FRIGID GIRL VS OBSESSED GIRL

Reception

Two days later, Rara and I became more and more familiar, but they both looked so busy preparing for the reception day for Rara and Feri's wedding in Bandung. Tonight when I was in my room, Feri came with Rara I don't know where they were from, I sighed and tried to move forward to open the door for them because indeed I did not want to hire a maid, because I think taking care of the Feri mas is not difficult. The difficult one was just serving him more intimately, maybe from now on I have to think again to hire a maid because, I don't want to be Rara's daughter.

“ you guys from anywhere , “ your question.

“I and Rara finished the catring message, we want a special love for guests from bandung,”tujarnya. I sighed a little, and said.

“Oh, really busy means?”lirihku with a slightly soft tone

“Yes, and yes. Maybe tomorrow I'll leave, because the arrangement is only a few days away. Rara wants to spend a lot of time with her family  

“Oh is up anyway? For how many days but? I can't donk alone?” my word.

“A long time, at most a week.”

“What a week? “

“Ya a week”

“ But mas ..-“ I said in intercept because mas Feri stuck

“you know donk Ina.”tegas mas Feri I silenced by glancing at the two alternately.

“ Okey is up to you” said I flipped .back inside the house. Both seemed to be following me in.

 “Mba, why not come to our reception in Bandung?”Rara asked, I reflexively shook my head and said

“No need Ra, mba at home, I do not need to go there.”ujarku, mba,

“Huum, yes already mba. But really not what in the gold pinjem Ferinya for a few days?”he said with a little bit of a stick.

“Udah do not discuss anymore, you do not bejoking so I do not like “ snapped me.

“He he sorry mba.” Smirk, a little I lyric with a little cynical and back to step towards the room.

“Mba Where can we not eat?” I looked up and reflexes shook.

“Yah shoot....?”I snorted a little slowly and said.

“Emang y'all brought food?”I asked with the dataset. Rara smiled.

“He he no heck mbak?”he said make a smile

“Trus?”I briefly did not think.

“Yes, eat your cooking? You're not cooking?”Timpal mas Ferries. My breath was puffed up and said

“Yes mas time, I must cook every day, once in a while Rara also donk who cook, I'm not in the mood.”ujarku. The two men were automatically.

“But I can't cook,”rengeknya. I took a little breath and said.

“ That's why belajaar. There kedapur you masakinn what to mas Feri .”titahku. Rara looked manyun and tried to glance at Feri mas.

“Tu kan mas, I said what we had eaten outside at most mba Ina already pesen food first.”I let out my breath and moved. Get out of there.

“But darling? Did you really eat?”Tanya Feri stopped my steps I turned to look at the look on his face,

“Bener.”short.

“Kalo I don't want to invite you yet, maybe me and Rara will come out again to eat. Yes you have gone I have eaten kok.”ujarku. whereas this day I have no mood to do anything including eating.

“Ya already Ra, we go.”shortly mas Feri dragged Rara's hand I can only be silenced to see the drama, he said,

“Ufffth...”As I was breathing back into the room, I nodded on the bed while staring blankly at the bedroom wall my mind drifted away into the past.

...FLASBACKS...

Plakk

A hard slap floated down my mother's cheek, my mother, I can see clearly my father who was so violent trying to hurt my mother forced to have sex no matter to me their only child who was young and very afraid of the state of the house that was never safe. Time and again the eyes of this little girl saw a rough sexual scene. My father had hypersexual disease, because of his behavior, I was phobic about this problem, I had anti-sex disease if the language of the doctor was frigid or it could be said I was phobic. For as long as I know, **** is just torture until time passes I grow up to be a beautiful, smart teenage girl, but I like to shut myself off from friends and locals, my mother worked as a delivery driver, but she was also used to busying herself outside the house rather than having to meet her father at home. My father's unemployed, not that he's just stupid. He doesn't want to try to make him the best graduate in economics. Once worked out for a while, he chose a foot barge at home and told my mother to work. And after all these evils, my mother always obeyed and obeyed her husband, I hated the attitude of mother who was too proud of the father, who was not lazy. Maybe this is one of the reasons I hate love, my mother is too cute in the enslavement of love that makes it difficult for me to understand the word love, my logic can not understand what love is, as a result, the word love for me was a sickening word, until that afternoon when I sat on the sofa while studying, my father seemed to go back and forth at the door waiting for my mother to come home, feeling disturbed about my dad trying to intercept me.

“Yes, dad did it anyway Ina staggu well want to do the job,”guurutuku dad turned with face keles.

“Daddy this sprain your mother hasn't come home yet, dizzy dad wants to smoke no money”timpalnya, I sighed and said.

