas Feri slammed the spoon a little quietly and said.
Prangs...
"You don't understand how I am, either? It's not easy either, even I'm the one who's been so tormented here. You know I'm normal? You're just traumatized, baby. That's gonna heal? "obviously I'm tight-lipped and trying to glance at his bead.
"Two years is not a short time, instead of recovering I am even more traumatized. I'd rather have my freedom before marriage. No**** and no load. I'm much happier mas. "I said. For a moment Feri looked at me with a smile.
"I can't beat you up. "he said. I took a breath and tried to confirm.
"Ready tell you polygamy. Can you let me go? "my words with a twinkle of an eye please.
Prangs..
The dinner spoon floated up the wall. I was a little surprised to see Feri raging
"Stop talking nonsense Ina!"snapped it. I took a breath and tried to stitch my lips together to not talk anymore.
Two hours passed after dinner, I lay in my bed while Feri cleaned herself in the bathroom. I was waiting for him to come, and after this he must have asked me to serve him. I don't know why my blood rippled and my chest raged.
Tracts
The sound of the bathroom door was open, suddenly au was aghast because from earlier the fear spread in my brain. Seeing my reaction it was Feri just buzzing around. He approached and threw his body on the bed right next to me. I shut up while shaking. He tried to feel my body as gently as possible I was just uncomfortable and tried to pull his hand away.
"Mas... I can't! "yourself. Mas Feri slightly inched and looked at my face deeply.
"Nothing will happen as it has been. Nothing bad happened to you? Slowly you can definitely get rid of your trauma if you dare? Don't refuse. Let time flow."whisper in my ear a little I squirm because amused. My reflex thrust that burly body and said.
"I can't. "in short. But Feri still wants to vent his passion. I got scared and struggled. I don't know what's on this guy's mind. Maybe he thinks that I am his wife who has full rights for him. Until he doesn't care about me who beronta and yell because he doesn't want to be fucked.
Until an hour has passed. I cried moaning in the corner of the room, after all that. I cried like a woman who had just been forcefully smeared.
"lt's... Is it dear here? "pinta mas Feri is standing close to me. I was upset and cried throwing everything near me.
"Don't approach me! I can't take it anymore! I want us to divorce. You understand I am tormented. I can't serve you. "snapped me when Feri sounded silent unmoved.
"I cannot, please pity me. "my spirit with trembling body. The ferry came closer and said to me.
"okay... I'm getting married again, but on one condition? I'll never break you up? "strictly speaking. Instantly my breath gasped and stood looking at it flat. My beautiful body is still wrapped in white seprey. I stood with tears in my eyes.
"What do you mean?, if you get married for what else am I. I can go back home"my light.
"That's the decision?, stay here. Or serve me forever? "said.
"Son, I don't want to live like hell forever. Alright. I'll stay with you here with your new wife. Explain to her about me so we can get along"I said with a little sigh of relief. Mas Feri seemed to let out a breath of tightness by wiping his face off at the edge of the bed...
A week has passed, since that day, Feri no longer wanted to touch and even refused to talk to me. I felt so relieved that I no longer needed to think about the inner burden that raged on me. At least now I can live my days quietly without fear, even though it seems like Feri did forget the deal about him remarrying. I don't care what's important now that Feri doesn't demand the right to his bed I'm so grateful
In the afternoon as I was preparing food for our dinner, I heard Feri's car coming, I waited for him inside while still focusing on the menu. But a little I was wondering to see Feri enter the house with a beautiful woman, when I saw her carefully she was so beautiful and elegant I watched her from toe to head she looked so perfect and of course she was normal. She can definitely be a good wife for Feri mas, a little I tried to step closer to them, he said,
“Sore Ina's. Introduce this Rara, as we agreed before. I have married her.”tly I slightly raised my eyebrows and said
“Welcome Rara ..”I briefly held out my hand post the woman immediately saw my warm welcome, she looked in disbelief with round eyes.
“Take it easy. I don't mind you being here at all, I hope we can be familiar?” I said, the woman was more astonished slowly she tried to shake her lips, she said,
“I can't believe there's a woman like this. I was scared when Feri brought me here,” I smiled and chuckled reflexively.
“Don't be afraid, let's just say I'm his friend Feri. I'm glad you're here, Rara again seems to nod and turn to Feri.
“Mas thanks ya have married me and meet me with mba Ina.” He said Feri smiled as he ruffled the woman's hair with a clamor. I smiled and took them to the table.
“Come we eat first?” my word. Mas Feri smiled as he held Rara's hand. Instantly I was dumbfounded, but I tried not to care and also nodded at the dinner table with them.
“Please, this is all my cooking. You guys please sample?” my word.
“Please dear, Ina she is very good at cooking, you must love the buzz of her cooking”ucap mas Feri held out a plate for Rara. Instantly Rara tasted my food, “Iya mas, delicious!”he said they seemed to be chatting not caring about me here. I kept quiet while still scooping my food slowly hearing they looked familiar once’
“ Rara?” I asked to cut the speaker’an them as soon as the two people turned their heads.
“we got married a week ago, Rara was still a girl when I married, she was a mas staff in the office. Same is he bandung.” Evidently. I'm a beard and try to pull the tip of my lips to smile
“Oh, people bandung thank godh.” My whisper. Back when Feri turned to Rara and said.
“Eat a lot yes dear, do not hesitate.”ujar mas Feri saw that I was touching, sneering,
“Maybe tomorrow I can also help you cook, it's good if I serve food every day, my inner” in the heart,
I stood up to go to the room, why did I go to see their affection was afraid of being disturbed..