“Lagian father, make cigarette money still mintak ibuk, ibuk already too much burden well!”I snapped, as soon as my parents were pushy, I challenged her gaze with my eyes open, I was not afraid of her at all, all that was in me was hatred.

“You've dared to like this same father now?”I sighed a little and said,

“Stop being a parasite for mom if you have a brain, don't be a burden for us. Aren't you ashamed?”I shouted, the middle-aged man approached and said.

“You want what a little boy you dare to talk to me like that ha!”dad shouted, he clung and dragged me to the bathroom, as I've seen so often. Dad threw mom in the tub, tortured her to drag me to the bedroom I was sitting in when my dad hit and forcibly undressed me, he looked so bright as if he was ready to chew all my meat, many times he tried to lay a blow so that I was silent’

“Basic of the devil, you are not my father you devil!” my yelling. The man seemed to be in awe of all my vital organs, I moaned in disgust at the pain of having been persecuted earlier. Reflex I tried to reach the vase of flowers in the drawer and hit his head. Suddenly the blood in my father's head was spurted to my face, I trembled when I glanced at my nose that was red again I hit back I hit it many times. Like a man of infidelity let go of my heartache all along.

Bug bugs..

I wasn't satisfied, until I tried to hit him many times to make sure he vanished,

“Ina... “shout my mother who came suddenly. I stood up while shaking a smile at my mother,

“Buk, dad is dead?”I said with my mother's eyes twitching because of the syock. The reflex he took me who was soaking wet in his arms, he moaned trying to fix my torn clothes

... ...

“What happened to you?’ whining mom tried to get close to the lying father.

“He's alive, Ina quickly call citizens!”I just thought my mother was so pedulin to that insolent man.

“But, father has just tortured and even raped Ina, mother does not need to worry too much, she is indeed better off dead,

“Quick call doctor Ina!”Snapped ibuk. I was caught and upset to pick up the towel on the hanger and wrap my body open.

An hour passed by and some of the residents had helped, to bring my father to the hospital, while my mother and I had not spoken a word, up to two days passed my father was admitted to the hospital intensely because of injuries that were quite severe because I hit blindly

“Ina can join mom for a minute?”pinta mom when we were in the hospital,

“Ya buk”for short I also followed my mother out we took a taxi and headed somewhere.

After some time I arrived at an orphanage when I saw the building from inside the taxi.

“Ayo Ina Download!’ibuk said, I still can't figure out why we came to this place

Long I waited outside, after feeling saturated, finally mom came out also from the room of the owner of the home.

“what do you mean?, I threw me away because I prefer my father to me, I realized. I'm my only mother's son.”My words feel heavy.

“This is for our good Ina”ucap ibuk lirih and passed.

“I'm busy stopping!, I don't understand why my mother was blinded by my love for that person, I really don't understand what this annoying love is. That man samma is not worthy of love!”my snapping.

“That person is your father Ina!!”snapped it.

“Oh so, I don't want to have a father like him at all, go! I will never look for you again and I will not even consider you my mother!”

“sayang, mom will visit every time, you do not be sad this for the sake of kindness you have to stay here”he said trying to persuade but I silenced a thousand languages. My tears winked as my mother passed by without caring for me anymore.

That poor woman of a lifetime that I knew love was just bullshit, every day my mother's bad thoughts and treatment of me became a scourge that tortured me so much that even when I was picked up by a new family I was also abused by my stepfather, she said, and I was able to breathe a sigh of relief when she suddenly died of a heart attack, and lived a little with Mama Rania. He loved me and even treated me abroad, in the past, when my girl was too introverted like she did not like to interact with people, so my mother thought I was different from other children, her efforts succeeded I did not get closed again to everyone and started already confident.until, when the Feri downing me, Mama Rania was very happy because mas Feri was her own nephew, I was happy of course, I thought this was the end of my’an sufferers, I think, it turned out that my trauma was still too close, I could not force my heart that was so burdened for my husband's satisfaction, from the beginning I had tried to fight but I couldn't, the more I phobia what I should do, the better Feri may be looking for a normal woman.

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 The night was getting late, I heard Feri's car go into the garage, I was silent not welcome him to come because he was with Rara, the woman must know how to serve her husband well. I pulled the blanket back and closed my eyes to sleep,

“You rest yes Ra, tomorrow we will leave.”listen mas Feri drove Rara to the room, this house is designed too small so I can hear their conversation from the room.

“Good mas,”shortly. I was silent as Feri was heard coming and opened the door

Treaty..

The door of the room opened I let out a heavy sigh and closed my eyes again with anxiety

Bugs..

Feels like Feri is standing behind me, slowly brushing my hair and hugging it, I flipped and flipped to sit to see it.

“What do you want?” mas Feri smiled as he glanced at the box of rice on the sofa table.

“You eat first.”in short, I silently glanced at the food that was bought by Feri and moved closer. Mas Feri also seemed to follow.

“You were with Rara last dinner where?”my word.

“Where do we usually go, anyways I want all your favorite food. So there alone with Rara.”, he said. for a moment I looked at the Feri stick and said

“Yes already, I will eat, you go back to the room Rara ‘kan tomorrow you want to go.”ujarku. mas Feri seemed to scratch a little stick of his nose and said

“You really don't want to come?”ask him reflex I shook my head. Mas Feri let out a breath of tightness and silence beside me my butt reflexes inched as Feri's car nodded.

“I'll be gone a week and I'll surely miss you later, you'll be careful at home.”he said, I nodded with a slight warm smile. Mas Feri approached looking at my bead stick. I shuddered and reflexed when Feri's face was near.

“You can go to Rara's room now I want to rest.”for short. Mas Feri sounded hissing, suddenly he placed a kiss on my forehead, suddenly I was silent to feel the Feri stole the opportunity, he said,

“I went first”in short I just nodded silently, mas Feri went to the door hesitantly, his steps came back to a halt as he held the door knob.

“Darling, don't forget to eat the food.”tly I can only nod.

The next day I woke up because outside sounded busy in the morning, I woke up from sleep and tried to see their busyness.

“Ra. help you grab a gold suit last night. There is a watch.”pinta mas Ferries

“Ih, mas I again distinguish. Bentar...”tujarnya, I glanced at the Ferry suit hanging in my room, hurry I took it and I brought it to him

“This is mas,”short I was close, mas Feri turned to me and smiled.

“Content Yes Ina, your idea turned out to be really good, I now have two wives, who have their respective roles.”ucapnya.I sniffled and nodded on the sofa.

“You too, don't take Rara. He should also be able to take care of you mas, “ujarku.

“Make what, you don't exist? Most mas prefer you handle.”tujarnya. I exhale and say.

“But mas, however in it must learn, later if she is pregnant and you will be preoccupied with your small family, I will go, Rara will be bothered if she is unusual.”

“Emang where are you going?”tanyanya, I immediately shut up.

“You can't go anywhere Ina, if you can't be the perfect wife for me so be a good friend, you know I can't be without you, ever since you were picked up by Mama Rania, since then my world has changed,”hey explained, as soon as I was silent, my heart was swept away and my eyes were sparkling, remembering the mass of teenagers with the family.

“Mas, we can leave?”Ask Rania who broke my daydream, though,

“Oh yes,”sigap mas Feri helped Rara carry her bag.

“We go first Yes mbak?”rara said, I can only nod. And drive them to the car.

TUT…

The sound of the car horn echoed, I tried to raise my hand to wave at the two of them who had driven away with the car, I saw the tracks of the car passed, for a moment I felt lonely, I felt lonely, but I tried to erase all the awkwardness in my heart and went back home.

“Eh Ina wait” intercept one of my neighbors who is none other than RT his house is not so far from our house.

“ Yes buk Rt what is it?”my many.

“That's who the Feri brought in a few days, all the citizens on this talk?”I pulled the tip of my lips to smile

“That's Rara buk RT His second wife mas Ferries,”briefly instantaneously buk eyes RT round.

“Well, how can you? Tega ya it's the same Ferries you Ina.”ucap buk RT terdenger greget.

“Kok buk, mas Feri is not wrong, it was me who asked to marry again,”lapku casually, RT's buk eyes back round and this time a little slanted with a slightly raised mouth.

“T-but Ina? How can? What's the matter while looking at my face.

“Nothing kok buk, sorry ya buk this family privacy, I can not tell much, the point is he is not his illegal lover mas Feri Rara is his wife,”ujarku, he is not, buk RT looked astonished and inexhaustible.

“And now where are they going Na?”ask again.

“Oh, it's to his family bandung Rara again ngadain reception”ujarku again, the breath of RT buk looks stingy, he can only-can be geleng geleng, and left with a face inexhaustible thought, he said, I went back to the house no matter what the face of the RT buk was.

Tracts

I swept a glance at every corner of the house. A little squuu smile knot, no terrace now this house has a new member, how later when Rara pregnant giving birth and memo have many children, is I still needed, is I still needed,

“Ufffth... why is my destiny always bad Lord”whispers myself. I went back to the room to calm myself, because I was alone all this time, I could rilex with kesnuyain like this, But that made my mind calm, maybe now mas Feri masuh need me, but, but how about later if it feels to me gradually reduced and poured all the nys for Rara, huuh, it seems like I have to be ready if someday it happens.

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