“Where are you going?” megat mas Ferries
“ I want to go to the room, I'm full anyway, I've eaten snacks you guys also continue, and yes Rara do not have to hesitate - Sungkan also finish and wash the dishes yes just consider it my own home”, I looked at my honey for sure, nervously he tried to nod.
“Bb-good mba..”
“Alright I can take a break right now.”I thought I was leaving.
Dusk passed until the night was getting late when sleeping at night I could feel the Feri cuddling, suddenly I stooped and reflex sitting.
“Mas, why are you here instead of Rara already?”I said, Feri tightened his arms while still closing his eyes, I don't even know how long Feri has been here.
“Mas there!” my snapping.
“Sleep baby, anyways I just want to sleep, stingy really sharing his bed.”gutu while closing my eyes. I sighed, and went back to sleep with a sense of caution. The heavy hand of Feri nengkreng on my waist, I tried to regulate my irregular breathing and tried to try to go back to sleep.
“Ngapain is still here ‘kan no Rara”batu grumbling.
Morning visit I woke up in the morning, I could see the Feri was still asleep next to me, after washing my face and brushing my teeth I went out of the room. I can see Rara seems busy in the kitchen, preparing something, and,
“Rara you want what?”my many.
“I want to make breakfast mba?”he said’ I sighed a little heavily and said.
“What do you want to make breakfast? Mas Feri he doesn't like caffeine. Usually I brew the green for her in the morning, my daily.
"Mas Ferries she likes breakfast with carbohydrates and Green Tea. I said glancing at the cofee who was sidetracked by Rara.
"Oh, I'm sorry I don't know. "i said I approached and took over the job.
"you don't have to do this. It's my job. Your job is on the bed. And yes. Why did the ferry come to me last night. You don't stop him what. "i said.
"Sorry, maybe Feri's not used to me yet. He married me so suddenly. And when he said he did all this for the sake of mba. I-i understand. That he loved mba so much "he said for a moment I fell silent.
"I don't even know what love is. "my whisper. Rara sighed and tried to shake her head at the dining table.
"Love it, attention and affection. Which is in the possession of mas Feri to mba." he said. I looked up and looked at him flat.
,"But in fact, he married you for his needs? Is that love too? "tell me with an inexhaustible thought. Rara chuckled while shaking which astonished me.
"Mas Ferries a normal guy mba, it's natural."
"But it sounds unnatural love. "my wrath. Rara could only silence seeing my expression stirring the Tea inside the glass. I glanced at Rara who chose to concern herself with dirty dishes.
"Oh yeah? Is your status still a girl? Does your family know you're married? With a guy with a citrate? "tanyaku Rara was a little manyun and nodded.
"What does your family say? "
"Nothing, they're all supportive. Especially when I tell my father if I was married by my boss in the office. They even mouthed? And they'll have a reception." she said with a chuckle.
"When? "
"One more week, mba coming huh? Let my father and mother in the village can be relieved to release me here with this family they sangt khawtir if mba against this marriage. "he said. I scratched my forehead a little.
"I can't come, you calm down. I'm really grateful to you so don't worry "obviously I'm relaxed. Rara clenched and laughed cheerfully I could only round my eyes to see the child twitching on my shoulders.
"Thank ya mba zeyeng, I could not be interested in the same Feri. He's a handsome guy and sexy. Weird about Ina? "stimulant. I squirm slightly releasing his hands resting on my shoulders.
"You are happy already. Please, but don't dictate me like this. I don't like to be asked questions"I picked up the tray with a glass of tea and went to see Feri in the room. Rara Hanua could grin at seeing me pass by.
"Ngatain the freak. Clearly he himself was a strange grimace unclear. What's so good about trying to fuck. "my wrath.
Tracts
I put a tray of Tea and breakfast Mas Feri next to our bed.
"Dear Humm, Green tea with Beque baked bread"he said while still watching the eyes.
"Wake up gih mas. The bath was breakfast. "my back to my feet.
"Well baby" he said seeing Feri's behavior I was so confused at all his attitude did not change to me. It was as if there was no change in the house. It was obvious that he had brought another woman into this house. Which he just married. Even last night he slept with Rara. They could do it outside the home. Karnakan for a week kemaren mas Feri is very busy outside the house because it takes care of his wedding. Any minute. The woman will be pregnant and happy mas Feri is complete already. And I'll stick with the phobias and traumas I have.
"Based on the poor woman"I whispered.
Treaty.
The bathroom door is open. Mas Feri came closer while taking a glass of omniscient tea in front of me.
"llt.. Where's the clothes? "Sanya, my reflexes were cuddled from my daydream and rushed to get it in the closet.
"Mas, maybe I should go back home? "my word was lirih for a moment Feri looked at me flat while clutching the shirt in my hand.
"What do you want to go home? You will be as traumatized as you are, "he said. I nodded and said
"I don't want any of you to be better off I go back to my parents." I said.
"Son.. You can't go home. You don't think at all how the family responded when I got married again."he's bad
, I was silent for a moment.
"i'll explain it to them? "ujarku mas Feri looks saggy.
"No Ina, you have to stay here. Why do you worry. Isn't this your wish? Are you jealous? But as far as I know you're not as normal as you always say."Flat language. I'm gurgling the esophagus seeing the twinkle of his eyes.
"So don't be burdened by the presence of Rara. "the song's pronunciation passed leaving me alone. I let out a little stuffy mafas.
"I'm not jealous, but I don't know what's going on inside my chest. "my spirit is stroking my chest. I don't feel my tears drooping. There was a pain that I could not express and I explained how it was.
Seriate.